Chapter 16
Hurrying over to the familiar tree she always used, she climbed up with quick, practiced movements.
Though autumn was approaching, the lingering heat kept the windows slightly open. From this distance, she could hear their conversation well enough.
âCloud isnât here yet?â
She glanced into the room but saw only Byron, sitting alone and looking weary, as though he hadnât slept a wink.
It seemed she had arrived earlier than Cloudâher shortcut proving faster than the stairs he always took.
As Aila anxiously scanned her surroundings, waiting for Cloud to appear, there came a knock at the door.
âCome in.â
Byronâs voice was hoarse, slightly strained. Moments later, Cloud stepped in through the open doorway.
âMy lord, the news youâve been waiting for has arrived.â
âWhat? What did it say?â
Byron, who just a moment ago looked lifeless and drained, bolted upright at Cloudâs words. Clearly, this was the news he had been desperately awaiting.
Aila leaned forward, listening intently. If Byron had longed for this report so badly, it must be important for her as well.
âFortunately, the message says he has made a full recovery.â
With a heavy thud, Byron collapsed back onto the bed, his legs giving way beneath him.
ââŠThank goodness.â
The relief in his voice was so genuine that Aila swallowed hard.
So someone had been ill⊠is that why Byron has been so depressed?
She strained her ears for a name, but their conversation continued without a subjectâonly vague references.
âThe cause? Did they say what caused him to collapse? Surely there mustâve been some diagnosis, some explanation.â
Byronâs tone was urgent.
ââŠAccording to the informant, several physicians were called, but none could determine the exact cause.â
âBut heâs healthy now, correct?â
âYes, my lord.â
Aila bit her lip in frustration. No matter how hard she listened, no specific details emerged.
And to make matters worse, a familiar voice began calling out for her.
âYoung miss! Young miss!â
It was Laura. Having come outside and not finding Aila in her usual spot, she sounded flustered as she searched for her.
âŠI canât stay here any longer.
Reluctantly, Aila climbed down the tree. Snatching up a random branch from the ground, she stepped out from behind the trunk, feigning innocence.
âLaura, Iâm here.â
âYoung miss! What on earth were you doing over there?â
Seeing Lauraâs stern, displeased expression, Aila widened her eyes and put on her most innocent look.
âAh⊠I just picked up this stick. I was going to use it to practice tonight instead of my dagger.â
âDo you know how worried I was when I couldnât find you? What would our master say if I lost you? You really think of no one but yourself, young miss.â
It was absurd for her to exaggerate so much over just a few minutes, yet Laura scolded her harshly, piling on the guilt.
âI-Iâm sorry. Iâll be more careful from now on.â
âAs long as you know you were wrong. Now, no more trainingâletâs go inside. You need to wash up and get ready for dinner.â
When Aila lowered her head meekly in apology, Laura finally looked satisfied.
âYoung miss, tonight youâll be dining with the master. Arenât you excited?â
Lauraâs voice came from behind as she gently dried Ailaâs hair with a soft towel after her bath.
âYes, Iâm happy.â
It was a dramatic change. Just this morning, Byron had sat slouched with a face full of despair.
So who was it that had recovered? Who could restore him to such vigor so suddenly?
âŠA selfish man who cares nothing for anyone elseâs pain.
While silently criticizing Byron, Aila glanced down at her freshly washed handsâand suddenly froze.
There was only one person Byron cherished as much as his own life.
Mother. It was Mother who had been ill.
Her hands flew up to cover her mouth, stifling the gasp threatening to escape.
Why⊠why would Mother�
Ophelia had always been healthy. Though she looked delicate, she hardly ever caught so much as a cold. She often boasted about it.
It was said her body struggled to bear children, but even that wasnât due to poor health.
A memory flashedâOphelia flexing her slender arm with a laugh, claiming not even Roderick, the strongest man in the empire, could best her.
Ailaâs mind went blank.
But she could not let her shock show.
âThere, all done. Now put on a nice dress and go meet the master, young miss.â
Lauraâs cheerful words snapped her back to reality.
She hadnât seen her father in some time. To everyone else, she was a girl who lived only for her fatherâs affectionâhow suspicious would it look if she didnât appear overjoyed?
âMm-hm! I want to wear that one.â
Feigning excitement, Aila pointed at a dress.
It was a white gown with sky-blue ribbons.
Elegant, perhaps too much so for a child, but she had loved it as a girl because Byron always praised her when she wore it.
It was a special-occasion dress.
But now, looking at it againâŠ
âŠItâs Motherâs style.
With her pale skin and silvery hair, Ophelia looked good in anything, but nothing suited her better than a white dress with a soft sheen, often accented with pastel tones.
The image of Ophelia, smiling warmly in a similar gown, surfaced vividly in Ailaâs mind.
Just how far does his obsession with Mother go�
Thinking back to the times she had worn such dresses to please Byron, acting sweet to remind him of Ophelia, Aila shivered in revulsion.
âAre you cold?â
Noticing Aila rubbing her arms, Laura asked with mild concern. But it wasnât genuine worryâjust annoyance at the thought of being inconvenienced if Aila caught a cold.
âNo. Itâs just because I washed up. Letâs hurry and get dressedâI want to see Father.â
Aila shook her head quickly, urging her along. With a resigned sigh, Laura helped her into the gown.
When Aila finally entered the dining room, dressed and prepared, Byron was already there waitingâsomething rare indeed.
âCome here, my daughter.â
He welcomed her with a radiant smile.
It was unusual. Normally, if she wasnât already waiting for him, his displeasure became a nightmareâsharp sarcasm, endless reproaches about how deeply she had wounded him, until she knelt and begged for forgiveness.
But now he was smiling despite her tardiness. This was not normal.
âFather!â
Though unsettled, Aila couldnât ignore him when he stood there with open arms.
She ran into his embrace with a bright smile, and he immediately stroked her hair.
âI missed you so much, Father.â
The words slipped easily off her tongue, insincere yet necessary. Well, not entirely insincereâshe had longed for Byron to regain his composure. Only then could she continue shadowing him for information.
âYes. And youâve kept up with your training even while I was gone, havenât you?â
âOf course. I worked hardâfor you, Father. I exist only for you. In the past, now⊠and always.â
Reciting the familiar mantra, she earned his satisfied smile.
âGood. Then letâs see if itâs true.â
But Byron never trusted words alone. With a snap of his fingers, he called out:
âCloud.â
ââŠYes, my lord.â
Cloud, standing a step behind, quickly bowed.
âIs what she says true?â
âYes. The young lady has been diligent in her training every day. Her skills have improved greatly.â
âI see.â
Kneeling before him, Ailaâs legs were beginning to go numb, but she endured his touch as he lovingly caressed her hairâwhile secretly imagining slicing off his remaining hand, just to make the moment bearable.
âThen, itâs time to begin what I instructed earlier.â
ââŠMy lord, the young lady is still too young.â
The words that followed jolted Aila from her dark fantasies.
AilaâŠâŠ.. I am so worried about your mental health Homer