Prologue
In the dead of night, I headed toward the room where Master was sleeping.
The security outside the room was tight, but no one noticed me, cloaked in darkness.
Now, no one could pierce through my darkness. Not even Aria, the heroine of the original story and the future grand sorceress.
āI donāt want anyone to disturb us. Will you help me?ā
I whispered to the darkness I wielded.
[ā¦Just one hour.]
The darkness muttered with a sigh.
āThank you.ā
Once again, it forgave its unworthy master.
If thereās such a thing as a next life, I prayed it wouldnāt meet a master like me.
[You donāt need such prayers. Canāt you just change your mind now? You donāt have to go this far.]
At the darknessās words, I scratched my head. Though it could be willful at times, the darkness always thought of me first.
āIām sorry.ā
That made me feel even guiltier. Never once had I put the darkness first.
āBut I had no choice.ā
My life was already so full of one person that there was no room for anything else.
I approached the bed and gazed at Masterās sleeping face.
It had been nearly two weeks since Master collapsed.
There was truly no other way.
Except for one.
āI came to see you one last time, Master.ā
Knowing Iād never see this face again, I couldnāt help but stare, lingering on every detail.
I etched every part of that beautiful face into my memory.
The radiant hair, like the sun.
The finely sculpted nose and the shapely lips, firmly closed, crafted as if by an artistās devoted handāI looked and looked again, determined never to forget.
āEverything I remembered from my past life must have been for this moment, right?ā
There was no time to waste.
I tightly gripped my staff.
āAkhilan Teikan.ā
The name of the man I always had to call MasterāI spoke it only in this final moment.
āAkhilanā¦ā
The sound rolling off my tongue felt unfamiliar yet sweet.
I regretted not saying it more.
Akhilan. You were my precious master and, at the same time, the first and only love of my life.
Knowing you didnāt love me, I still couldnāt let go of this feeling.
But even if I could turn back time, I would still love you.
āIām glad I can save you.ā
I raised the staff high with both hands.
The long staff transformed into the shape of a small dagger, beginning to absorb all the mana within me.
Cough. A trickle of blood flowed from my lips along with a cough.
Aiming the glowing dagger, filled with mana, at his chest, I parted my bloodstained lips.
āThere are no regrets in loving you.ā
Without a shred of hesitation, I drove the dagger into his chest.
***
āā¦Ugh.ā
Akhilan Teikan opened his eyes, feeling a splitting headache. Despite the pain in his head, his body felt light.
āHow long was I out?ā
His memories were hazy from the moment he lost consciousness. There was no reason for his condition to have been so bad, yet something felt off no matter how much he thought about it.
āIt started when the treatment began.ā
The treatment meant to heal him had instead dragged his body to its worst state.
āThemis.ā
Suddenly, he recalled Themis, who had locked eyes with him as he collapsed.
True to a disciple who always thought of their master, those eyes had been filled with worry.
āI need to tell them Iām okay.ā
As he sat up, something thudded beside him.
Turning his head, Akhilan saw Themis sprawled on the floor.
āā¦Themis?ā
He scrambled out of bed and pulled Themis into his arms.
Something was wrong.
The limp body had no strength in it.
āThemis?ā
It was cold.
Their face was pale, their body chilled to the bone.
Above all, there was no sound of breathing.
Akhilanās heart sank.
āThemis.ā
Donāt joke around. Get up. Call me Master like you always do.
Akhilanās body trembled.
His mind went blank.
He summoned his staff. But even he, the grand sorcerer who had conquered hundreds, thousands of dungeons, couldnāt think of a single spell to cast in this moment.
āThemis? Please, get up.ā
His cold reason delivered its verdict.
Themis was dead.
āPleaseā¦ā
This couldnāt be. His one and only discipleā¦
No, the first person he ever loved couldnāt die so senselessly.
āSomeone, pleaseā¦ā
He held Themis tightly, murmuring.
āPlease save Themisā¦ā
The master of the mage tower, who had stood alone for centuries as a grand sorcerer.
A man like a god, incapable of feeling emotions.
From the eyes of that Akhilan Teikan, endless tears began to fall.