Chapter 39
“Your Grace, the Archdukeâs son, I suddenly have a craving for cookies. Would you be willing to share with me?”
âH-Huh?â
Theodore, who had been stammering, broke into a bright smile.
âOf course! I really want to eat it myself, but Iâm giving it to you because itâs you, Rayana.â
âWow, thank you so much.â
Rayana immediately snatched the cookie from Theodoreâs hand and popped it into her mouth.
Ugh, sweet.
The taste of the intensely sweet cookie made Rayanaâs expression turn haggard.
It tasted exactly like her financial situationâcheap and sugary.
âSince I took your gift, Iâll grant you a wish in return.â
âA w-wish!â
Was it really that exciting?
Theodore stood up abruptly, both hands slamming onto the table.
For a moment, it looked like stars had appeared in his blue, sea-like eyes.
If sheâd known heâd be this happy, she wouldâve skipped the cookies and offered a wish from the start.
âD-Do I have to say it right now?â
From the way he asked in a panicked voice, it seemed like he might burst into tears if she said yes.
âTake your time. Thereâs no rush.â
âThatâs right. We live together now, after all.â
Heehee, Theodore giggled into his hand, then quickly used both hands to hide his smile when he met Rayanaâs gaze.
Rayana burst into quiet laughter at his puppy-like cuteness.
âWhen you think of a wish, let me know. Iâll be waiting.â
âNo take-backs later!â
âOf course, Your Grace.â
âYou promise? Really?â
âYes. Really.â
Even after confirming several times, Theodore still didnât seem convinced. He only let go of his doubts after she pinky-promised him.
Rayana, watching the child blush and agonize over what wish to make, suddenly felt it would be better to talk now and opened her mouth.
âBy the way, Your Grace, you donât need to worry anymore.â
âWorry?â
Theodore tilted his head.
âAbout marrying me. The Archduke promised. He said if you didnât want to, he wouldnât force you into marriage.â
ââŠWhat?â
Theodoreâs eyes trembled.
He shook his head slowly, denying it in a barely audible voice.
âFather would never allow that.â
It was no wonder he couldnât believe it. The Archduke was not a man who went back on his word.
Theodore, his own son, would know that better than anyone.
But the Archduke wasnât a man who broke promises, either.
Rayana clearly remembered the promise she had secured.
âNo, itâs true. He really promised me.â
âNo, itâs not!â
Rayana was flustered by the way the child shook his head so vigorously.
âWhatâs not true? That youâre marrying me?â
At her question, Theodore looked even more wronged.
âNo! No!â
He was on the verge of tears. Rayana looked at him with troubled eyes.
When she placed the teary-eyed boy on her lap, he burst into louder sobs.
Rayana felt a headache coming on. Comforting a crying child was one of the hardest tasks in her life.
Theodore, now on her lap, burrowed deeper into her arms.
âThatâs not it. I never once thought that.â
Thought what?
She couldnât bring herself to ask the crying child directly, so she awkwardly patted his head and gently rubbed his back.
As his sobs slowly quieted down, Rayana calmly spoke.
âI thought youâd be relieved. You ran away because you didnât want to marry me, remember?â
âT-That was⊠because I thought youâd die if you married me. Thatâs why I ran away. Not because I hated you!â
So it was because of the demonâs curseâhe feared sheâd die.
Rayanaâs face filled with sorrow.
Back then, it was only their first meeting, yet heâd feared for her death.
Understanding a little more about how Theodore approached people, Rayana felt her heart sink.
âYou donât have to worry about that anymore. Iâll do my best to ensure the demonâs curse doesnât affect anyone else.â
âMhm.â
The child snuggled deeper into her embrace.
Feeling the warmth in her arms, Rayana realized it was the perfect time to say something sheâd always wanted to.
âYour Grace, I joined the knights as the youngest recruit. Iâve been gifted with the sword since childhood, and Iâm physically robust. Iâve never been ill.â
The childâs eyes sparkled in admiration, and Rayana grinned.
