Chapter 9
A quiet smile lingered on Freyaâs lips as she pictured that serene landscape in her mind.
That alone was enough. That was all she had ever wanted. A marriage couldnât be called unhappy just because she wasnât fond of her fiancĂ©âs looks. Above all, the greatest comfort was that she could continue living at Swan Manor.
Freya calmly accepted the reality given to her. When she reached out her hand, Jacob slipped a ring onto her finger.
Looking at the diamond glittering on her ring finger, Freya broke into a bright smile. Smilingâthis was the one thing she was confident in. No matter the circumstances, whenever she smiled as if everything were perfectly fine, people couldnât help but love her.
âWith this, the engagement ceremony is successfullyââ
Bangâ!
Before the host could even finish his words, someone slammed the cathedral door shut and stormed out. The noise was so loud that Freya turned in shock.
âHarford? Wasnât that Blake Harford who just left?â
âWhatâs that shameless man doing at the Swan engagement?â
The murmuring swelled. Flustered by the disruption, the host hurriedly rushed through the engagement declaration.
âEveryone, please congratulate them!â
Only then did the guests turn their eyes back to the front. Whatever the case, an engagement was an occasion to celebrate. The audience offered a half-hearted round of applause to the soon-to-be newlyweds.
As soon as he stepped outside, the stifling air hit him. Blake stormed out of the cathedral with irritable steps.
His driver spotted him and quickly opened the car door. Blake yanked off his tie the moment he sat inside. The breeze slipping through the slightly open window gave him the barest sense of relief.
âShall I take you to the office, sir?â
âYes.â
When Blake gave a curt nod, the luxury sedan glided forward. Unable to endure the heavy silence in the car, the driver attempted to start a conversation.
âHow was the engagement ceremony, sir?â
Blake froze at the question. The driverâs face reflected in the rear-view mirror was unfamiliar. Then he recalled Hagen mentioning that Ian was on vacation and a temporary driver had been hired in his place.
Was it starting today�
Blake wasnât in the mood for idle chatter with a stranger. But since this man was new, he decided he should at least maintain minimal courtesy. Stroking his chin briefly, Blake replied smoothly.
âAh, it was astoundingly dreadful.â
âWell, judging by the crowd that gathered, it seems the House of Swan is truly prestigious. Iâve heard theyâre one of the kingdomâs most distinguished families. And to think even you attended, Mr. Harfordâit must mean the rumors were right.â
The driver prattled on, seemingly eager to flatter. But his words hit the rawest nerve.
Rage boiled up inside Blake. Prestigious family. Yes, thatâs what everyone called that foul, rotten house. Blake turned his gaze toward the window, muttering quietly to the driver who had no idea he was insulting his employerâs enemy.
âHagen must have warned you when you were hired, didnât he?â
âPâpardonâŠ?â
âMy time is gold. That includes moments when I need quiet to collect my thoughts. Do you understand now?â
The driverâs face drained of color.
âM-my deepest apologies, sir. I spoke out of turnââ
âSilence. Just drive in silence.â
At Blakeâs curt dismissal, the driver clamped his mouth shut, his heart pounding with dread.
He had heard Harford tolerated no mistakes. It had been only days since he had bragged about his small connection to the Harford family by hosting a party. And nowâ
While the driver fidgeted, Blake lifted his eyes skyward. The blazing sun was slowly being swallowed by dark clouds. The growing strength of the wind made him frown slightly before speaking.
âChange of plans. Not the officeâtake me home.â
The driver nodded wordlessly and turned the car around.
When Blake opened the front door, the butler Albert was already waiting, taking his hat with practiced precision. The efficiency made Blake smile faintly.
âItâs almost as if you knew Iâd be back early.â
âThe sky is overcast, sir. From experience, I know you always return home sooner when storm clouds gather.â
âPreparations?â
âAs soon as I saw the clouds, I contacted Dr. Bernard. The nurses are also standing by.â
âThank you, Albert. You know how grateful I always am, donât you?â
Albert only inclined his head respectfully. Blake patted his shoulder a few times before climbing the stairs. Midway up, he stopped as something occurred to him.
âOhâtell Hagen to hire a new driver. And make sure heâs trained properly.â
âUnderstood, sir. Your father is in the library.â
âOf course he is. Then Iâll trouble you with dinner arrangements.â
Blake waved and walked briskly away.
As the hallway darkened, the lamps lit up one by one. Blakeâs steps carried him swiftly to the library at the far end. He straightened his hair and clothes, then pushed open the heavy door.
âFather, Iâm home.â
At his voice, Tyson Harford, who stood with hands clasped behind his back, facing the window, lifted a hand in greeting. Blake began to tidy the cluttered desk by picking up an open book.
âDonât even think about it, Blake. My desk has its own order.â
âWhat kind of order could a desk this messy haveââ
âNot everything is as it seems.â
Blake sighed and reluctantly joined his father at the window. Tyson, still gazing outside, asked kindly:
âSo, did you enjoy your outing?â
âWell, it was⊠tolerable.â
âDonât lie. Dissatisfaction is written all over your face.â
Even without looking, Tyson read his sonâs mood with uncanny precision.
âHow could you possibly know that?â
âI donât need to see. I can tell everything just from the sound of your footsteps. Iâm your father.â
Blake gave a short laugh, then glanced anxiously at the ominous sky. Gripping his fatherâs arm, he tried to lighten the mood.
âLetâs go have a fine dinner. Iâll feel better with you there.â
âYouâre in a hurryâmust mean a thunderstorm is coming. Am I right? I can smell the rain.â
Blakeâs expression darkened at Tysonâs calm words. Tyson extended his hand, and Blake silently handed him the cane. Tyson tapped the floor as he walked.
âIâm always sorry to you, son.â
âYou know I hate hearing that.â
âAnd Iâm sorry for making you hate hearing it.â
Tyson chuckled faintly, and Blake found himself laughing too.
His father always managed to make him smile. Blake lingered for a moment, watching Tyson stride forward with confidence despite his blindness, then followed after him.
The sky rumbled ominously. The storm was almost here.
The light rain that began in the afternoon grew into a fierce storm by nightfall. Freya stood rigid by the window, staring at the fickle summer weather.
âTo thinkâit was the Count of Swan himself, drunk at his own reception! The previous count never once let drink overtake him. And now our young ladyâs fiancĂ© is just as disgraceful⊠it makes me want to cry.â
Nancy poured out her frustrations while brushing Freyaâs hair with heavy strokes. Freya smiled faintly and gently chided her maid.
âDonât, Nancy. Heâs our master now. Speaking ill of him is no different from shaming ourselves.â
âStill, my lady, you deserve better. Everyone was gossiping so viciously todayâŠâ
âNancy.â
Freya caught her wrist, her smile gone. For Freya, it was the strongest expression of disapproval she ever showed. Nancy met her mistressâs sharp gaze, then sighed.
âIâm sorry, my lady. I just⊠couldnât stand it. All those suitors who once swore theyâd give anything for youâwhere are they now? Men⊠theyâre all the same.â
âThey simply werenât meant for me. And things couldâve turned out far worse. You know Fatherâs candidates included men more than twenty years my senior. Some were widowers with children.â
âThat may be true⊠but I only wish for your happiness.â
âThank you, Nancy. But I truly am content.â
âMy ladyâŠâ
Nancy rubbed her sleeve across her tearful eyes. Freya wore the same quiet smile as always. But Nancy knew better than anyone that it was not a smile of satisfaction.
She let out another heavy sigh. No matter what she said tonight, the words would only come out bitter. Still, she didnât want to spoil Freyaâs mood further. In the end, Nancy chose silence.