Chapter 11.
It was my fifteenth life.
Splash!
The wine that the Crown Prince flung soaked my face and hair.
âHow dare you look at Merina with those eyes?â
The reason I was humiliated today was because Merina, frightened by the look in my eyes, burst into tears all by herself.
The Crown Prince had always been hot-tempered, but when it came to Merina, his cruelty became excessive â so this was nothing new.
Still, I had always tried to avoid showing my parents such humiliating scenes, but in this life, I must have failed â I remember letting out a bitter smile with my shoulders drooping.
âLady, what is that expression? Do I amuse you? Are you mocking me?â
My father, unable to hide his shock, stepped forward to intervene, but just thenâ
âWhat are you doing?â
An unexpected person took my side.
The man who stood between me and the Crown Princeâs tyranny was none other than Lexian Lysianshus.
âWâWhat is this?â
As the Duke of a powerful family â and the Empireâs only Sword Master â intervened, the Crown Prince shrank back like a dog that had been kicked.
âThatâs enough, Your Highness.â
âWhat do you mean by that? Are you referring to how I treated Lady Levian?â
âYes.â
âThat woman looked at Lady Ikel like she wanted to kill her. The poor girl was so frightened that she cried!â
âIâm not sure thatâs what happened.â
âWhat?â
The Crown Prince looked dumbfounded.
âAs far as I saw, Lady Levian did nothing. It was Lady Ikel who suddenly burst into tears. In fact, Iâd rather like to ask Lady Ikel why she made Lady Levian uncomfortable.â
âWâWhat are you saying?â
âAnd even if Lady Ikel were Your Highnessâs fiancĂ©e â which she is not â humiliating another lady without just cause is wrong.â
When his blue eyes glared sharply at the Crown Prince, the man flinched.
The subtle but palpable killing intent radiating from a Sword Master was not something a mere prince could withstand.
At that moment, I thought the Duke had intervened simply because he valued propriety and couldnât ignore a scene of injustice.
âAre you all right, Lady Levian?â
So when he offered me his handkerchief, I simply stared blankly at it.
His kindness felt too unfamiliar â I didnât know if I was even allowed to accept it.
âYouâre all wet.â
In the end, the Duke gently wiped my face himself.
His touch was warmâŠ
I think I cried.
He helped me out of the ballroom.
Later, the Crown Prince, under pressure from the Emperor, sent me a letter of apology â but I burned it.
Merina never apologized.
I had once tried to change the outcome by seducing the male leads, but every attempt ended in failure.
Worse â the more I tried, the more horrific my deaths became.
So I eventually gave up on getting along with them.
But when a man â who should have stood by as a bystander or supported the heroine â stepped in to protect me, it felt as though the pendulum of a stopped clock had begun to move again.
Or rather, it really did begin to move.
And that flow of time brought me both joy and sorrow â over twenty-five times.
âWhat did you do to Lady Ikel?â
âWâWhat do you mean? I justââ
A sudden collapse had startled everyone, and when the Duke pressed her, Merina stammered in confusion.
âIâll pretend I saw nothing today. But if you spread word of this incident, then I, too, will have to open my mouth.â
âWhat are you accusing me of? I justâ!â
âYou again tormented Lady Levian, didnât you?â
âTormented? Duke, you misunderstandââ
âEnough pointless arguing.â
Lexian examined Rosiaâs pale face as he held her in his arms.
âWhat I want is simply this â I donât want rumors that something disgraceful happened at a party I hosted. Understood?â
ââŠâŠYes.â
Merina barely managed to agree, and Lexian carried Rosia away toward the mansion.
He took a secluded path known only to the household, avoiding the garden where the party was in full swing.
âMaster, the party is about to begin, but⊠that ladyâ?â
âCharles, fetch the physician. Now!â
âYes, sir.â
The woman in his arms looked as though she might dissolve into air at any moment, and Lexianâs heart raced with anxiety.
He laid her down carefully upon clean sheets.
âPhewâŠâ
Drawing a chair to the bedside, a shadow of worry crossed his usually bright face.
âI hope she understood what I said earlier.â
Rosia seemed determined never to show weakness before others, which was why Lexian had spoken harshly to shut Merina up.
He hadnât meant to be so severe â but seeing Rosia look as though she might stop breathing at any moment had made him lose control.
Even now, her breathing was so faint he feared she might not survive.
âWhy are they taking so long!â
Unable to bear waiting any longer, Lexian threw open the door â only to find the startled butler and physician standing there.
âWhy are you so late!â
âWe assumed the lady was in the guest room, sir. We went there first â my apologies.â
Ah.
Only then did Lexian realize he was in his own bedroom.
His most private space â a place where no one else had ever been allowed to enter.
âSee to Lady Levian immediately.â
The butler was shocked to see who lay on his masterâs bed â none other than Rosia Levian, the celebrated beauty of high society.
Her beauty was well known, but so too were the rumors: that she was stubborn, hot-tempered, and prone to slapping people.
The butler had always thought his master, who detested impropriety, would avoid such a woman.
Heâd assumed Lexian had asked her to be his partner purely for political reasons â yet here she was, in the Dukeâs private chamber.
Maybe he had misjudged his master after all.
It seemed that spring had come early to the Lysianshus estate â the butler nearly broke into a happy dance.
âThere doesnât appear to be anything seriously wrong with her body,â the physician said.
âThen why did she collapse?â
âShe doesnât seem to have a strong constitution. Severe fatigue accumulated in her body, and she likely fainted because of it.â
âAnd the blood on her lips?â
âShe bit the inside of her mouth.â
Lexian looked at the physician questioningly.
The man explained calmly, âThe wound seems old, yet she kept reopening it â likely out of habit. Or perhaps⊠to stay awake.â
Lexian remembered how, at the Empress Dowagerâs charity event, Rosia had carried a faint scent of blood.
Sheâd looked exhausted even then, forcing herself to attend.
Sheâd staggered, nearly fainting, even retching â so yes, the physician was probably right.
She must have wounded herself intentionally to keep her fading consciousness.
âI see. What should I do now?â
âIt would be best to simply let her wake naturally.â
âAll right.â
âIâll prepare ointment and medicine for the wound inside her mouth.â
âDo that â and bring something to help her recover her strength as well.â
The physician bowed and left, but the butler remained.
âMaster, what about the party?â
âAh, right. Iâll announce the start â but Charles, I think youâll be quite busy tonight.â
Even though his master intended to be absent for most of the event, Charles only bowed in silent understanding.
Rather than being troubled, he was moved. His rule-loving master was breaking protocol for someone â that could only mean one thing: love.
Unaware of his butlerâs sentimental thoughts, Lexian quickly strategized.
âFortunately, no one besides my family knows I chose Lady Levian as my partner.â
After all, it had been a one-sided decision.
He strode swiftly back to the grand garden where the party was in full swing.
âWelcome to the Lysianshus estate. I hope you all enjoy tonightâs festivities.â
Raising his glass, he declared the party open. Guests bustled about, eager to explore the rarely opened Dukeâs mansion.
âThank you for inviting us, Duke Lysianshus.â
âDuke Belle, Marquis Maritni.â
The elder nobles greeted him warmly, but Lexian was in a hurry.
âMy apologies, but something urgent requires my attention.â
âHaha, I thought so. I wondered what made you host a party out of the blue. Go take care of your business â weâll entertain ourselves.â
With a nod, Lexian nearly ran back to his room â and found Rosia sleeping more peacefully than before.
âPhewâŠâ
On the bedside table were the physicianâs ointment and medicine, but for now, letting her rest seemed best.
âRosia LevianâŠâ