~Chapter 32~Â
âYou still couldâve handled it more gently.â
âTechnically, Diana wasnât even supposed to be at the banquet. Just her being there mightâve already caused complaints among the nobles.â
Cedric opened his mouth, ready to argue, but Eileen was quicker.
âAll the major families loyal to the Dukeâs house were gathered there. And in front of all of them, Diana acted rudely toward Baron Talonâs daughter.â
ââŠDiana grew up in the Lowell family. Sheâs basically one of us.â
âI know. Thatâs why I showed her respect. I even apologized for her. What more do you expect me to do?â
Cedricâs stubbornness left Eileen at a loss.
She didnât even know where to begin.
She was so frustrated she could hardly stand it.
âAll Iâm saying is⊠you didnât have to talk to Diana so harshly. Saying you might kick her outâitâs not like youâd ever actually do that, and you know it.â
But someone had to wake Diana up with a reality check.
âWhat if she causes another scene next time? Just letting it go will only make things worse.â
Why couldnât he see she was doing this for him?
It wasnât even about Eileen herself, yet he was acting like she was the bad one here.
Cedric was also feeling frustrated.
âI know the Talon family better than you. Their finances are a mess, they owe money everywhere, and their reputation is terrible. Iâm basically keeping their family from collapsing.â
Thatâs why the whole incident felt ridiculous to him.
âSo you donât need to worry about them anymore.â
Heâd helped the Talon family out, and now their daughter was insulting Diana?
âIâm sorry, my lord. My wife and daughter probably donât understand how serious our situation is.â
Baron Talon had apologized in person after the banquet, looking completely embarrassed.
âThere was fault on both sides. Letâs just call it a small misunderstanding and move on.â
Cedric thought this meant he was fully capable of managing the North now.
âI have my own way of thinking.â
He just wished Eileen would trust him a little more.
âDoes she still think Iâm not good enough to handle things on my own?â
Sometimes it felt like she saw both him and Diana as immature children.
But he wasnât some kid who needed Eileenâs involvement in everything.
âOf course, you have your own way of thinking, Cedric. But like I said, itâs also about your authority. And long termââ
âYouâre the one who said Iâd be a good ruler of the North. I handled the rebellion from the Phinikel family on my own. And yet you still donât trust me?â
âI do trust you, Cedric. If I didnât, I wouldnât have come all the way here.â
âThen why do you act like Iâm the last person in the world youâd trust?â
As he spoke, Cedric realized what he was feelingâhurt.
He felt like Eileen still treated him the same way she had at the very beginning.
âCedric. Itâs not about trust⊠Itâs about not making hasty decisions. I just want you to really think about whether itâs okay for Diana to keep living in the Dukeâs household without any limits.â
Eileen tried to keep her cool and stay logical.
âI get that heâs under pressure with everything going onâŠâ
But no matter how hard she tried to be understanding, Cedricâs words were slowly breaking her heart.
She really thought he had changed.
That they understood each other now.
That they could see things from the same perspective.
âI guess I was wrong.â
âEileen. I get it now. You donât trust me.â
From the moment she said âItâs not about trust,â Cedric couldnât focus on anything else.
For him, trust was the most important thing.
Did that mean Eileen didnât care if he trusted herâor if she trusted him?
âI guess this is it. Weâre going to break off the engagement anyway. Thatâs why.â
She was the one who asked if he still planned to marry.
She had no intention of staying with him. No reason to earn his trust.
So why was she still interfering in everything?
âItâs not your business. My life, my familyâjust leave it to me.â
Cedric clenched his jaw so tightly, she could see the muscle twitch in his face.
Despite her best efforts to keep the conversation calm, Eileen realized it was already headed in the wrong direction.
âEileen Cassier. Youâre the one who said we should break off the engagement. So why do you keep getting involved in my life?â
If she was going to leave, then she shouldnât care.
Why was she acting so opposite?
If youâre going to leave, then leave. Donât act like you care. Donât act like you belong here.
Thatâs what he meant.
His emotions were a mess. Thatâs why such harsh words came out first.
ââŠWhy are you so obsessed with Diana and her business?â
âYou think Iâm obsessed with her?â
Cedric always acted like Eileen could handle anything he threw at her.
Like she was tough, strong, and couldnât be hurt.
While Diana was delicate and soft.
Eileen forced herself to hold back the tears stinging her eyes.
She didnât want to cry in front of Cedric.
She didnât want to break down and beg.
She had to be strong. Thatâs what everyone expected from her.
She took a deep breath. Her sadness was slowly turning into anger.
âIâm worried about you. Not about her. Iâm scared youâll ruin everythingâyour entire familyâjust because of one girl!â
Cedric was shocked by the strength of her voice.
But Eileen wasnât done yet.
âYou think Iâm picking on Diana? Thatâs just your selfish and narrow view. If I really wanted to get rid of her, donât you think I wouldâve done it already?â
ââŠ.â
Even after saying all of that, Eileen didnât feel better.
She just felt⊠empty.
If Cedric saw her as some villain threatening Diana, then so be it.
She had nothing left to sayâexcept what had to be said.
She felt her voice starting to shake.
âGet out.â
That was all she could say.
âGet out, Cedric Lowell.â
But he didnât move.
So Eileen stood up instead.
âIf you wonât leave, then I will.â
She grabbed whatever clothes were closest and threw them on quickly.
Without looking back, she walked out the door.
Cedric didnât follow her.
Eileen walked aimlessly, rubbing her sleeve against her eyes.
It stungâlike a woundâbut she didnât care.
Soon, she ran into Mary.
âMy lady⊠What happened? Why does your face look like that?â
âI fought with Cedric.â
Mary instantly looked worried at her hoarse voice.
âDonât tell me⊠because of that girl, Diana? Did he blame you for her disappearance?â
âYeah. He says itâs my fault.â
Mary looked shocked.
And Eileen agreed.
Cedric was the biggest fool in the world. An idiot.
My lord my girl deserves better than this fool
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