Chapter 13
Unlike Seohwa, the disciples who had heard about her from Choi Myeong-hak didnât seem surprised when they saw her. They werenât startled by the sight of an unfamiliar woman coming out of the inner quartersâbut many were taken aback by her cool, composed beauty.
The men, each with precise and disciplined movements, bowed their heads before quickly disappearing. It wasnât so much an exchange of greetings as it was a one-sided acknowledgment. Seohwa didnât even have the chance to return the gesture. She was momentarily flustered, but soon quickened her pace.
âOh my.â
From the inner quarters, in the room closest to the menâs quarters, Ok-imâwho occupied a large three-sectioned roomâwidened her eyes when she heard what Seohwa had experienced that morning.
âYou say you didnât oversleep? Itâs not even past the hour of jinshi* yet. The disciples you saw must have been moving about so early because they have dawn training at the hour of myoshi*. Ah, since youâre here, why donât we have breakfast together today? Call me foolish if you like, but having a daughter makes me so happy.â
*jinshi = 7â9 a.m.; myoshi = 5â7 a.m.
With Ok-im smiling warmly, her eyes crinkled, there was no way Seohwa could refuse. Caught off guard, she sat down across from Ok-im and listened as she spoke about the Choi familyâs daily routine.
âWhat do they do in dawn training?â
âNothing too grandâthey just run a couple of laps around the training grounds. They say it helps the appetite for meals and benefits the training sessions in the morning. Iâve never tried it myself, so I canât say if thatâs true.â
The training grounds were unavoidable if you wanted to reach the main gate. If, as Yong-yong had said, the place was swarming with disciples from myoshi onward, then sneaking out early in the morning would be impossible.
âSo thatâs why they didnât assign anyone to watch me?â
While Seohwa was deep in thought, a maid entered carrying a breakfast tray. Her attention, which had been occupied with how to proceed from here, shifted immediately to the food before her. On the tray was a neat spread of white rice and four or five side dishesâeven a soup with large chunks of meat.
It felt a little too heavy for breakfast. Even when the Seora Kingdom had still been prosperous, they hadnât eaten meat in the morning. It wasnât about wealthâit was about whether the stomach could handle it. So to find a breakfast table here laden with meat was naturally surprising.
Seeing that Seohwa hadnât picked up her spoon, Ok-im blushed and hurried to explain.
âTo endure such hard training all day, they need to eat well, and over time itâs become a habit⊠Should I have them bring you something lighter?â
âNo, itâs fine.â
Fearing Ok-im would stand up any second, Seohwa quickly grabbed her spoon and shoveled a large mouthful of rice into her mouth. The side dishes werenât bad, and she couldnât trouble the mistress of the house after sheâd gone to the trouble of serving precious meat. Only after Seohwa swallowed did Ok-im start eating with a relieved expression.
As the only sound at the table was the quiet clinking of spoons, Seohwaâs thoughts drifted.
âI should finalize the deal before lifting the curse. Fortunately, the king seems like someone I can reason withâŠâ
Ok-im studied her quietly. She knew her husband was a man who was bad at lyingâthat was part of why sheâd decided to marry him. So when Choi Myeong-hak introduced Seohwa as his distant niece, she realized instantly that he was lying to her. But she hadnât questioned it for one reason onlyâif this was the first lie heâd told her in over twenty years, there must be a good reason for it.
âMm. Seohwa, if itâs all right, Iâd like to ask you about your husband.â
When sheâd first seen Seohwa set foot in this house, she had sensed that the young woman was from a distinguished family. It wasnât her looks or clothes, but her posture and bearing. Seohwa carried the refinement of someone raised under strict disciplineâbowing her head and yielding her body without being servile, meeting othersâ eyes with calm dignity. She had smiled as though it were nothing, but Ok-im had been quite startled by her composure.
âAh. If itâs uncomfortable, you donât have to answer.â
Ok-imâs ears were tinged redâclearly thinking she had asked something inappropriate. Watching her, Seohwa thought of her own mother, whose face she could barely recall now. And for that reason alone, she decided to speak of something she hadnât planned to.
It was a small and simple reason.
