Letās think about this rationally.
If a younger brother suddenly showed up after twenty years, but his face was that of a twenty-year-old instead of someone in his forties?
And if his speech was awkward, and he even spoke in some strange language?
If a sword hung from his waist and his clothes looked unusual?
Wouldnāt anyone find that suspicious and terrifying?
By common sense, wasnāt it far too strange?
His sister might have even thought he was an alien.
That was how the situation felt.
‘To make Sis open the door, Iāll have to give her proof.’
To convince his sister, who had shut the door, he had no choice but to bring up a memory that matched.
He didnāt remember much, since he had lost many memories before becoming a Sword Master.
Still, if it was something only the two of them knew, there was a good chance she would believe him.
‘Yeah. This story should work.’
Sangwoo smirked and brought up a memory only they shared.
“Donāt you remember? After your boyfriend dumped you, you cried all night, then came looking for me and knocked on the front door, but you got hit by the door and collapsed? I carried you back in on my back.”
“Kyaaaa!”
His sister, now in her forties, screamed.
A forgotten memory from her twenties had been dragged out against her will.
Knowing her dark past was decisive proof that he was truly her younger brother.
That was something she could not deny.
His sisterās face instantly twisted like that of a demon, and she unleashed a torrent of curses.
It had been so long that he couldnāt understand every single word, but there was one thing he did realize:
It was strangely pleasant to hear her cursing again.
“Now do you believe me?”
“Huff, huff⦠Are you really Sangwoo?”
“Yeah.”
“This⦠this doesnāt make sense.”
His sister opened the door.
Her eyes were full of confusion, and her expression made it clear she still wasnāt completely convinced.
It seemed like it still wasnāt enough, so he threw in another story.
“Sis, when you were in high school and your stomach hurt so bad you couldnāt hold it, you had an accident in this elevator⦔
“You crazy bastard! Stop talking!”
Because it was an apartment, her voice echoed loudly.
“Sis, your voice is too loud.”
“Yeah⦠it really is you, Sangwoo. Come inside first.”
As if she had finally accepted it, she grabbed his wrist and pulled him into the apartment.
Thud.Ā
Beep.
The front door closed, and she let out a sigh.
“It really is you, Sangwoo? Honestly, I still canāt quite believe it.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. And your pronunciation is weird, but⦠itās not to the point I canāt understand you.”
“I lived abroad for a long time.”
“You were abroad?!”
“Mm, something like that?”
His sister looked at him.
“Seeing you wearing such strange clothes, I guess it does seem true. But why are you carrying a sword?”
“Ah, this?”
Sangwoo scratched his head.
If he said it was a real sword, she might freak out and throw him out again, so he shut his mouth quietly.
“Anyway, come in and letās talk. Iām curious how youāve lived since you disappeared.”
“Okay.”
At last, he stepped into their home.
It had changed so much compared to twenty years ago.
The wallpaper looked completely redone, and the TV and refrigerator were all appliances he had never seen before.
Even a sofa had appeared.
Back then, they had just lived with a carpet on the floor.
“Sit here and letās talk.”
“Yeah.”
“But did you eat?”
“No.”
“Good grief, letās eat first. Iāll throw something together for you.”
At some point, his sister had turned into their mother.
The flow of time could be felt.
Sangwoo just stared blankly at her back.
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Bubble, bubble.
She had said sheād just throw something together, but he couldnāt understand why there were so many side dishes.
There was even kimchi stew.
For a moment, the sight of the black rice stirred up memories of eating home-cooked meals long ago.
Before he realized it, he swallowed hard at the sight of such a feast.
Then, as if possessed, he picked up the spoon and began to shovel food into his mouth.
Crunch.
Even though there was kimchi stew, the first thing to enter Sangwooās mouth was ponytail radish kimchi.
Its crunchiness and spiciness were exquisite.
Slurp.
But then, the spicy richness of the kimchi stew he tasted next was even better.
It was hot enough to burn the roof of his mouth, but to a Sword Master, that was nothing.
