Chapter 13
âMiss⊠she disappeared.â
âI woke up because I had a scary dream. Did you wake up too, Hannah?â
âYesâŠâ
Hannah answered slowly, the yellow glow of the lamp flickering across her face. Lillietta thought something was strange about her eyesâthey looked as if they werenât focused on anything, just staring into space.
âIf youâre scared⊠maybe⊠togetherâŠâ
âSleep together?â
Lillietta brightened and grabbed onto Hannahâs sleeve. But Hannah shook her head.
âTogether, together.â
âHm?â
âTogether⊠ughâŠâ
The girl kept repeating the same word until she suddenly grabbed her head and groaned. Then, she lifted her head again.
Her dazed expression vanished without a trace, replaced by a strange glow in her eyes and a smile.
âLetâs go stargazing together, miss.â
âStarsâŠ? All of a sudden?â
âI couldnât sleep either, and I thought⊠itâs rare to be awake this late at night, so we should do something special like stargazing. I thought itâd be even better with you, so I came to find you.â
âWith me?â
âI already brought milk and cookies to the lakeside. Thereâs a blanket too, and a book about constellations. You learned about them from your tutor recently, didnât you? Donât you want to see them for real? If we drink warm milk and look at the stars together, youâll sleep like a baby afterward!â
Hannah chatted cheerfully with a bright smile.
Lillietta, who really had learned about constellations not long ago, was tempted by the suggestion.
She was too scared to fall asleep alone anyway, and the idea of having milk and cookies at night with someone her age excited her.
âOkay!â
Lillietta responded with a big smile.
As a child who grew up loved by kind people, she didnât think to doubt anything.
She didnât wonder how Hannahâwho wasnât allowed inside the main estate and usually stayed in the outer quartersâhad gotten so deep into the main mansion, all the way to the princessâs bedroom.
She didnât question how a girl who had been at the castle for just over a month and hadnât even become her playmate yet knew she had learned about constellations recently.
She didnât think to ask how a low-ranking maid could have prepared all those things at the lake in the birch forest.
She didnât realize what it meant to be lured out of a heavily protected mansion in the middle of the night at just ten years old.
All she felt was happinessâat the thought of playing with someone her age and not having to fall asleep alone in the room where she had just had a nightmare.
The young princess left the mansion, led by Hannahâs hand. Despite there being guards and servants on night duty, the girls didnât encounter a single person on their way out.
It wasnât until they passed the back garden and entered the birch forest that Lillietta started to sense something was wrong.
âHannah, wait, youâre walking too fastâŠâ
Twelve-year-old Hannah was a healthy girl, a head taller than the sickly ten-year-old Lillietta.
And Hannah was practically dragging her forward now, not looking back, not saying a word.
Lillietta, growing uneasy, tried to stop walking, but Hannah turned to look at her.
Her face was blank, expressionless like a doll.
ââŠHannah?â
âYes, miss?â
The girl replied with a smile tugging only at her lips. Her eyes didnât smile at all. It felt deeply unsettling. Lillietta instinctively took a step back, frightened.
âWhere are you going? The lake is this way.â
Hannah grabbed her hand tightly and pulled. Lillietta resisted, trying to drag her feet.
âN-no, I donât want to go.â
âHmm?â
âI changed my mind. Sorry, Hannah. Iâm just going to sleepâŠâ
âYou canât do that.â
The forced smile vanished. With an eerily blank face, Hannah pulled her with inhuman strength.
âCome here.â
The tone and inflection sounded just like the one from her nightmare. Lillietta, terrified, screamed and tried to run.
âKyaâmmph!â
Hannah quickly covered her mouth. She wrapped herself around Lilliettaâs struggling body, whispering something strange and fast in an unnatural voice.
âăI wish forâŠăâ
Lillietta couldnât make out the words clearlyâshe was too panicked to focus. She thrashed wildly to escape Hannah.
Her nightgown caught on a branch in the bushes. The sharp edge tore her thigh and ripped her gown, leaving behind a blood-stained shred.
