Chapter 4Â
It had been a week since Ji-an and Yeon-ha shared their first meal together.
Coming home late from her tutoring job, Yeon-ha stopped just inside the doorway, frozen mid-step.
The atmosphere was sharpâtoo still, too quiet.
It was that same suffocating silence that always filled the house whenever her parents were in trouble over money.
Tension prickled her skin as she walked into the narrow living room.
Sure enough, her brother and parents were sitting across from each other, a single sheet of paper lying on the table between them.
âWhatâs going onâŠ? What happened?â
At her voice, her older brother looked up and sighed deeply.
Her parents avoided her gaze.
Feeling a lump in her throat, Yeon-ha reached out and picked up the paper.
It was a notice of overdue debt.
From a third-tier loan company, no less.
âWhat is this? We donât even have any loans left! Didnât we finish paying them off?â
Her father stammered, avoiding her eyes.
âW-well⊠you know Mr. Kim, right? He said he needed money urgently, but no one would lend to him, so I justâŠâ
âSo what? You borrowed moneyâfrom a loan company? Two million won? Without telling us?â
Even as her eyes darted down the page, disbelief sharpened her voice.
Her fatherâs tone turned pleading.
âYou kids wouldâve said no right away, and⊠well, he looked so desperate. He promised to pay it back this time.â
âPay it back? When has he ever? Are you stupid, Dad? How many times does he have to scam you before you learn? Thatâs why he sees you as an easy mark!â
The words burst out of her before she could stop them.
Her parents were always like this.
Heâs pitiful.
Sheâs having a hard time.
How could we just ignore them?
They always had some noble excuse to give away money they didnât have.
Not long ago, theyâd done the same thingâtaken out a loan to help some poor acquaintanceâand of course, the money was never repaid.
Those people didnât fail to repay. They simply didnât.
And every time, it was Yeon-haâs family who bore the burden.
By now, she and her brother had just barely managed to pay off the last of their parentsâ debts with their tutoring money.
Theyâd thought they were finally free.
But here they were againâher parents borrowing money to lend to someone else, defaulting, and now facing a collection notice.
And worst of all, the borrowerâMr. Kimâwas the same man whoâd borrowed from her father countless times before, spinning sob stories that somehow always ended the same way.
Yeon-ha couldnât understand it.
Her father had never once been able to properly repay a loan on his own, yet he still believed others would.
âIâll take care of it,â her father said weakly. âYou kids donât need to worry.â
âAnd how are you going to do that? When have you ever managed to pay it off alone? That notice is proof youâre already behind!â
âThis timeâs different. I said Iâll handle it. Just mind your own business.â
Her chest felt tight, her voice trembling with frustration.
Unable to bear it any longer, she ran out of the house.
Her parents ran a tiny dinerâa home-style lunch place in a quiet neighborhood.
The income was irregular, the customers few, and business had only gotten worse lately.
No wonder the loan company had come knocking.
She squatted down by the flower bed outside, trying to breathe.
After a moment, her brother Yeon-sang came to sit beside her.
He didnât say anythingâjust sighed, the sound heavy with exhaustion.
âItâs not like I asked for tuition or money to study abroad,â she said bitterly.
âI just wanted a normal lifeâno debt, no calls from collectors. Thatâs all.â
Her voice trembled, but no tears came.
Sheâd already cried herself dry over the years.
Because of their parentsâ endless kindness, the siblings had worked since high schoolâtutoring, part-time jobs, anything to cover their own tuition and help pay down the familyâs debt.
And still, their parents kept getting tricked by othersâ sob stories.
If only her parentsâ generosity were reserved for their own family.
âAt least use the money on yourselves,â she thought bitterly. âOr help us pay tuition. Why give it to strangers?â
And yet, she couldnât truly hate them.
They were foolish, yesâbut they had worked all their lives, never once resting, so their children would never go hungry.
Because she knew that, even her anger felt hollow.
âKindness isnât a crime,â she murmured finally. âItâs the people who take advantage who are awful.â
âIâll take a leave from school,â Yeon-sang said quietly. âIâll handle it. I can pay it back with enough tutoring jobs.â
âNo way. Why should you carry it alone?â
âYou always talked about studying abroad. Maybe not a full program, but at least an exchange semester. Donât give that up.â
âExchange program? In our situation? Iâll be happy if we just keep the house.â
They both sighed at the same time.
Theyâd grown up too fastâchildren forced into adultsâ worries by their parentsâ naĂŻve generosity.
All they could do now was comfort each other, again.
A few days passed after the bad thing.
Every Wednesday, Yeon-ha attended the same lecture as Ji-an.
Wellâtechnically, sheâd signed up because Ji-an had registered for it.
They didnât sit together or talk much, but watching him from across the classroom was enough for her.
Now, thanks to upperclassman Jang-hoon, she had even managed to join Ji-anâs team for a group project.
This is heaven. Who needs vacations or spa trips?
Seeing Ji-anâs face every weekâthatâs my therapy. My âface-cation.â
Whatever she was thinking as she grinned at him, Ji-an ignored it and began dividing the teamâs work.
Their team of four consisted of Ji-an and Jang-hoon, both third-years, and Yeon-ha and her friend Se-na, both second-years.
At first Ji-an worried the younger students might slow them down, but both girls turned out to be sharp, diligent, and fully engaged.
Even Ji-an had to admit itâespecially Yeon-ha, who worked with a quiet intensity he hadnât expected.
âDidnât they say she got into Seoyeon University without private tutoring?â
He remembered hearing that once, and as he caught her smiling at the front of the room, something flickered in his thoughts.
Maybe there was more to that bright, thoughtless expression than heâd assumed.
The next day, as Yeon-ha sat buried in her laptop, Jang-hoon dropped into the seat beside her.
âHey, Yeon-ha.â
âOh, hi.â
She didnât even look up. Her eyes stayed fixed on the screen.
âSo,â he began, lowering his voice, âwant me to help you and Ji-an get together?â
Her hands paused over the keyboard.
âYou? Help us how?â
He let out an exaggerated sigh.
âYou donât believe me? Iâm Ji-anâs closest friend. If I step in, you two could be dating in no time.â
At that, she finally turned to look at himâher eyes full of suspicion.
âWhat do you want in return?â
âJust a little favor. Set me up on a blind date. Youâve got tons of friends, right?â
Her brow furrowed. Most of her friends were in the same departmentâpeople Jang-hoon already knew.
âWho exactly?â
âThat friend of yours⊠Se-na, wasnât it?â
âNo way.â
Her answer was instant. Jang-hoon blinked.
âWhat, are you her mother now? Why not?â
âBecause Se-naâs too good for you. Sheâs kind and beautiful, and honestlyâshe deserves better.â
âOh, come on. Iâm helping you out here! Quid pro quo!â
But Yeon-ha turned back to her screen.
âI donât even plan to get together with Ji-an,â she said bluntly.
âIâm fine with just liking him. So quit the âquid pro quoâ thing and go away.â
Jang-hoon stared at her.
Did she just say she only wants to keep crushing on him?
He clicked his tongue, deciding it wasnât worth the effort, and got up to leave.
Before he could walk out, Yeon-ha called after himâ
âAnd for the record, Se-naâs still off-limits!â
Stretching her arms with a sigh, she refocused on her work.
Se-na had been her best friend since middle school; theyâd even gotten into the same university and major.
More than anyone, Se-na understood her strugglesâand never once judged her familyâs mess.
There was no way sheâd hand her off to someone as frivolous as Jang-hoon.
With that firm resolve, Yeon-ha bent over her laptop again, determined to lose herself in the project.