āI have something to say. Could you spare some time?ā
Helene requested a conversation, but the Duke looked at her with cold eyes.
āI donāt particularly have anything to say.ā
The Duke, who seemed to have no intention of conversing at all, openly embarrassed her.
After he coldly brushed past her, she heard the servants snickering behind her back.
Helene swallowed her humiliation and returned to her room.
āā¦ā¦In the end, I have no choice but to solve this alone.ā
* * *
After that day, Helene and the Dukeās relationship entered a state of cold war, where they didnāt exchange a single word.
Entering the bedroom, Helene noticed that the preparations for bed were not properly done and called a maid.
āWhy hasnāt the bathwater been prepared? And the bedding hasnāt been properly arranged either.ā
āDuchess, do you really need that right now?ā
The maid retorted with a face full of annoyance.
Heleneās face mixed with anger at this.
āWhat do you mean by that?ā
āI figured you wouldnāt need it since the Duke doesnāt come looking for you.ā
The servants, who already knew that the Duchess was being kept in the back room, began to openly ignore Helene.
Blunt gossip was the norm.
āSheās just a princess in name only. Thereās nothing else to see. I canāt stand her acting so high and mighty.ā
āThat woman, you have no idea how picky she is. She made me redo her hairstyle three times because she didnāt like it, you know?ā
Some even started harboring foolish thoughts in the background.
āDonāt you think the Duke is lonely? He has nowhere to be comforted.ā
āDream on. He goes to the royal club where the upper class gathers. Heāll be mingling with ladies of a similar status.ā
āI wonder if heās not interested in men? I could fill his empty heart.ā
With the Dowager Duchess and the princesses absent, there was no one to scold them, so they had nothing to fear.
Helene was practically invisible in the Duke’s residence. There was no one to confide in or trust.
The isolated situation that Cynthia had hoped she would be in had backfired and returned to Helene.
Left alone in the dim, empty room, she felt a sense of emptiness as she looked at herself in the vanity mirror.
Her hair, which she always neatly tied up, was now disheveled, and her plain white pajamas made her look no longer special.
āDoes just one personās attitude dictate my life?ā
The life of a powerless royal woman was nothing but unfair.
She was only human, so she couldnāt be immune to loneliness and isolation. Cynthiaās warning that she would eventually be alone kept echoing in her ears.
āā¦ā¦When was I ever not alone? I will become the best with my existence alone, not as someoneās wife.ā
Helene lashed out at her momentarily weakened self.
It was then that her eyes gleamed with the single-minded determination to rise to the top.
āThatās cool.ā
Helene was startled and turned around at the sudden unfamiliar voice.
āWhoās there?ā
She could see a human figure between the open window and the swaying curtains.
Helene hurriedly opened a drawer and took out a self-defense pistol, aiming it.
The young man at the end of the gun barrel waved his hand as if to calm her down. The man was dressed in a smart suit and coat.
āDuchess, please demonstrate the purchased firearm on someone else.ā
āI asked who you were.ā
āYou commissioned me. I am a technician from āCommedia dellāarte,ā and Iāve come to be the Duchessās dog and do whatever you ask.ā
The man politely handed over a business card.
He was a member of the gun-smuggling organization she had commissioned.
āAs a VIP customer who purchased our products, you can commission anything. Weāll do anything for money.ā
His attractive appearance, smiling face, and friendly tone made him seem like an excellent service employee, but there was a strange chill and dangerous feeling about him.
Just the fact that he had bypassed the Duke’s residence’s strict security and entered through the window was enough to show that he was no ordinary person.
The man swept back his gray-tinged black hair and introduced himself.
āPlease call me Capitano.ā
Capitano was the name of a boastful character in the masked comedy āCommedia dellāarte.ā
The company name and everything else seemed to be a concept.
Just as she was thinking that it suited the man, he added.
āYou said you were looking for someone?ā
āYes.ā
Heleneās wary eyes followed his hand to the snake tattoo inside his sleeve.
The man confirmed the personal information Helene had given him and said.
āIt will take about a week.ā
āIt takes that long?ā
āI only work one day a week. Especially on weekends, I need to rest.ā
Could she trust this man who was just spouting nonsense? His tone was like a male version of Cynthia.
Helene made a dubious expression.
