Episode 2
The first blow came when the eldest son, Sahm, the one everyone expected so much from, killed himself.
Nobody knew why.
Unlike Gyoheum, who skipped his studies and worried his parents, his older brother was the straight-laced type you read about in books.
After passing the military exam, he rose quickly â even earned the post of captain in the palace guard, responsible for protecting the inner court.
Everyone praised him, saying he would outshine their father as a military man.
And then one day, he hung himself from a beam.
Some people said heâd taken responsibility for a fire in the palace; others whispered he had some secret sorrow no one knew about.
What nonsense.
None of those were true.
Gyoheum knew his brother wasnât weak enough to kill himself over something like that.
There had to be a reason nobody knew. A reason even Gyoheum didnât know.
Maybe heâd been murdered, for example.
Brother.
The morning Sahm hanged himself, Gyoheum had run into him by chance while returning from an early morning duty.
Heâd been out drinking with friends all night and was heading home at dawn.
Heading in already?
That line wiped the sleep and drink straight off him. He straightened up, his blurred eyes suddenly sharpening.
Youâre up earlier than usual.
Heâd heard about the palace fire from a few days earlier, and people were saying Sahm might be to blame. Several palace people had died; someone had to take responsibility.
He felt awkward, wandering around drinking when such talk was going on.
But Sahm didnât scold him.
Whenever their father scolded Gyoheum, Sahm would defend him: âHeâll step up when itâs time. Gyoheumâs wiser than me.â
Their father dismissed it, but Sahm never stopped believing in his younger brother.
Thatâs why Gyoheum, who could be brash with their father, was suddenly shy and respectful in front of his brother.
Iâm hurrying. I have someone to see.
Someone to see? At this hour?
Gyoheum scanned the sky; the sun hadnât risen yet.
Sahm, looking thoughtful, nodded slowly.
Iâm going to meet the Minister of State.
Why not?
Gyoheum frowned, waiting for more, but Sahm didnât say another word. He changed the subject.
Weâll talk later.
Father will be heading to court soon, so get in before you run into him.
Yes.
Gyoheum scratched the back of his head and said, âGo then,â in a polite tone.
That was the last time he saw him. The news that followed said Sahm had been found hanged from a beam in his office.
They told them to send servants to take the body for the funeral.
After that, Mojinpyeong collapsed. He never got better; he gave up his generalâs post and lay ill in bed.
Their mother barely left her room. She handed everything over to the servants and shut herself away.
Sahmâs wife and child went back to her parentsâ house and showed no sign of coming back to the city.
The house felt like a temple, their parents like dead figures.
Only Gyoheum could fix this.
So overnight, he became a different person. He stayed away from drinking buddies and focused on studying.
After passing the military exam, he took a post as a commander in the city guard, responsible for the capitalâs security.
âMarry the Ministerâs illegitimate daughter⊠So he killed my brother, drove father from his post, and now this is my turn.â
Mojinpyeongâs face twitched faintly.
âStill with that talk. The Minister has nothing to do with Sahmâs death. Sahm⊠hung himself.â
Saying it looked like tearing his innards out, Mojinpyeong looked in agony.
âThen why did Sahm tell me he was going to meet the Minister that morning? He never said things like that. He mustâve felt something bad and warned me to be careful.â
âThatâs speculation. Besides, this wasnât the Ministerâs decision â it was the kingâs. The one who brought the order was the kingâs eunuch.â
âWho doesnât know whoâs pulling the strings behind the king? Isnât it the Minister who can even bring down a flying bird?â
âIf, as you say, the Minister can topple anything, why would he want to marry into our house? What benefit would he get?â
âIf sheâs the Ministerâs illegitimate daughter, isnât she a premature baby? Sheâs not even the legal wifeâs child. Whoâd want to marry her?â
âGyoheum.â
Mojinpyeong called his son, worry showing on his face.
Gyoheum forced a smile, and somehow that smile felt more ominous.
âIf the Minister wants to insult me, let him. Butââ He narrowed his eyes like he found it amusing. âOne day Iâll repay every insult.
Iâll remember every humiliation and return it double, triple. Donât worry.â
Mojinpyeong finally closed his eyes. Gyoheumâs voice softened as if he understood his fatherâs worries.
âDonât worry. I wonât stand stiff like my brother and take every blow.â
âWhat use is being proud if it just gets you cut down first?â
The edge of Gyoheumâs smile turned cold.
âIf I have to, Iâll lie with a grin. Iâll fool people with a shameless face, scheme cleverly, bow even to a passing dog if thatâs what it takes.
Then Iâll seize power with my own hands â the power Father and Brother feared.â
âHmm.â
âYou said I was to marry the Ministerâs daughter, right?â
Gyoheum slowly rose from his seat. Mojinpyeong lifted his teacup with a hand, watching him. The pale green tea rippled slightly.
âIt seems the Minister is making a mockery of me. If he shoves his premature daughter onto me, Iâll use her as a pawn to topple him. Iâll make him regret his choice.
Iâm curious which of us will win. Now rest.â
Gyoheum bowed his head, turned, and left the room. Mojinpyeong let out a long, quiet breath.
âGyoheum.â
His sonâs name slipped out like a sigh.
âLife doesnât go the way you want.â
Clack.
The door shook. Soran startled and looked up.
Her black eyes trembled with half fear and half hope.
Her lips were so dry they wouldnât moisten no matter how she licked them.
âItâs just the wind.â
Instead of looking disappointed, she managed a shy little smile.
She hadnât really expected anything. Sheâd never allowed herself to.
But then she smelled that stale, musty odor again.
âLiar.â
Turns out she had been hoping after all.
Hoping Gyoheum would open the door and come in, apologizing awkwardly for leaving his bride alone on their first night.
Marriage? So you mean⊠me?
At her question, Lady Munhyeon snapped in a thin voice.
You fool, you fool, are you deaf now? How many times do I have to tell you?
Ah, no.
Whenever Soran stood before Lady Munhyeon, she shrank like a dried squid under the sun.
A nervous laugh slipped out before she could stop it.
Youâre smiling like you like it â so you want to marry, huh? You little brat, thinking you can act all high and mighty.
Donât kid yourself; youâre nothing but the spawn of some cheap woman who seduced my husband.
Lady Munhyeon didnât even try to hide her disgust. Her words were a thousand needles in Soranâs skin.
It hurts.
Soran swallowed the pain in silence while the woman went on boasting.
Think about it. Whoâs kinder than me? I feed you, clothe you, and give you a bed. And now Iâm even arranging a marriage for you.
And you canât even say thank you. Youâre shameless, just like your mother.
Th-thank you.
Soran forced a smile and bowed her head.
The smile trembled with fear, but Lady Munhyeonâs eyes were too narrow with scorn to notice.
Soran blinked, staring at the floor. She never had time to picture a future; every day was just survival.
Sheâd never hoped to leave this place.
Sheâd assumed sheâd be doing chores and taking Sehwaâs abuse forever. That was her life.
Marriage.
The word slipped across Soranâs lips, and for a moment, a glimmer of hope passed over her face.
Even someone called a fool knew what marriage meant.
It meant a new family.
Family.
Her heart thumped unexpectedly. A fragment of memory brushed her mind.
It was probably when Soran was about ten years old.