âSo I wonât die easily. There’s no way someone whoâs going to become Valencia would die so easily, right?â
Slowly, Theodoreâs delicate eyes turned red.
ââŠI know.â
âNo, you didnât.â
Rayana chuckled and gently pinched his cheek before letting go.
As he rubbed his cheek with his hand, Rayanaâs laughter grew.
This soft, tender child clearly held a special power.
âYou told me to become a knight when I said I wanted to, right?â
There were only two people who had sincerely encouraged her to be a knight for her own happinessâthe Archduke and Theodore.
Rayana wanted to give happiness back to those two, who felt more like family than her own blood.
âYou should do what you want too, Your Grace. Donât care about what others say. No one else lives your life for you.â
This was the best advice she could offer him.
Theodore, shifting slightly in her arms, tugged on her collar and drew her gaze.
âThen⊠what about the marriage?â
âYou should marry the person you want to marry, Your Grace.â
âThen if I want to break the engagement, I can?â
âYes.â
There was no way the grown-up Theodore would want to marry someone twelve years older than him.
A breakup was inevitable. She would attend his wedding as a guest and celebrate with a smile.
That was enough.
In the future Rayana imagined, Theodore was smiling happily.
But he tugged on her collar again, snapping her out of her thoughts.
âOkay. Then keep your promise, Rayana.â
The boyâs blue eyes held a mysterious power.
Rayana couldnât tear her gaze away, as if bound in chains.
âYes, Your Grace. Iâll keep it.â
Rayanaâs response made the boy beam.
The rumor that the First Knights were holding a sparring tournament had drawn a huge crowd to the arena.
Since it was taking place in the official stadium and not the usual training grounds, the public was allowed to attend.
Looking at the packed arena, Elickson expressed concern.
âThis might not be a good idea.â
âThen do you have a better one?â Crosiard asked, turning to Elickson.
âA faster way for Rayana to gain recognition as a knight?â
âIf something serious happensâŠâ
âAnyone who canât even handle themselves before a war isnât worth bringing. Charging blindly is the same as throwing away your life.â
Crosiardâs cold judgment made Elickson murmur in a low voice.
ââŠThereâs no chance.â
He left much unsaid, but Crosiard understood.
âYou mean Rayana has no chance of losing? Is my knight order really that weak?â
Crosiard laughed at his own confidence, while Elickson subtly shook his head.
Today, Rayana would taste defeat.
Because of her future father-in-law, the Archduke.
âThis is how the matches are set up.â
Elickson handed over the match bracket.
The tournament would proceed in a knockout format. The final winner would receive a yearâs salary and a black gem once owned by Crosiard during his crown prince days.
The black gem was the first known petrified monster core, discovered in a rare state and once the talk of the empire.
Under the light, it sparkled like a real gemstone, hence the name âblack gem.â
Just as it was about to be returned to the national treasury, Crosiard offered it up as a prize, causing more than half the knights to volunteer for the competitionâmost of them high-ranking.
âWe prioritized volunteers.â
As Crosiard scanned the bracket, a familiar name caught his eye.
Elicksonâhe was participating too.
It was then that Crosiard understood what Elickson had been worried about.
âYou shouldâve told me if you wanted the gem.â
Elickson avoided his gaze.
Having recently had a child, it made sense that he needed money. With war approaching, he probably wanted to leave something behind for his family.
âIâll be rooting for your victory.â
Crosiard patted his shoulder, and Elickson looked up at him with a confused expression.
Unlike the bewildered Elickson, Crosiard remained calm.
His face was so composed it looked like he was simply waiting for lunch, which stung Elicksonâs pride.
Just then, the knights entered the arena.
At the very end of the group came Rayana, her gaze wandering curiously all around.
To Elicksonâs eyes, she looked every bit like a rookie knightâjust a bottom-rank soldier.