Chapter 17
As planned, Marsha went outside to gather herbs yesterday after wrapping up her talk with Claudio.Â
An hour was sufficient because there weren’t many herbs close to the house normally.Â
But maybe because she hadnât been out for a while, there was quite a lot to pick, and she lost track of time.
Oh, right. The medicine!
With a sudden memory, Marsha hurried inside and began to boil the medication.Â
Fortunately, she made it in time for the medication.
After clearing the tray with empty bowls on the bedside table, Marsha placed a new tray.
âHere is your medicine and meal.â
Sweat was beading on Mashaâs forehead as Claudio asked,
âYou must be busy not to stay still for even a moment.â
âYes. Nothing will come if I just stay still.â
âHmm. I wish I could help somehow. But I donât have anything to offerâŠâ
Suddenly, something shone in Claudioâs eyes.
A pocket watch.
It was a keepsake from his mother.Â
He didnât carry it for sentimental reasons; it was just the right size and light, so it was easy to carry.
Claudio searched his pants but found the pockets empty.
âHave you seen my pocket watch?âÂ
âI havenât touched it.â
Marsha answered grumpily.
âIâm not accusing you. Just asking.â
â…I havenât seen it.â
Could he have dropped it somewhere?
âThatâs a shame. Itâs made of silver, so it has some value.â
â…Were you going to give it to me?â
âIâm shameless like that.â
Shameless…
Marsha tilted her chin slightly and thought for a moment, then Claudio asked,
âWhy are you looking like that?â
â…If I ask you for something, would you do it?â
âOf course.â
Claudio smiled casually.Â
He was curious.Â
What could the woman who always kept her distance want?Â
Money?Â
Or maybe something else…
Just as Claudio imagined, Marsha said,
âThen could you help me prepare some herbs?â
âWhat?â
Claudio asked quickly.Â
Marsha scowled in response.
âIâm asking you to prepare the herbs.â
âI wasnât asking because I didnât hear you.â
âThen why did you ask again?â
It was absurd.Â
No one had ever dared to ask Claudio to prepare herbs.Â
Of course, Marsha didnât know who he was, so she could make such a request.Â
But still, such a trivial task wasnât worthy of Claudio…
âIf you think you canât, just say so. I donât want to force you.â
His tone was blunt.
In this season, his eyes were as cold as the dawn breeze, not as cold as a harsh winter wind.
If I endure that look, Iâll become a useless man who struggles with preparing herbs.
He chuckled softly and said,
âItâs not that I canât do it. Give it here.â
âYou really will?â
Marshaâs eyes widened.
âWhatâs that reaction? Did you think Iâd say no and run away?â
No.Â
Marsha had asked because she remembered her old selfâhurt, needing a lot of care, feeling useless.Â
Maybe this man felt the same.Â
So she wanted to give him a small task to lighten his burden.
But when she gave him a “simple task,” she noticed how his expression changed and realised he wasn’t like her.
Yes, cooking herbs would be a dreadful task for a knight or nobleman. It would be simpler to groom animals.
Understanding his feelings roughly, she was going to say it wasnât necessary…
âAre you able to do it?â
âWhatâs something you canât do?â
The man raised one eyebrow.
âWell then, thatâs good.â
As soon as they finished eating, Marsha brought a basket full of herbs.
âLook, you have to remove all the dirt, but donât damage the fine roots. They need to stay alive to keep their value.â
Marsha demonstrated carefully while watching Claudioâs reaction.Â
He was so focused that he didnât take his eyes off her hands.
I didnât expect him to be this serious.
Her fingers felt almost hot from his gaze.
It makes me nervous for no reason.
It was a task she usually did without thinking, but now she felt like she might make a mistake.
Masha thought Claudio was concentrating on what she was doing, but in reality, he was observing her hands.
Her hands have a fascinating appearance.
They had thin knuckles and were small and attractive.
If she had done this work since she was young, her hands would be rougher than now.
Compared to someone who grew up well, her skin was a bit rough, and her fingers moved quickly.Â
It seemed she had done this work for a few years, but not her whole life.
â…Like this. You think you can do it?â
The plump herb roots, now clean and white, were put into a clean sack.
âTry it.â
Claudio picked up a dirt-covered herb.Â
It looked quite thick in Mashaâs hands, but in his, it seemed pitifully small.
Be careful with the fine roots…
He tapped off the dirt, but it wasnât easy to clean.
It looks simple, but it needs skill.
Claudio kept brushing off the dirt without stopping.Â
After putting in about twice as much effort as Marsha had…
âIs this enough?â
âA little more.â
He kept cleaning until it was finally good enough.
âNow?â
âYes. Good.â
Marsha said this while brushing the fourth herb.Â
Claudio looked at the basket, which was still full.
When will we finish this?
â…Why donât we just wash them with water?â
âIf we do that, the medicine loses its effect.â
There was no choice then.Â
Claudio gripped the herbs tighter and worked faster.
âWait. If you do that, the fine roots will get damaged.â
âThey wonât get damaged that muchâŠâ
As soon as he said that, the fine roots fell off with the dirt.
âAh.â
âSee?â
Marsha said unhappily.Â
In the end, Claudio had no choice but to silently follow her instructions.
When the sunset hung over the trees, Masha stretched her back.
âThatâs enough for today. Letâs clean up.â
âFinish it. There arenât many left.â
âSorry, but I have to start making the medicine now.â
âWhat medicine?â
âThe medicine you have to take.â
Marsha looked at him as if asking something obvious and started tidying up.
âThen leave this here. Iâll finish it.â
âNo, youâve been trimming for hours and must be tired. Youâre still a patient, after all.â
âYou knew I was a patient and still made me do this?â
Claudio wrinkled his nose and asked.
âI didnât ask you. You started it. Anyway, thereâs a lot to do tomorrow, so rest for today.â
Yes, Marsha had mentioned that she had a lot of work to do.
But this was…
âIsnât it too much?â
âIt only looks like a lot. Once trimmed, it wonât be much. And itâs much easier than what you did yesterday.â
She tucked her hair behind her ear and picked up some herbs.
âLook.â
Marsha leaned forward slightly, calmly inspecting the herbs as she explained,
âMost leaves look healthy, butâoh, look at these leaves. Theyâre yellow and have bug bites. You have to remove all those.â
â…â
When there was no answer, Marsha looked up.Â
She was startled by how close Claudio was and quickly straightened up.
âD-Do you understand?â
She asked, turning her gaze away.
Claudio chuckled softly.
âI understand. Itâs easier than yesterday.â
âItâs easier, but you have to be thorough. The condition of the herbs reflects peopleâs trust in me.â
âIâll keep that in mind.â
Marsha felt relieved watching Claudio quietly pluck the bad leaves off.
I thought heâd get tired and stop quickly, but heâs focused and doing well.
Thanks to him, the piled-up work would get done faster.
As Marsha looked back at the herbs, Claudio glanced up briefly.
…Sheâs focused only on the herbs.
It was the same yesterday.
He didnât notice she was so close, eyes lowered against the shining sunlight, occasionally wrinkling his nose in concentration.
No, maybe she does know Iâm this close.Â
She just doesnât care.
Earlier, Marsha only approached Claudio to explain about the herbsâthere was no other reason.
…What kind of feeling is this?
Marsha’s apathetic actions had previously wounded Claudio, but today they were different.
 It felt like being trapped in a peaceful dream world.
Iâve never had such a peaceful dream before.
This boring little task wasnât boring at all.Â
Time was passing so quickly, and his mindâusually full of thoughtsâwas completely clear, focused on just one thing.
Marsha.
He couldn’t stop thinking about this woman in front of him.