~Chapter 35~
Eileen, looking a bit awkward but still firm, suddenly said to Prince Theorn:
āIām sorry to interrupt our conversation, but I think I have to go now.ā
āIs that so,ā Theorn replied.
He looked at both Eileen and Cedric, who were standing far apart but staring at each other, and quickly sensed there was something complicated between them.
Eileenās expression looked somewhat gloomy or troubled. Cedric, on the other hand, couldnāt take his eyes off Eileen, but at the same time, he seemed wary of Theorn. Yet, he didnāt come closerāhe just stood there, staring.
Curiosity is human natureāespecially when the people involved are the future head of House Lowell and his fiancĆ©e.
Theorn tilted his head slightly and asked in a casual tone:
āIs there some kind of problem?ā
āNo, not at all,ā Eileen answered quicklyātoo quickly, which actually made it obvious that there was something going on.
She sighed inwardly. She didnāt want to let Theorn Arwyn see the messy emotions between her and Cedric. Even if he was turning out to be a better conversation partner than she expected, this was still their first meeting.
But then Theorn looked at her with his calm bluish-gray eyes and said something unexpected:
āIf thereās anything I can help you with, please let me know. Iāll help you.ā
āWithout asking for anything in return? Just out of kindness?ā Eileen blurted out.
She asked that because she remembered the original novelās story. In that version, Diana and Theorn first met in a snowy forest, where Diana got lost. Theorn happened to pass by and offered her a ride on his horse. When he told her sheād āowe him a debt,ā she argued, āHow can saving someoneās life be considered a debt?āāand their story began with that playful argument.
After that, their relationship developed with mutual misunderstandings, clashing feelings, and eventually, sweet but complicated love.
In the end, Diana chased love all the way to Arwyn, while Cedric was left behind, only realizing too late what he had lost.
Back in the present, Theorn answered her question:
āYou kept me company when I was bored, so of course I should return the favor.ā
Theorn wasnāt usually the type to enjoy chatting with others. Everything he was doing today was uncharacteristic.
But with Eileen Cassiar, he felt a strange sense of similarity.
After his mother died and his father quickly remarried, Theorn became an outcast within the royal family. The first thing he learned was how to suppress his emotions. He trained himself to hide how he felt, to act like he felt nothing at all.
Now, watching Eileen, he sensed the same thing in her: the way she smiled briefly, then quickly returned to a calm, blank face and chose her words carefully.
Thatās probably why, uncharacteristically, he spoke to her with some emotion in his voice:
āā¦Then someday, if thereās really something I need help with, Iāll let you know.ā
But both of them knew sheād probably never actually ask him for help.
Thereās no point dragging this out, she thought.
If Eileen truly was like him, then of course, she would be wary of sudden kindness. She would never just accept it easily.
So when she gave the expected answer, Theorn wasnāt disappointed. He simply nodded politely and ended their meeting.
āIt was nice meeting you today. Letās meet again another time.ā
āIt was nice meeting you, too, Your Highness.ā
Still, he found it hard to look away from her eyes one last time.
Most outsiders never made direct eye contact with him. But her clear green eyes met his without hesitation, and he knew the image would stay in his mind for a long time.
***
āā¦Iām Cedric Lowell. I heard you arrived while I was away. Iām sorry to have kept you waiting.ā
Cedric finally approached, treating Theorn like a proper noble, as the head of House Lowell should. His apology was polite, but he didnāt bow unnecessarily.
āItās fine. I happened to meet your fiancĆ©e and had a conversation with her.ā
The moment Eileen was mentioned, Cedricās emotions changed. Even though he tried to act calm, Theorn noticed him glancing repeatedly in the direction Eileen had gone.
āā¦She seemed to have something urgent to do.ā
āIs that so?ā
āLady Cassiar told me quite a bit about you.ā
āAbout me?ā
Cedric felt both pleased and annoyed. He was happy that Eileen had spoken about himābut irritated that this man was the one who heard it.
āYes,ā Theorn said, without adding any more detail.
His unusual bluish-gray eyes calmly observed Cedric, almost like he was studying him.
āSheās a very kind person,ā Theorn said.
āYes⦠Eileen is like that.ā
Cedric deliberately called her Eileenānot my fiancĆ©e. It was on purpose. He didnāt like the way Theorn spoke as if he knew Eileen well. Cedric wanted to make it clear: I know her best.
And yet⦠Cedric thought, maybe this prince was intentionally bringing up Eileen to get a reaction out of him.
Maybe heād guessed from Eileenās cold behavior earlier that their relationship wasnāt going well.
Even if thatās true⦠Cedric told himself, why should Theorn care unless he had feelings for Eileen?
That thought made Cedric even more irritated.
āLetās continue this conversation in my office.ā
Cedric decided to shut down all talk about Eileen and change the topic. He didnāt want to get involved with Theorn in anything related to her.
Weāre going to break off the engagement anyway, he reminded himself.
So it shouldnāt matter who Eileen liked or what kind of life she wanted to live. She could meet someone ābetterā than Cedric, and it would have nothing to do with him.
But this time⦠Cedric couldnāt bring himself to follow that logic.
***
Meanwhile, Eileen actually had a good guess where Diana might be.
āThey still havenāt found her?ā
āApparently not,ā said Mary.
Mary didnāt sound very worriedāin fact, she sounded half relieved. But Eileen, leaning on her chin and looking out the window at the setting sun, let out a sigh.
Whether Cedric runs around the whole castle or Diana stubbornly refuses to come back⦠I was planning to stay out of it.
But now the sky was getting dark, and the weather was turning cold. She couldnāt just ignore what she knew.
If it snowed tonight and Diana still didnāt return, Eileen herself wouldnāt be able to sleep in peace.
She made up her mind, stood up suddenly, and took a thick coat from the wardrobe.
āMary, you stay here.ā
āWhy are you putting on a coat all of a sudden? Are you going out alone?ā
Eileen put on the coat quickly without help, tied the ends of her long hair into a loose braid, and replied:
āIām going to find Diana.ā
āWhy you?!ā
āThe whole castle is in an uproar. Itās annoying.ā
āMiss, you really shouldnāt go alone.ā
āIf Iām not back in a couple of hours, tell Cedric about the old abandoned tower outside the castle. Heāll understand.ā
As she left the room, she added one last instruction:
āIāll be fine, Mary. Donāt worry. Iām just saying this as a precaution. Iāll bring Diana back.ā
Eileen walked quickly down the stairs, recalling what she remembered from the original novel.
If Diana had a secret hideout no one else knew about, there was only one possible place: the old, crumbling tower just outside the castle.
I hope Iām remembering correctlyā¦
The wind outside had grown much colder. Eileen pulled her coat tighter around her. She could even see her breath now.
Cedric had been rightāif Diana really insisted on staying outside tonight, sheād at least catch a cold.
Dragging her back by force wonāt work anyway, Eileen thought.
Instead, she decided this was the perfect opportunity to have a proper conversation with Diana herselfārather than letting Cedric, who would always protect and excuse her, handle it.
This was a situation Diana herself needed to understand and take responsibility for.
Cedric is giving ātoddler with a toyā energy. Just like in the original novel, he needs someone else to show interest in the potential female lead before he finally gets over himself.