Chapter 3
It was eleven oâclock when Yeon-ha finished her cafĂ© shift and walked briskly toward the business building, clutching a steaming cup of Americano.
Finding Choi Ji-an on campus was never difficult.
He was something of a local celebrityâso well-known for his looks that one only needed to ask in the department group chat to discover his exact whereabouts.
Of course, Yeon-ha already had his KakaoTalk ID and could, technically, message him directly.
But Ji-an never replied to anyone, least of all her.
So she never dared to tag him in the chat either.
The first time sheâd asked about his location, the younger students had frozen in awkward silenceânone of them wanting to be the one to dare answer on Ji-anâs behalf.
But then there was Jang-hoon, Ji-anâs mischievous friend. He always supplied the answer, grinning,
and Ji-an had never once told him to stop.
So it became a pattern.
And before long, Yeon-haâs âlove for Ji-anâ was department folkloreâa running joke, a small legend.
Now, everyone in Business knew: if you spotted Choi Ji-an, tell Park Yeon-ha.
When the latest âreportâ placed him in a fourth-floor humanities lecture hall, Yeon-ha all but flew there.
She burst through the door, marched straight to his desk, and set down the paper cup with triumphant precision.
âGood morning, seniors!â
Laughter rippled through the room.
âIf youâre greeting all of us, Yeon-ha, whyâs there only one cup?â
Jang-hoon leaned back in his chair, smirking.
Yeon-ha grinned, bright as always.
âBecause love isnât something you share, senior. I only have one heart to give.â
âTragic,â Jang-hoon clucked his tongue, âabsolutely tragic.â
Ignoring him, Yeon-ha turned to Ji-an.
âYou didnât stop by the cafĂ© today, so I made a special delivery. Donât forget this favor, okay?â
Ji-an raised an eyebrow.
âA favor? For something I didnât even ask for?â
He sounded half-amused, half-incredulous.
Yeon-ha only laughed, checking the time.
Then, suddenlyâ
âAh! Iâm late. Iâll get going now!â
She darted off, clutching a convenience-store triangle kimbap in one hand as she waved her free arm.
Jang-hoon shook his head.
âThat kidâs living off expired kimbap again, huh?â
âOne day sheâs gonna regret that,â another murmured.
Ji-an watched her small figure disappear through the door, then reached for the coffee sheâd left behind.
It was still warm.
Andâunfortunatelyâexactly what heâd been craving.
He hadnât managed to stop by his usual cafĂ© that morning; his classes had started early, one after another.
Now here it was, delivered right to his desk.
A coincidence, or⊠fateâs irritating sense of humor.
He stared at the cup, thumb brushing the lid absently.
âMaybe I should buy her a meal. Just once.â
Sometime soon.
He took another sip, pulled out his phone, and with a few tapsâ
sent a message.
Early the next morning, after finishing her convenience-store shift, Yeon-ha was hurrying across campus, nibbling on the leftover kimbap her brother had brought home.
Her phone buzzed.
She assumed it was a class reminder.
She glanced downâthen froze mid-step.
The kimbap slipped from her fingers and hit the pavement.
[Iâll buy you a meal.]
Four simple words.
Below, an attached image: his weekly class schedule.
A silent instructionâpick any time Iâm free.
âKyaa!â
The scream burst out before she could stop it.
Clapping a hand over her mouth, Yeon-ha reread the message twice, thriceâthen stared again at the senderâs name.
Choi Ji-an.
Her heartbeat drowned out everything else.
âNo way. Did Jang-hoon-senior hack his phone? Is this a prank?â
But even as she thought it, she knew better.
Ji-an would never allow anyone to touch his phone, not even his closest friend.
Still trembling, she tossed the fallen kimbap into the nearest trash can and bolted toward her lecture hallâ
half running, half floating.
Two days later, they sat across from each other at a small, noisy tteokbokki joint near campus.
âYouâre sure this is what you want?â Ji-an asked, frowning at the bubbling red sauce.
âYes! Itâs perfect!â
The place was a student favoriteâcheap, crowded, loud.
