Chapter 09
No matter how much of a fallen kingdom it was, slapping someone who had once been a princess was still a crazy thing to do. But it wasnât as if heâd hit her for no reason. Ryeo-hwan shook off the wrist Seohwa had grabbed and said,
âI could apologize a hundred times and it still wouldnât be enough for striking a ladyâs cheek, but⊠I thought you were dead.â
âDead?â
Seohwa glanced around, checking the slope they had rolled down. It had been quite a fall, but not far enough for it to be fatal. She rose to her feet, brushing at her clothesâonly to realize there wasnât a speck of dust on them. Frowning slightly, she noticed Ryeo-hwanâs clothes, in contrast, were covered in dirt and dried leaves. Her voice softened just a little.
ââŠIâm not so weak that something like this could kill me.â
âThen why didnât you wake up, even when I shook you so hard?â
She had been breathing, but no matter how much he shook herâor even slapped herâshe wouldnât wake up. Heâd even worried she might have hit her head. He had truly been scared. Understanding what he meant, Seohwa replied,
âWhen one has a divine dream, thatâs usually how it is.â
âA divine dream? Even the Azure Dragon dreams?â
âItâs not exactly the Azure Dragon dreamingâŠâ
She had been about to explain it was more like a shamanâs prophetic vision, but decided to shut her mouth. There was no reason to explain that much to him. Turning her gaze to the slope they had tumbled down, she changed the subject.
âAnyway, how much time has passed? I doubt we can climb back up there, and thereâs no way to contact the general, soâwhy are you looking at me like that?â
She stepped back at the sight of Ryeo-hwan staring at her with something like fascination. He chuckled softly.
âNo reason. I was just thinking you really canât understand a person until youâve experienced them yourself.â
ââŠ?â
At her puzzled look, he shrugged.
âHave you ever heard the rumor that the Empress of Seora killed her own daughter because the princess had gone mad?â
His tone was infuriatingly casual for someone tossing the words âmadâ and âmurderâ around to her face. Worse yet, when he slapped her earlier, heâd spoken down to herâbut now, when digging into her private wounds, he was using polite speech. Seohwa let out a sharp, bitter breath. Any gratitude for him having shielded her during the fall was completely gone. She said, her voice edged and cold,
âSir.â
ââŠ?â
âIâm astonished to meet someone who can rack up debts just through words alone.â
It wasnât easy to throw yourself in harmâs way and still end up hated, but if it were a talent, Ryeo-hwan clearly had it. She shook her head.
If only she could land one good hit on that annoyingly smooth face of his.
âThereâs no one watching⊠maybe I could?â
At her calculating gaze, Ryeo-hwan instinctively stepped back.
âWhy are you looking at me like that? Do I have something on my face, my lady?â
[I donât like this guy one bit.]
If the Azure Dragon hadnât expressed its disgust, she might have smacked him already. Snapping back to herself, Seohwa shook her head.
âI didnât have anything in particular I wanted to do in the capital, but Iâve just decided I absolutely must find out your rank.â
Hearing her say she wanted to learn his rankânot once, but twiceâleft Ryeo-hwan momentarily dumbfounded before he laughed in amusement.
âThere are some things in the world where ignorance is bliss, my lady.â
His words had a sting despite the smile. Seohwa glanced at him sidelong.
âSometimes itâs better to drink poison knowingly than be used without realizing it.â
Crunch, crackle.
Ryeo-hwan pushed through dry branches and leaves to catch up, then moved ahead of her.
âEven so, leaping off a horse like that was dangerous. Are all Seora royals that reckless?â
âI donât think I need to hear that from you.â
âIf you regret it later when you find out who I am, thatâs on you.â
âIâve been regretting meeting you from the start.â
âSeriously, you never let me win a single wordâŠâ
He trailed off in mild frustration, and Seohwa didnât bother to answer. The only sound between them was the rustle of dried leaves underfoot.
Half a day passed.
Seohwa looked up at the darkening sky. Ryeo-hwan, leaning against a tree trunk, glanced over.
âWeâll have to spend the night here. Is that all right?â
âBetter than crossing the mountain at night. Weâd probably lose our way if we kept going.â
âNo need to worryâweâre on the right path. Luckily itâs not too cold yet. The mountainâs full of dry branches, so Iâll build us a fire.â
He reached up to snap a thick branch from the tree heâd been leaning on, then began scraping leaves together with his boot.
