Prologue
On a dark night, I made my way to the room where my master was asleep.
Outside the room, the guards were strict and vigilant, yet no one noticed me, cloaked in darkness.
Now, no one could pierce through my darknessānot even Aria, the original storyās heroine who would later become a great mage.
āI donāt want to be disturbed by anyone. Will you help me?ā
I whispered to the darkness I commanded.
āā¦Just for one hour.ā
The darkness murmured with a sigh.
āThank you.ā
Once again, I forgave my unworthy master. If there were a next life, I prayed I wouldnāt meet a master like me again.
āYou donāt need to pray for that. Why not just change your mind now? You donāt have to go this far.ā
I scratched my head at the darknessā words. Though sometimes capricious, darkness always thought of me first.
āIām sorry.ā
I felt even more guilty. I had never been the one to come first for the darkness.
āBut I had no choice.ā
My life was already filled with one person, leaving no space for anything else.
I approached the bedside and gazed at my masterās sleeping face.
It had been almost two weeks since my master collapsed.
There truly was no other way.
Except for one.
āIāve come to see you one last time, Master.ā
Knowing I might never see this face again made me linger, staring all the more.
I etched every feature of his beautiful face into my memory.
His radiant hair, shining like the sun.
His well-shaped nose and firmly closed, artfully formed lipsācrafted as if by an artistāall of it, so I would never forget.
āPerhaps the reason I realized my past life was for this very moment?ā
Now, there was no time to waste.
I gripped my staff tightly.
āAchilan Teikan.ā
I finally spoke the name of the man I had always had to call āMaster,ā in this final moment.
āAchilanā¦ā
Ah, the sound rolling off my tongue felt strange but satisfying.
I regretted not saying it more.
Achilan. You were my precious master and, at the same time, the first and only love of my life.
That was why, even knowing you did not love me back, I could not give up my feelings.
Even if time were reversed, I would still love you.
āIām glad I can save you.ā
I raised my staff high with both hands.
The long staff transformed into a small dagger, absorbing all the magical power within me.
A cough, and a vein on my lip burst, spilling blood.
I aimed the magic-infused dagger at his chest, opening my bloodied lips.
āI have no regrets in loving you.ā
Without the slightest hesitation, I drove the dagger into his chest.
āā¦Ugh.ā
Achilan Teikan opened his eyes, feeling a pain as if his head were splitting apart. Aside from the headache, his body felt light.
āHow long was I out?ā
His memories since losing consciousness were hazy. There was no reason his body should feel this badāit was strange no matter how he thought about it.
āIt was like this from the start of the treatment.ā
The very treatment meant to heal him had instead brought his body to its worst state.
āTemis.ā
Suddenly, he remembered Temis, who had been watching him as he collapsed.
As a disciple who always thought of her master, she had a worried expression.
āI need to tell her Iām okay.ā
As he got up, something fell beside him.
Turning his head, Achilan saw Temis lying on the floor.
āā¦Temis?ā
He rushed over and held her in his arms.
But something was wrong.
Her limp body felt completely powerless.
āTemis?ā
She was cold.
Her complexion was pale, and her whole body was icy.
Most importantly, he could hear no breath.
Achilanās heart sank.
āTemis.ā
This is not a joke. Wake up. Call me āMasterā like always.
Achilanās body shook uncontrollably.
His mind went completely blank.
He summoned his staff, but even heāthe great mage who had conquered hundreds, thousands of dungeonsācould not recall the spell he needed to cast at this moment.
āTemis? Please, wake up.ā
His cold rationality delivered a verdict:
Temis was dead.
āPleaseā¦ā
This canāt be. His one and only disciple⦠no, the person he had loved for the first time⦠couldnāt have died so meaningless a death.
āSomeone⦠pleaseā¦ā
He whispered, holding Temis gently in his arms.
āPlease, save Temisā¦ā
For centuries, he had held the position of Archmage alone.
A man like a god, incapable of feeling emotions.
Even from Achilan Teikanās eyes, endless tears streamed down.