<Episode 3>
I strode straight toward the âEmpress of Passionâ and snatched a dusty book, then rushed back to the records room.
I skimmed quickly, skipping the salacious parts, and less than a third of it could be called a proper story.
No â could this even be called a proper story?
âWhat a spectacle.â
It said I poisoned my father to take the throne, then seduced the neighboring king, the saint, and a dragon to sleep with me, using their power to declare Epiphanes an empire.
After becoming emperor I drank, gambled, and massacred freely, the book claimed.
It ended with the saint Raphiel and Felion joining hands to poison me because they could no longer bear my tyranny â that was how this ridiculous, absurd novel finished.
âBesides the fact that I was emperor, none of this is true, is it?â
My blood boiled. But who would I tell that this was all a lie?
I was so furious and wronged my temples ached.
I forced myself to take a deep breath and calm down, but when I turned to the last page of the book my anger exploded again.
[It pains me to reveal a shameful history, but truth must be known so it is not repeated. Thus I leave this writing to posterity.
May a tyrant like Ira(ne?) Pilotimeomai Beloas never appear again. â Alie Legrand]
Below it was stamped with the imperial seal.
That meant the state had recognized it as official history.
I snapped my head to the side. Beyond the shelves I could see the names of those who took the throne after my death. The author of âEmpress of Passionâ was among them.
Alie Legrand Beloas.
The man who painted me as an infamous tyrant was the third emperor â in other words, my grandson.
âA tyrant? Me, a tyrant?â
I was born the heir and raised to be the heir.
I spent my childhood and youth entirely learning how to become a ruler.
When threatened by countless plots and assassination attempts, I did not run away; I stayed put. Even if I had to start wars and get my hands stained with blood, I protected the people and the country.
I humbly accepted the duty to make Epiphanes prosperous and glorious.
When desires grew in my heart, I turned away from them; when affection rose its head, I cut that feeling down. I married and had children out of necessity.
I lived excluding myself.
Only for Epiphanes.
For Epiphanesâs glory!
And now the only thing left is the stigma of âtyrant.â And not from anyone else, but twisted by my own descendants.
Emptiness and betrayal made my head spin.
What on earth was my life for?
Anger surged. I wanted to throw a tantrum and roar to have my achievements restored.
But no one would listen. At best theyâd call me crazy. I forced myself to hold back.
âIf I read the records of later generations, something will turn up.â
Why were my and Yulsianâs records gone? Why was I recorded as the unparalleled tyrant?
I sat and calmed my twisted stomach with a moment of meditation.
Then, with the skill I had used to peek through my fatherâs papers, I speed-read a hundred years of records right there.
Because I was in a hurry, I skimmed past mundane notes about who gave what to whom or who married whom.
I glanced at treaties with other nations occasionally, but mostly I flipped pages searching for familiar names.
âWhat theâ?â
I sat so long my backside hurt, but I found very little.
Only that Yulsian was terrible at having children, and there was no mention of Raphiel or Felion.
There was also nothing about me.
The most recent record concerned the king who saved me, Luxor.
I read that part with some care.
Luxor didnât even know he was royal; he was pulled out from tending sheep and taken to the palace 15 years ago.
Because the country had already fallen, everyone avoided the throne, so the ignorant man was forced to become king.
After that, there were no records. Only the royal family tree listing the names of children.
âHow well things are running.â
After reading that tragic decline, I slammed the book shut.
And I made a decision.
âAll right. Iâll attain enlightenment.â
I had been a great emperor before; if I worked at it, I could weather the crisis.
So what. Do you expect me to help?
A life spent only to be smeared with disgrace!
What blooms must wither, what rises must fall â that is natureâs law.
I knew my era had ended. Aside from the glory, I did not want to return to that precarious, lonely position.
I certainly had no desire to help the rotten descendants who ruined my country and smeared my name.
This was no longer my concern. Let them deal with their own household.
âLetâs go to the temple.â
Whether I bathed in sacred power or drank holy water, I needed to attain enlightenment quickly.
And then go to hell and, in the name of justice, not forgive the bastards who ruined Epiphanes and sullied my name.
Especially that grandson who wrote terrible things about me â Iâd focus on him.
And I would appear in my descendantsâ dreams to threaten them to fix my reputation.
That part was important.
Appear in their dreams and fix my reputation!
I steadied myself and stood up.
I dusted off my clothes and roughly tidied my hair.
The door flung open.
âRia! Are you okay?â
A girl rushed in, voice gentle and worried.
She looked a lot like Raphiel.
Her face and holy aura seemed like Raphiel had been used as a mold and stamped out.
If you met her eyes youâd feel like confessing every sin.
I didnât know her, but her calling me kindly and her shabby but properly made clothes suggested she was likely a royal descendant.
I pictured the family tree Iâd just seen.
The king and queen had four children: twins first and second, a third born the following year, and the youngest three years younger than the third.
Only the second was a son; the others were daughters.
I must have entered the body of the youngest, so this girl was either the first or the third.
I sized her up and guessed her age, then called the thirdâs name.
âFloretta?â
She nodded, looking as if she had something to say.
When I didnât say anything, Floretta grabbed my sleeve and shouted outside.
âFound her! Ponent, Ria is here!â
A boy a bit older than Floretta ran in.
So that was the second, Ponent.
When our eyes met Ponent wiped off his worried expression and started picking a quarrel.
âAre you sick? Look at that stupid expression.â
How dare he say that to my dignified face! The boy had no manners.
He looked like my father did â annoyingly so.
I considered fixing the bratâs manners, but Floretta stopped her brother.
âPonent. Donât.â
Right. I should attain enlightenment. Enlightenment.
There was no point arguing with them, so I ignored them and went out the door.
Ponent followed, acting cocky.
âHey. You caused the palace to be in an uproar. Donât you owe an apology?â
âThe palace?â
âYeah, you idiot! Whereâve you been hiding? If youâre going to be out all night in some other place, at least get your parentsâ permission, huh? Hey! You listening?â
So theyâd spent the night inside.
I had read a hundred yearsâ records sitting down all night, so that made sense.
No wonder I was hungry.
âOr did you do something wrong? Is that why you were hiding here?â
âI didnât do anything wrong. Move aside, hm! I have to go to the temple.â
âThe temple? Why suddenly the temple?â
To attain enlightenment, you descendant fool!
I shoved Ponent aside and Floretta grabbed my hand.
âRia. Letâs tell our parents first. Both of them cried.â
âThey cried?â
I asked in shock and Ponent barged in.
âYeah. Do you get it now?â
I didnât know what Iâd done wrong, but I knew it was Luxorâs fault.
If you cry, cry alone; if youâre anxious, be anxious alone; if you worry, worry alone.
To cry before people because a child was gone for a day? A king?
How could someone with that mindset do diplomacy or governance?
âRight. Thatâs probably how the beautiful Anes Palace got into this state.â
I sighed and waved my hand.
âTell them Iâm safe. Iâm on my way to the temple.â
âThe templeâs a bathroom? Whatâs so urgent? Go greet Dad first and eat!â Ponent said.
At his age calling the king âdadâ â tsk tsk. With the royal discipline this chaotic, no wonder the country is such a mess.
âAh!â
Who dared grab the noble ear of the emperor!
âLet go at once or I will annihilate your whole clan!â
âYou idiot! If you annihilate my clan, youâre included, you know?â
Ponent, the ill-mannered brat! To pull an ancestorâs ear from behind?
With his ear grabbed, I bent and turned, then kicked his shin. Ponent let out a satisfying scream and collapsed to the ground.
âGuys, stop fightingâŠ.â
âHumph!â