âWhy are you looking at me like that, my lady?â
âAre you really going to light a fire?â
âItâs early autumn, but the mornings are cold. In those clothes, youâll catch a chill easily.â
âBut⊠if the fire spreads, itâll be disastrous.â
There was no place more prone to wildfire than a dry mountain. Catching a cold was far preferable to burning alive, in her opinion. Ryeo-hwan chuckled.
âThe Azure Dragon is right hereâwhy would you worry about fire? I saw you put out that roaring blaze yesterday; you canât possibly be afraid of a spark.â
Her shoulders twitched. She hadnât realized heâd noticed she had summoned rain. So heâd known and just pretended otherwise? Ryeo-hwan grinned impishly at her startled look. Knowing there was no point pressing further, Seohwa frowned and gave another reason.
âEven if the fireâs safe, wonât the smoke alert any pursuers?â
âYouâve been checking behind us all dayâwas that the pointless worry on your mind?â
Pointless worry, he called it. Her already frayed nerves snapped tighter. She almost kicked him right then and there, but instead sank down in a squat, forcing herself to cool her temper.
Watching her, Ryeo-hwan struck his flint.
âNo need to worry about pursuit. Those men were sent by Namgaâthey wonât keep following us.â
âNamga?â
âItâs a long story. Just know itâs all staged and nothing to fear.â
âThen what was that clumsy ambush about?â
âA warning.â
He tossed a branch into the small flames that had begun to rise, and the fire licked it up hungrily.
âIâm watching you.â
Another branch caught with a flare.
âI know exactly what youâre planning.â
And again.
Seohwa quietly watched him feed the fire. His tone carried no emotionâno anger, no resentment. Like a court historian reciting facts, his voice sounded heavy, almost crushed by the dark of night.
âDonât forgetâI can kill you any time if you try anything.â
But when he finally tossed in a last stone and looked up at her, she realizedâhe wasnât emotionless or resigned.
âSo thatâs why His Majesty left the palace to seek me out?â
The king was simply waitingâfor the right time. Waiting to tear out the weeds playing games above his head. That was why the king himself had gone after nothing more than a fallen princess.
Ryeo-hwanâs eyes widened at her words, then narrowed with amusement.
âHow did you figure it out?â
âWhen we fell, I heard General Myeonghak call you âYour Majesty.â That made me suspicious.â
âI always thought that loyalty of his would trip me up someday.â
He didnât seem angry at having his identity discovered. In fact, he almost looked entertained.
Is he toying with me again?
She wasnât entirely certainâwhen theyâd fallen, sheâd been disoriented, and the generalâs voice had been hard to hear over the commotion. This was a gamble, reallyâone with nothing to lose.
To drive in the nail, she tilted her head with deliberate confidence. Bluffing sometimes worked wondersâlike now.
âAnd just now, Your Majesty confirmed it for me.â
âWell, well. Guess I walked right into that one.â
Even in the chill of the autumn night, with only a campfire for warmth, this was a rare sightâa king extending his hand to a princess.
âSo, will the princess of a fallen nation help me?â
The shifting shadows from the fire made his face look alternately smiling and cold. She caught a fleeting redness in his black eyes, and she knew what it meant.
A cursed royal house. A cursed king.
Her gaze dropped to the hand he offered. Even the nobly born could be read from their handsâwell-kept nails, but the backs bore numerous scars, the kind unrelated to swords or pens. She recognized them instantly as self-inflicted.
âYou wouldnât tell me youâve come all this way just to refuse, would you?â
Lifting her eyes to meet his, she answered,
âIâll help you, as much as Iâm able. But I have one condition.â
âName it.â
âYouâre not even going to hear it first?â
âWhyâare you going to ask for the throne?â
She grimaced at the ridiculous suggestion, and he laughed brightly.
âAs long as itâs not that, I donât care. Even if you asked me to cut off my arm, Iâd give it.â
âNo thank you. Iâve no taste for human flesh.â
âI wasnât saying it literallyâŠâ
He fell silent when she clasped his hand. Honestly, when heâd heard she was looking for him, he hadnât thought things would go this smoothly. To her, the Ryeo royal house ought to be her sworn enemy. Surely ten years hadnât dulled that hatred?
Unable to read her thoughts, he pondered quietly. She gave his hand two light shakes before speaking again.
âOh. But there is one problem.â
The most important words always came last. Ryeo-hwan gave her a puzzled look.