And then⊠Hannahâs chanting stopped. At the same moment, Lillietta’s body went limp, as if she had turned into a rag doll.
Hannah slung her over her back, picked up the slipper that had fallen during the struggle, and continued walking down the trail.
Lillietta, unable to move a muscle, could only stare blankly at the approaching lake.
There was no milk, no cookies, no blanket. No book about constellations. Only an empty coffin sat at the edge of the water.
Hannah laid the barefooted Lillietta inside. Lillietta stared at the coffin’s bizarre carvings, wanting to scream, but even her lips wouldnât move.
The lid began to close. Just before it shut, she saw Hannah looking down at her with a gloomy, bitter expression. It didnât look like the face of a child.
Then the lid sealed shut, plunging her into complete darkness. She felt the coffin being dragged. Then came the sound of splashing water.
âIs she putting the coffin into the lake?â
Was this how she was going to die?
Terror overwhelmed her. She wanted to cry, to scream. At the very least, to close her eyes tightly.
But all Lillietta could do was lie there, eyes half-open like a lifeless doll.
Whether fortunately or not, no water seeped into the coffin. Time passedâhow much, she didnât know. It felt like an eternity.
Then, she saw a strange light flowing along the carvings inside the coffin.
A sharp, stabbing pain shot through her head. It hurt so much she couldnât think; her vision blurred.
She screamed silently until suddenly, her scream became realâshe could hear it with her own ears.
Lillietta screamed and twisted her body. Someone grabbed her with strong hands and cradled her head.
Her mind was in turmoil, images spinning and scattering. After a while, the pain suddenly disappeared.
Through tear-blurred eyes, she saw a man in a hood.
He wiped away her tears and brought her to stand in front of a large mirror. A girl with reddish-brown hair and freckles stared back. She looked vaguely like Hannah.
âWhoâŠ? Oh⊠is that me?â
Was that what I originally looked like?
As she stared at the unfamiliar reflection, the man spoke.
âYou are Rita.â
Rita didnât question him. His words embedded themselves into her blank mind, emptied of all memory.
âYouâre an orphan I took in. You donât have any parents or family.â
Rita looked up at him vacantly. He placed a hand on her head. It felt like something was being filled inside her.
âNow, the memories of your hunger and suffering will come back to you vividly.â
Suddenly, memories flooded her mind. Starving, digging through trash, the horrid stench, a hand reaching out when she thought she might dieâŠ
âIf you become my child, you wonât go hungry.â
She had taken that hand, eaten the offered bread ravenously, and, following his instructions, lay inside a coffin full of strange markings. And after that, her headâŠ
âNo, wait. You donât need memories that specific. You mustnât become Dorothy again. Even if your body once belonged to a worthless orphan named Dorothy, your soul has special qualities⊠An exceptional case, but certainly one of the most powerful everâŠâ
His words faded. The memories grew hazy again.
When she came to, Rita was looking up at the man who was stroking her hair, without a hint of doubt.
ââŠBe grateful to me for taking you in.â
Grateful to the great wizard Pascal, who had saved her from starvation.
* * *
Lillietta opened her eyes.
The now-familiar guest room. This time, she didnât jump up in shock or scan her surroundings warily.
She slowly rose from bed and looked out the window. Though many things had changed over the past ten years, the scenery was still familiar.
The well-kept garden, the rose vines still budding, and beyond that, the birch forest filled with soft green leaves.
She had grown up playing in that garden.
She followed the gardenerâonce called the Knight of Flowersâasking about his work, learning the names of flowers and trees, getting into fights with Leonhardt, and dragging Richard out of hiding.
She used to go on picnics along the forest path, holding hands with Leonhardt and Richardâor with her mother and father.
Ritaâs gaze moved to a matchbox on the desk. She opened it and looked at the small card insideâwhen suddenly, there was a knock at the door.
That is a horrifying memory. Paralysis + coffin + dark + lake…eesh.