Chapter 58
Binka shyly confessed her feelings. Hearing her words, Winfred was truly relievedāso it wasnāt just him who had been feeling that way.
āRight? You feel the same too, donāt you? I knew it! Anyway, what I mean is⦠from now on, donāt be bothered if I donāt treat you as closely as before. Itās not because youāve done something wrong or because I dislike you. You hate misunderstandings too, right?ā
The weight lifted off his chest. If only he had explained to Binka from the start, āIāll need to keep some distance for this reasonā. Then none of this would have turned into such a foolish mistake.
But Binka only blinked at his words, looking startled.
āWhy⦠whatās wrong? Do I have something on my face?ā
He rubbed his cheek awkwardly and glanced at her.
āN-no, itās just⦠surprising. I didnāt expect someone of your status, Your Highness, to care about other peopleās opinions the way ordinary people like me do. I thought people like His Majesty the Emperor or Your Highness just did whatever you wanted without worrying about how others saw you.ā
Binka sounded genuinely astonished.
It wasnāt strangeāmost people thought that way. Heād often been misunderstood like that, so Winfred smoothly corrected her.
āNo way! If anything, I have more to worry about. There are so many rules about how I should or shouldnāt behave, whatās considered dignified or not.ā
Even now was proof of that. He had to force himself to keep distance from Binka because of how others might see it.
And of course, what weighed on him the most was the fear that rumors might reach the ears of the person he truly cared forāAila.
āI see⦠If I had that kind of power, Iād just get rid of everything annoying and do whatever I pleased.ā
The words clashed oddly with Binkaās gentle face. Winfred felt goosebumps rise on his arm as he looked at her curiously.
āA-ah, sorry! That was just a joke⦠Even if Your Highness treats me kindly, I have no right to joke like that. I shouldnāt haveā¦ā
As the mood turned awkward, Binka bowed her head deeply in apology, almost hitting the desk. Winfred quickly stopped her with his palm.
āAh, youāre doing that again! Whatās so wrong with you? Donāt say things like that.ā
Only after he repeated several times that she didnāt need to apologize so much did Binka finally calm down, standing meekly before him.
Winfred studied her slightly flushed face, then suddenly tilted his head in puzzlement.
āBy the way, Binka⦠did you grow taller while I wasnāt looking? Do people keep growing even after twenty?ā
He himself had been shooting up latelyāyesterdayās height never the same as todayās. But it seemed Binka too had grown a little. The difference was tinyāsomething only a sharp eye could notice. Maybe it was just his imagination.
But strangely, Binkaās expression froze. Color drained so quickly from her face that he could almost see the blood retreat.
āWhy⦠why are you so startled?ā
Winfred grew flustered as well.
Was saying she looked taller really that rude? No, that canāt be it.
Sure, some people grew late, but there was no reason to panic this much.
Fidgeting anxiously for a while, Binka finally seemed to gather courage. She lowered her voice and whispered:
āā¦The truth is, Iām not twenty. ā¦Iām sorry.ā
āHuh?ā Winfred blinked rapidly, caught off guard by the sudden confession.
āI-itās been three years since I came to the palace. To work as a maid here, you had to be an adult, so⦠I lied about my age.ā
Other workplaces didnāt care if you were younger, but the palace only hired those eighteen or older.
For a poor common girl with no skills, the only work available was maid serviceāand the imperial palace paid the best. With no choice, she had lied. Binka bit her lip as she finished.
Hearing her admit that she was really only seventeen, Winfredās chest tightened painfully.
At his own age of fifteen, she had been forced to lie about her age and work in the palace just to pay for her motherās medicine. The thought left him breathless.
āIf⦠if you want me to quit, Iāll resign immediately. Just please, Your Highness, donāt tell anyone else.ā
If others found out, it wouldnāt just mean losing her jobāshe might be punished for falsifying documents and lying about her age.
āā¦.ā
Winfred stayed silent, lost in thought.
Then, lowering his voice, he finally said:
āIāll keep your secret. But donāt talk about quitting. You still need money for your motherās medicine, right?ā
āā¦Your Highness.ā
It wasnāt as if she had lied for selfish gain. She had done it for her only family. How could he ever cast out someone like that?
āThis is just between us, okay?ā
Winfred grinned mischievously, so much like his father Hiram, and held out his pinky finger. Sharing a secret like thisāit almost felt like they were real siblings.
āā¦Yes. Thank you so much, Your Highness.ā
Binka smiled brightly and hooked her little finger with his. Not a shadow marred her radiant face.
Count Senosfonās constant admonitions had no effect. Geraldās visits to the annex showed no sign of stoppingāif anything, they grew bolder.
At first, he would retreat shyly whenever Cloud was nearby. But now that he seemed to realize Cloud couldnāt actually stop him, Gerald no longer cared.
Whenever Aila stepped into the garden, he would appear as if by magic, bringing snacks and toys that little girls might like. Recently, training had to be moved indoors because of him.
Of course, Cloud believed she had already learned enough. Now he only made her practice lightly so she wouldnāt get rusty.
But being stuck indoors without even that made her restless.
And today was worse than ever.
āHey, pretty one! Come out, huh?ā
From beneath her window, heād been throwing pebbles for hours.
I swear, if I could justā¦
Aila clenched her fists, fighting the urge to leap out and knock him flat. Gerald was barely worth a fistful, yet he never stopped pestering her.
She had thought Winfred was just a carefree, innocent boy, but compared to Gerald, Winfred seemed positively mature. How could Gerald, who was actually a year older, act this way?
Though Aila had never had any friends her own ageāpast or presentāother than Winfred, she instinctively knew this wasnāt what a normal relationship looked like.
āPretty one, play with me!ā
Another pebble struck the window with a tock. At the same moment, she felt her patience finally snap.
Storming to the window, Aila flung it open. If she didnāt at least yell at him to leave her alone, she might explode.
He really was something. To think he could push her patience past its limitsāpatience that even her sworn enemy Byron hadnāt managed to break.
Just as she opened the window, another pebble came flying. Gerald hadnāt expected her to be there. Instinctively, Aila caught it midair.
āWhoa, was that a trick? Howād you catch that?ā
Instead of apologizing for almost hitting her, Gerald clapped like it was some performance.
Aila closed her eyes, resisting the overwhelming urge to hurl the pebble at his head at full force.
āā¦Canāt you just leave me alone? Why are you doing this? I just want some peace and quiet.ā
āCome on, what kind of kid talks like an old granny? Iām bothering you because I like you! I want to take a walk with you, chat with you⦠spend time together.ā
He grinned smugly, the kind of face that begged to be punched.
And Aila thought to herself: Thatās not what liking someone looks like.
How could someone claim to like another, yet irritate them this much? It made no sense.
āI donāt want any of that, not even a little. So please, just leave me alone and go homeābefore I throw this rock.ā
āYou? Think you can throw it far enough to reach me?ā Gerald snorted. His tone dripped with condescension, as though mocking her for being just a little girl.
Unbelievable. He hasnāt learned a single thing.
Aila shook her head. For days heād been pestering her, yet he still hadnāt realized she wasnāt like ordinary girls.
Not that speaking to any girl like that would ever be acceptable.
āGo ahead, throw it. Iāll catch it.ā
āā¦.ā
That was it. Sheād had enough.
She flung the pebble he had thrown back at himāangled just enough to graze past his head without hitting him.
The speed was unbelievable for something thrown by hand. It whizzed by his ear and embedded itself in the wall behind. Gerald slowly turned, stunned, to stare at the mark.
āLeave. While Iām asking nicely.ā
With that, Aila slammed the window shut.