[Youâve never told even Yul that, so why did you tell that woman?]
After marriage, women would wear their hair in a chignon, but they couldnât keep hairpins in all day. In the mornings or evenings, they would braid their hair and let it hang down, or loop the braid into a knot. Seohwa preferred to simply braid it or tie it back, as she did now.
Just as she was about to respond to Yong-yongâs question, which had lingered in her mind throughout the mealâ
âItâs well known that at Old Man Choiâs table, thereâs never a meal without meat. I came worried you might be skipping meals, but it seems my concern was unnecessary.â
The voice was far from concernedâif anything, it was cheerful. Seohwa knew who it was before she even turned her head to look.
She couldnât understand how a king could come and go so freely from the palace. Her father, the emperor, couldnât take a single step outside without dozens following him in a long procession. Just what kind of country was Ryeo that its king wandered around alone?
âYou didnât⊠climb over the wall, did you?â
âIf you already know, then asking must mean you want to talk with me more.â
ââŠI see Your Majesty has a talent for inviting trouble early in the morning. Please come downâsomeone might see.â
Her words werenât wrong, so Ryeohwan said nothing more and hopped down from the wall. Seohwa shook her head as he landed with a puff of dust.
âBut reallyâwhy did you come?â
At that, Ryeohwan stopped brushing off his clothes. Why did he come? He hadnât expected to be asked that, nor did he have a good answer. In truth, he didnât even know himself.
Yesterday, as heâd warned Biyun, he was supposed to attend the morning audience. There was still some time before it began, but not enough to justify leaving the palace. Meeting Seohwaâs questioning gaze, he cleared his throat.
âI felt bad for leaving without explaining properly yesterday. The Captain of the Guards scolded me harshly.â
âYou were scolded?â she asked skeptically.
âYes. A loyal ministerâs remonstrance should be heededâso I came to apologize in person.â
His hand rested over his heart, his expression solemn. Seohwa almost reached out to himânot out of being moved, though his voice carried a persuasive power. The problem was that his face, even as he spoke seriously, was brimming with amusement, making his words sound like a joke.
The real reason she reached for him was differentâyesterday, the curse that had been faint was now startlingly vivid. Draped along the arm that had been resting on the wall was a curse that looked like the robe of a celestial maidenâred energy flowing like airy fabric, as if it might float away into the sky at any moment. Just as her fingers were about to brush the edge, Ryeohwan seized her wrist roughly.
âThatâs far enough.â
His voice drew a clear lineâthis time without a trace of humor. Startled, Seohwa looked up. His expressionless face reminded her of a cruel, beautiful ruler. She didnât need to be told sheâd displeased him. Without answering, she shrank back slightly, and he leaned closer.
The soft rustle of his luxurious robes made goosebumps rise on her skin. He was watching her closely enough to catch even that small reaction.
Ah⊠yes. Lowering his head over her shoulder, his eyes took in her long, tied-back hairâand Ryeohwan finally realized why heâd come to the Choi household at the crack of dawn.
âYou still have something to say to me before you lay a hand on me.â
He hadnât received a definite answerâwhether she would lift the curse or not. In his haste to drag her here, heâd never even thought to ask. Clearly that had been a mistake.
âOf course, now that youâre in my grasp, you have only one choice.â
At those words, Seohwaâs demeanor shifted. She, who had been merely watching as the man loomed over her like a great blaze, now reached out her hand.
âIn your grasp? Me?â
Her fingers pressed firmly against his shoulderâit was surprisingly solidâbut not enough to move him.
Ryeohwan considered for a moment. He could grab her hand now and force an answerâafter all, here in the capital, she had only two choices: lift the curse or die. She wouldnât choose death; even rolling in the filth of life was better than dying. She had survived ten years on the run. She would answer that sheâd lift the curse.
If he pressured her here, sheâd be easier to control later. But in the end, he chose to step back.
âMy being here was my choice, Your Majesty. So if you want me to lift the curse, donât ever try to force me again.â
And it was a wise choice. If Ryeohwan had tried to suppress her, Seohwaâthough it would have been recklessâwould have tried to escape. Her eyes now blazed as though sparks might fly from them.