Chapter 9.
If You Ask Who I Am
âThereâs so much to get done before sundown, and Raymond showing up out of nowhere wasted so much of my time.â
Diabella grew anxious. She had only three weeks left. There was something she absolutely had to accomplish before the divorce.
âAfter the divorce, Iâll be standing on my own. But for the first step, I still need the position of the Marquisâ wife.â
Which meant, before the divorce, she had to succeed in this.
âMadam, weâve arrived at Panopel Square.â
When the carriage stopped, Diabella stepped out with a faint flutter in her chest.
Panopel Square.
The most bustling, splendid center of the Luten Empire. In modern Korean terms, youâd call it a hot place. As expected of the name, the grand square was encircled by gorgeous, majestic buildings.
âSo this is what it feels like to take that European trip I could never even dream of?â
In her life as Hajin, sheâd never even properly traveled domestically, let alone abroad. Her one and only trip had been to Jeju Island, barely scraped together with sponsorship money during high school.
Whenever she saw friends posting European travel pics on social media, it felt so out of reach it didnât even spark envy.
Yet now, here she stood in the middle of a city more splendid than any photo sheâd seen. Riding in a luxurious carriage, no less.
âIf I think of it as a trip, it feels a little nicer.â
Instead of thinking of it as some incomprehensible âpossession into a novel,â maybe she should just call it an extravagant trip for herself.
Hajinâno, Diabellaâsmiled faintly.
Or maybe, a life-reset game starting with 4 billion won in seed money? Either way, sheâd take it. This was only the beginning.
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âNelie, go have some tea at a cafĂ© until Iâm back.â
Diabella pressed a coin into her maidâs palm.
Life as a noblewoman was comfortable, sure, but this part was inconvenientâalways having to bring servants or attendants. She wanted time alone, away from watching eyes, to quietly plan her next steps.
âMadam! How can I let you walk alone in such a crowded street?â
Nelie paled. But when she met her mistressâ slow, heavy-lidded gaze, she sucked in a gasp.
âI wish to walk alone. Quietly.â
How could she dare disobey?
If I let her go and sheâs harmed, Iâll be executed. If I disobey her order right now, Iâll die instantly.
The second option was scarier. Better to live a little longer.
âPlease⊠be careful, madam.â
Feeling light, Diabella strolled into the street. She observed the clothes passersby wore, and carefully studied every shop around Panopel Square.
This is where the Empireâs money gathers.
And where its wealthiest spenders came. Where best to invest? She considered.
Sheâd studied economics at university, learning countless theoriesâbut never had the chance to apply them. Sheâd been too busy scraping together tuition and living costs. Economics had only meant survival, day to day.
But nowâshe had capital.
It was time to put theory into practice.
Watch me. Iâll succeed spectacularly. I am Jang Hajin, who never once lost the top spot in economics.
Lifting her chin, she brimmed with confidence. Then froze.
Well⊠I lost it once.
She smacked her lips bitterlyâthen turned toward a commotion.
âPlease, I beg you, give me more time!â
At the far end of the square, a rough-looking man was tossing goods out of a tiny shop, while a frail shopkeeper clung to his legs, pleading.
âYou promised to repay! Itâs been months! When are you going to? Didnât you agree to hand over the building if you couldnât? If you canât pay, then get out!â
âMy child is sickâmedicine has cost so much⊠please, just a little longer!â
The brute kicked him away and barged inside.
âNo! That embroidery is for my child!â
A trembling woman in the corner screamed, clutching at a piece of cloth. The man shoved her aside, threw the fabric to the floor, and raised his filthy boot to stomp on itâ
âonly for his foot to be flicked aside by a small, glossy green enamel shoe.
ââŠWhat the hell?â
âWho dares interfere with me!â
Snarling, he raised his headâ
Swish.
Wine-colored hair rippled as Diabella brushed it back with one hand, long lashes fluttering.
âW-who are you?!â
Her bearing and looks made him stammer.
âWhatever your business, trampling helpless women is beneath even you.â
âBeneath me? Iâve already given him three monthsâ grace! Unless youâre paying his debt, keep out of it.â
âHow much?â
âTen million marks.â
âŠYikes. That was steep. Diabella hesitated. Once divorced, sheâd have no house and only her departure sum. She couldnât afford to throw money around rashly.
âSee? Youâre not paying. So get lost before you get hurt.â
He sneered and started sweeping merchandise off shelves, smashing what he could.
âSell this junk? Youâll never pay me back with this trash!â
He stomped and smashed even more.
Memories surfacedâof Hajinâs childhood, when loan sharks stormed their home over her fatherâs gambling debts. Theyâd ransacked everything, kicked down doors, her father had begged on his knees, and her mother had shielded young Hajin with her body.
Their cruelty wasnât about repayment, but intimidation. Hajin had watched, tremblingâuntil her cherished toy rabbit was seized and trampled. Sheâd tried to stop them, but they crushed it underfoot anyway.
Even after her mother washed it, the stains never came out. The scar had lasted for years.
Now, looking at the crying shopkeeperâs wife, she saw herself.
And thenâ
âNo, not that!â
The brute again raised his boot over the embroidery sheâd deflected earlier. Diabella lunged and snatched it away.
âNice catch.â
âHey, girl. Leave if you donât want to get hurt.â
âI said Iâll buy this.â
ââŠBuy it?â
âYouâll buy it?â
The thug and the woman blinked in confusion.
Oops. Wasnât this for a sick child? She slipped her tongue, but recovered smoothly.
âYes. I was about to commission one like it. But if you ruin this sample, how will I order more? You wanted something to sell? Fine. Iâll buy it.â
âTch. That scrap wonât fetch much.â
He kicked aside more goods, shoving the desperate shopkeeper.
Diabella bit her lip, staring at the embroidery in her hand. Thenâher eyes lit up.
This is it!
The opportunity sheâd been seeking.
Her mind set, she gripped her fan, lifted her chinâand threw it without hesitation.
âGhhk!â
The fan struck him square in the throat.
Yes!
Sheâd suspected it back when sheâd hit the butler with oneâthis body was made for throwing fans.
âYou littleâ!â
Clutching his neck, he charged. But Diabella was faster. Her pointed enamel shoe shot upward, slamming straight into his groin.
âGaaahâ!â
He collapsed. Diabella strode up, clicked her heels, and stomped his hand mercilessly.
âMy pretty shoes will get dirty. Iâll have to throw them out.â
Whoa, that was actually badass. I sounded just like the real Diabella.
She twisted her foot atop his hand, smiling with satisfaction.
âUgh⊠youâll pay for this! Do you know who I amâ?!â
Something fluttered down onto his head.
âThere. Ten million marks.â
Coins.
âYou terrorized them over ten million? Then Iâve paid ten millionâmeaning I now have the right to terrorize you, donât I?â
She pressed harder on his hand.
âAnd do you know who I am?â
âWh-who the hellâŠ?â
âMe?â
Slowly, regally, Diabella lifted her chin higher than ever. Her long, fan-like lashes lowered, then flicked up. She cast him a sidelong glance dripping with scorn.
âDiabella de Crimten.â