āI understand, so letās talk in writing. I hope you can leave quickly before someone sees youā¦ā¦ā
āYour husband is openly having affairs, so whatās the big deal?ā
āHow does he know that?ā
He noticed Heleneās subtle change in expression and added.
āOur intelligence is beyond your imagination.ā
Helene recalled the factory explosion that Cynthia had been involved in not long ago.
She had gone out to the shopping district and injured her arm in an explosion at a nearby gun factory.
āThe Duke said it was caused by a conflict between the Free Society and them. Is it okay to get involved with such dangerous forces?ā
Above all, the gun-smuggling organization was founded by the remnants of the fallen empire.
āBut itās been a long time, so there must have been a generational shift, and now it seems to be an organization that only pursues profits.ā
The man, who had approached her, suddenly grabbed Heleneās hand. He kissed the back of her white hand and smiled with his eyes.
His yellow eyes were like those of a seductive black cat.
āI might be able to find them faster because the Duchess is so beautiful.ā
Helene pulled her hand away with a serious expression.
She asked Capitano, who was smiling with his eyes.
āCan I commission one more thing?ā
āOf course. I am yours for the time being, so use me as you please.ā
After hesitating for a moment, she made up her mind and opened her mouth.
āI want you to investigate the women the Duke is meeting.ā
āUnderstood.ā
āI want to know if there is anyone he is serious about, not just a casual affair.ā
Capitano stared at her intently, then loosely curved his eyes.
āI guarantee that even if there is someone he is serious about, she wonāt be as beautiful as the Duchess.ā
He left those last words and disappeared.
āHis sales tactics are too blatant.ā
Helene looked down at the business card he had given her.
[Commedia dellāarte, Sales Manager Capitano]
* * *
Sunday, today there was a volunteer schedule at the same orphanage as yesterday.
I woke up early in the morning and woke Masera, who was sleeping on the sofa.
āI canāt go today. I have to go to Nox.ā
Masera said he had to go to check on the development work that had begun in earnest.
āOkay.ā
I made a nonchalant face.
Masera straightened his disheveled hair and sat up straight.
āWould you like me to postpone the date to go to Nox?ā
āNo, itās an important schedule, so go ahead.ā
He was silent for a moment, looking at me, who wasnāt bothering him like before.
āA soldier must follow his wifeās words, so if you insist, I have no choice but to postpone the scheduleā¦ā¦ā
āI said you donāt have to postpone it? You can go with Diego or Dahlia.ā
He gave me a dissatisfied look at my independent attitude.
Somehow, it seems like the situation has reversed from before. I smiled brightly and said.
āPlease take me next time. Iām curious about what Nox is like.ā
āā¦ā¦Understood.ā
In the end, we decided to go our separate ways to do our respective duties.
āI wonāt take you to the volunteer location. The train time is awkward.ā
āOkay.ā
I went outside with him, who was clearly showing his sulkiness.
Then, Maseraās expression hardened noticeably when he saw the scene in front of the mansion.
āI heard that Brigadier General wonāt be able to go with you today? I will escort you.ā
āI happened to be passing by. I thought it would be nice to go together if possible.ā
Duke Rukanosa and Major Rodriguez, who had been waiting, said to me at the same time.
āIām going to take her.ā
Masera, who had been sulking until just now, saying he wouldnāt take me, said firmly.
But the Major has always been my emotional soulmateā¦ā¦ Why is the Duke suddenly acting like this?
Is he slowly switching lines because the success of the development project is becoming a foregone conclusion? Or is it because I might spread rumors about his affair?
āā¦ā¦.ā
Suddenly, I felt a stinging gaze and turned my head, and Masera was staring at me intently.
āDo you have something to say?ā
āNot really. But donāt follow strangers, donāt walk alone, donāt smile or praise just anyoneā¦ā¦ā
He was saying a lot for someone who said he didnāt have anything to say.
Yeah. That’s one of the tropes for sunshine FLs. It wouldn’t be complete without her cloud of admirers
lol so it wasnāt enough for both ābrothersā, the major and general to like her. Now we gotta add the duke as well? And even Steve was looking at her like sheās an Angel. Wow. Just wow.
Gotta get that sunshine fml harem going! š As always, tysm for reading!