Chomp, chomp, chomp.
He even grabbed the handle of the aluminum pot with his bare hand and scooped up the kimchi stew with his spoon.
This was the taste.
The taste of kimchi stew he could never experience in the other world.
It was so delicious it nearly brought him to tears.
“Are you crazy?!”
His sisterās high-pitched voice rang in his ear, but ignoring it, he mixed the stew into his rice and ate.
“Hey, itās hot!”
“Itās fine.”
“Youāre holding that with your bare hand ā how is that fine?”
His sister stared at him with a look of shock.
Sure enough, to any ordinary person it was hot enough to burn.
But to him, it was nothing.
It was so delicious he didnāt care.
He set down the pot and showed her his hand.
“See? Itās fine.”
“It really is⦔
After the commotion died down, a flood of stories poured out of him.
How he had suddenly disappeared from Korea and ended up in another world.
How desperately and miserably he had crawled just to survive.
How difficult it had been when he couldnāt speak the language.
How he once thought he was someone special, but in the end, he was nothing more than an ordinary person.
That even if an ordinary person went somewhere else, they were still just ordinary.
And finally, how he had lived struggling like that, until suddenly he returned here.
“ā¦Thatās what happened.”
His sisterās reaction was lukewarm at best.
After telling his story with such sincerity, her reaction felt too much.
Was she still doubting him?
By now, shouldnāt she at least believe him?
Honestly, just saying he had gone to another world was something hard to believe.
That much he understood.
While he was lost in those thoughts,
“To be honest⦔
“Hm?”
His heart pounded, wondering what words would come out of his sisterās mouth.
Surely, she was about to say it was too unbelievable.
He would have thought the same.
After all, it was a story told by someone with the face of her twenty-year-old brother suddenly showing up.
But the words that came out of her mouth were completely different from what he expected.
“To be honest, I donāt know what you were saying.”
“Huh?”
“In the middle of speaking, it was like you couldnāt think of certain words. You slipped into some strange language, and your pronunciation was so slurred I couldnāt understand most of it.”
“Ahem.”
Truthfully, he had already noticed his pronunciation wasnāt great.
Speaking Korean again after twenty years was no easy thing.
But how much had she actually understood?
“Still, I got the gist of it. You were kidnapped and lived abroad, and barely made it back, right?”
“Uh? Ah⦠yeah.”
Saying he was kidnapped wasnāt wrong, and it was true he had lived abroad.
“You must have had a really hard time.”
“Well⦠yeah.”
“But your face doesnāt show any trace of hardship. Itās just pale and clear⦔
“Ahem.”
No trace of hardship, she said.
That felt unfair.
It seemed that being reborn through complete physical transformation wasnāt entirely a good thing.
All the marks of the suffering he had endured had been wiped away in an instant.
Either way, since he had nothing more to say on that subject, he changed the topic.
Noāthere was something he wanted to know.
“But⦠what about Mom and Dad?”
“⦔
At his question, his sister fell silent.
Her pupils trembled, and her eyes looked lost, as if she didnāt know what to say.
How long did they stay that way?
At last, his sister opened her mouth.
“Dad passed away. Two years ago.”
“What?”
“Well, he was getting on in years.”
“Thatās⦔
Twenty years.
Twenty years was indeed a long time.
Long enough that his father could not withstand the passage of time.
His own age now would have been forty. His sisterās forty-three.
Their father would have been seventy-five, so perhaps it was only natural.
“Ah⦔
His chest felt tight.
In his head, he could understand it, but in his heart, he could not accept it.
He had finally returned, and yet he hadnāt been able to see his fatherās face even once.
He hadnāt even been there to glimpse his father one last time before he departed.
It wasnāt his fault, and yet he felt guilty.
Why did he have to come back now, of all times?
If only he had returned two years earlierā¦
“And Mom?”
“Sheās in a nursing hospital now. Her health isnāt good.”
“⦔
His mind grew tangled.
How unwell was she? How serious was it?
If only a priest were around, he would have begged them to heal her immediately.