It was also, unfortunately, one of Yeon-haâs most beloved restaurants.
She moved with practiced ease, sliding in the order slip, stirring the pot as it started to boil.
Ji-an, arms folded, watched like someone observing an unfamiliar ritual.
It was his first time here.
He was used to quiet bistros and polished cafĂ©sâ
not peeling wallpaper, plastic stools, and sauce-splattered aprons.
But when heâd told her to pick whatever she wanted, sheâd shouted âtteokbokki!â without hesitation.
Now, watching her tie a bright red apron around his neck, he grimaced.
âWhatâs this for?â
âSo you donât get sauce on your fancy clothes.â
He glanced down at the garish fabric, fighting the urge to rip it off.
Yeon-ha, unbothered, tied her own apron and beamed.
She lookedâcontent.
Her eyes sparkled as she stirred the bubbling pot, and for some reason, Ji-an found that annoying.
âItâs the apron,â he told himself. âAnd this smell, and this noise. Not⊠her.â
When she finally scooped the food onto plates, she pushed one toward him.
âEnjoy your meal!â
He gave a curt nod, tasted a rice cakeâand immediately set his chopsticks down.
Too sweet. Too spicy. Too messy.
Instead, he found himself just watching her eat.
She blew gently on each bite, cheeks puffing, eyes closing in satisfaction.
âYou couldâve picked something fancier,â he muttered.
âI have a tutoring job right after this,â she said between bites.
âThis place is right on my way. And itâs my favorite.â
So this was it.
Her âperfect meal.â
Ji-an sighed inwardly. Heâd thought sheâd at least want to impress him, to prolong their time together.
But noâshe was eating like she had a train to catch.
âDoesnât she want to make a good impression? Isnât that what people do when they like someone?â
Her behavior made no sense.
âYeon-ha,â he said suddenly. âWhat exactly do you want from me? Do you want to date me? Or do you just enjoy⊠the idea of liking me?â
She froze, eyes wide with surprise.
But after a momentâs pause, she smiled faintly.
âNothing.â
âWhat?â
âI donât want anything from you, senior.â
Ji-an blinked, confused.
Nothing?
He exhaled sharply. It made no sense.
If she didnât want him, why the daily messages?
Why the smiles, the coffee deliveries, the endless effort to be near him?
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â he asked.
She stirred the pot absentmindedly before answering.
âI know you wouldnât accept a confession right now. And even if you did, I donât have time for a relationship.â
âThen what do you call all this?â
Her smile deepened, bittersweet.
âI just didnât want to hide how I feel. I already have too many things in my life that I have to keep bottled up.
So I wanted to at least be honest about this one thing.â
Her voice trembledânot with nerves, but with exhaustion.
There was something in it, a quiet sadness he couldnât name.
Ji-an said nothing.
He picked up his chopsticks again, staring at the soggy ramen noodles floating in the red broth.
Then Yeon-ha spoke again, softly:
âI just want to be⊠the girl who gets under your skin.â
âGets under my skin?â
He looked up, incredulous.
She nodded, smiling as though she were explaining something perfectly simple.
âSomeone whoâs always around. Someone you canât quite ignore.
The kind of junior whoâs always in your sight, who brings you coffee, who eats with you once in a whileâ
the one whoâs slightly annoying but still kind of lingers in your mind.â
Her voice grew quieter.
âThe one who said sheâd confess three times and never did.
The one you found⊠just a little hard to forget.â
ââŠâ
âWhen you look back on your college days, I want to be that memoryâ
the slightly bothersome girl who liked you. Nothing more.â
And then, with a teasing grinâ
âSo donât expect a confession from me, senior. You might as well give up.â
Ji-an didnât laugh.
He just stared at her, silent.
Only then did he realizeâ
this girl had never planned to confess at all.
Her goal was never to have him, only to stay near him.
To orbit for a while and fade away when the time came.
A sigh escaped him, low and frustrated.
âIf Iâd known she was this kind of girlâthis impossible, relentless kindâ
I never wouldâve agreed to that stupid âthree confessionâ deal.â
He would regret it for a long, long time.