Why hadnāt he been able to see her while she was still healthy?
Whoever it was that had sent him to the other world, he suddenly resented them.
But still, a part of him felt relief.
At least she was alive.
That alone filled him with gratitude.
Sangwoo rose from his seat.
“Letās go.”
“What? Where?”
“To the nursing hospital.”
“You canāt visit at this hour. Where do you think youāre going?”
“We can just go in.”
“Donāt be ridiculous. Besides, we canāt go right now.”
“Why not?”
“My kid is asleep. How could I leave when the childās here?”
“What? You have a kid?”
“Of course. At my age, wouldnāt I? The childās sleeping in the room, so you should sleep too. Iāll lay out some bedding for you. Letās go see Mom tomorrow or the day after, okay?”
“ā¦Alright.”
Twenty years was enough time to change too many things.
That was why it was so hard to accept it all.
Of course, the brain of a Sword Master had no trouble absorbing information.
His memory was sharp.
But his heart was different.
His heart struggled to accept it.
He had witnessed countless deaths, had even taken countless lives with his own hands.
Yet before the death of his father, he could not remain cold.
His chest ached at his motherās illness.
And with the weight of his sisterās situation on top of it, he had no room left emotionally to bear it all.
“Youāve had it hard.”
His sister said this while laying out bedding for him.
For some reason, those words filled him with gratitude.
“Thanks, Sis.”
“Your mind must be a mess today. Get some proper rest, okay?”
“Yeah. You too, Sis.”
“Alright. Iāve got a lot on my mind too, so Iāll just sleep for now. And I have work tomorrow.”
She left the room and closed the door.
Since it was a space converted into a walk-in closet, no light came in, and the room was pitch black.
But the eyes of a Sword Master could distinguish the surroundings as clearly as if it were midday.
“Haa. This is unsettling.”
He had thought that once he returned home, he would meet everyone and cry his heart out.
But maybe that was just an illusion.
What lay before him now was nothing more than the ordinary troubles of ordinary life.
Whether in the other world or here, it was the same.
Not the ending of some human drama, but reality like a plain documentary.
“Ordinary, huh⦔
Surviving in another world had taken him far away from ordinariness.
And yet, he was still ordinary.
Reunited with his family.
A father who had passed away.
A mother in a nursing hospital from old age.
“I want to see her soon.”
He thought of his mother.
When he was a child, whenever she was sick from working too much, she would massage her own shoulders.
Back then, even if he massaged her, he could never take all the pain away.
But now, things were different.
At the very least, he could ease her pain.
“Hmm.”
He forced his eyes shut.
His body wasnāt tired, but right now he just wanted to sleep.
He pulled the blanket up over his head.
And before long, he drifted off.
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The senses of a Sword Master were sharp.
Even in sleep, he could detect the presence of others around him.
He had endured countless ambushes in the other world.
Now, someone was approaching.
Tiptoe, tiptoe.
They seemed to move carefully, but to him every step was clear.
‘Such beginnerās footsteps.’
The blanket was lifted.
He instantly grabbed the hand that was pulling it back.
Snatch.
It was a small hand, fragile enough that it seemed it might break with the slightest force.
A childās hand.
“Kyaaaa!”
A young girl, her wrist caught, screamed in shock.
Her face crumpled, and then she began to cry.
“Uwaaah, Mom! Mom! Thereās a strange man! Uwaaah!”
“No, waitā”
“Uwaaah!”
Her wailing was loud and piercing.
He couldnāt deny that he had frightened her.
“Yewon, whatās going on?!”
His sister came running in a panic.
And what she saw was a dark, rough-looking man holding her daughterās wrist.
“You!”
“No, Sisā”
“A grown man making a child cry like this!”
Smack!
Her palm struck his back.
Holding Yewon tightly in her arms, his sister glared at him.
It felt terribly unfair.
Was this some kind of new assassination technique?
“I only grabbed her wrist, thatās all?”
“Uwaaah, even the way he talks is weird! Uwaaah!”
‘This little brat?!’