CHAPTER 24
The meal that was served wasnât luxurious, but it wasnât plain either. There was bread, cooked sausages, two types of mashed potato dishes, soft-boiled eggs, and vegetables mixed with different sauces. The food was light, but required effort to prepare.
âYouâve come?â
From the Countâs grumpy expression, I could tell that he had been expecting to eat with the young viscountess.
âServes you right.â
I acted like I didnât notice and quietly ate, waiting for the Count to bring up the topic first. He poked at his mashed potatoes a few times, then finally opened his mouth.
âDid the conversation go well?â
âThanks to you.â
âI wonder what you talked about to make the viscountess so cheerful. I could hear her laughter all the way in the study.â
I almost laughed out loud. He must have been pacing nearby anxiously. There was no way her laughter reached the studyâor even the hallway.
âOh, we just talked about business.â
I answered vaguely, and the Count responded by roughly clattering his utensils. The clinking sound was annoying.
âLooks like youâve made peace with both His Majesty and the viscountess?â
âIâm happy to know youâre so interested in me.â
I gave a short answer. He clearly eavesdropped on the earlier conversation and was trying to probe meâit was irritating.
While I continued cutting the vegetables on my plate, I could feel him staring at me, as if waiting for a confession. I spoke first to end the useless conversation and go back to my room quickly.
âHis Majesty said he wanted me to take charge of a new business.â
The Count looked surprised, then gave a sarcastic laugh.
I glanced at him coldly and continued eating. But he didnât stop talking.
âDonât trust her just because sheâs your sister. That woman is all talk. Business should be done with someone reliable.â
He went on and on, bad-mouthing the viscountessâhow terrible she was at business, how many people she fooled with her sharp tongue.
All the while, I kept chopping the vegetables. I had diced them so finely they were barely recognizable. Then I stuffed them in my mouth with mashed potatoes.
After a drink, the Count started talking again.
âI just canât understand what His Majesty is thinking. Giving you a business? If I had been there, I wouldâve opposed it.â
He looked me up and down arrogantly.
âYou know as well as I do. Youâre… not suited for this. Donât take it the wrong way. Business needs boldness. But youâre too cautious. Though I actually like that about you. A wife should be obedientâlike a servant of God.â
His voice was overly dramatic, and what he said was ridiculous. I decided to see how long he would continue with this nonsense, so I kept eating my mashed potatoes.
Then I looked him over carefully. His face was neat, but not likeable. Especially those sneaky eyes and that greedy look.
âYou, doing business? Thatâs absurd. Truly absurd…â
He kept saying there was no way I could handle business.
âHow about this? We run the business together, under both our names. That way, His Majesty wonât object. Of course, Iâll handle most of it. But I want to give you a little credit.â
My jaw dropped.
âIs he serious right now?â
Even in this world, anyone would know business isnât childâs play. It was obvious he just wanted to take over the work the King gave me.
Then, using a more serious voice, he continued. When you want to avoid useless talk, blaming a higher-up is always best.
âIâll ask His Majesty about that.â
The Count raised both hands, flicking his index and middle fingers.
âYes, of course. We need Her Majestyâs approval.â
I wanted to smack that smug face of his, but I held back the urge.
âIt would be wise to speak seriously.â
The Count smirked.
âItâs time I settled down properly, donât you think? Especially with âour childâ coming. The seasons will change soon. And itâs been a while since I last visited your room.â
His words made me clench my fists. Carla wouldâve nodded at that. She probably wanted his child. It was a disgusting and cowardly threat.
âIâll be more careful this time. A true man of the house should fulfill his duties.â
Then he gave me a slimy smile. I felt frozen from the toes up. Damn it. I finished eating, not even knowing whether I was swallowing food or my own anger.
As soon as the meal ended, I gave an order to Bell.
âBring me some stationery. Pick a nice design. And bring plenty.â
I was planning to write to the viscountess right away. She said sheâd contact me, but I couldnât just wait around. Life is a battleâand if you want to win, strike first.
Theodore followed behind and asked,
âAre you all right?â
âThereâs nothing wrong.â
I slowly tilted my head, then returned it upright. It was a deliberate movementâI needed to get some information from him.
Once we entered the room, I grabbed a stack of invitations from the dressing table. I was going to ask Theodore which nobles were friendly with the King. But before I could even start, he spoke first.
âLady Carla, youâre trembling.â
âOh, am I?â
I laughed and looked at my handsâand sure enough, I was shaking slightly. I froze, surprised, and then Theodore gently took my hand.
âExcuse me for a moment.â
He lightly held my hand. His fingers were rough with calluses. His hands were hot, like they could burn me.
âOr maybe⊠my hands are cold.â
We looked at each other silently. My lips wouldnât move, as if frozen. Time felt strangeâit seemed to drag on forever and also fly by. At last, Theodore spoke.
âI canât imagine what youâre afraid of, but if I can help in any wayâŠâ
He went on, saying he would do anything for me. That melted the tension between us.
âItâs fine. Donât worry. Iâm really not scared.â
âWhen people are scared or nervous, their body temperature drops.â
Theodore insisted. I calmly pulled my hand back from his. The warmth from his hand stayed, so I hid my hand behind my back.
âIâm not scared. Why would I be?â
The shaking had already stopped. If I was truly scared of the Count, I wouldâve given up a long time ago. Noâthis wasnât fear. It was rage. Hatred. I gave a small scoff. Theodore cautiously asked,
âI may not understand everything⊠but I know youâre carrying a burden you shouldnât have to. Why donât you run away?â
That was the same question I had asked myself ever since arriving in this strange world. I could answer it in my sleep.
âWhy should I run away?â
I didnât choose to be in Carlaâs bodyâbut I did choose to live her life. I didnât run with the jewels. I decided to take revenge on the Count. Of course, I hadnât expected him to be this much of a monster.
âIâm not running. I still have things to do.â
I was scared enough to think about making drugs to avoid sleeping with himâbut I still wanted to keep my pride. I clenched my fists. I didnât want to show weakness again.
The light caught in Theodoreâs blue eyes, making them sparkle. They were so clear, like opals, that I couldnât guess what he was feeling. Then he bowed politely.
âI spoke out of turn.â
My trembling stopped completely. He didnât need to apologize, but I accepted it anywayâsince I had a job for him. I handed him the stack of invitations.
âCan you help me find a good party to attend?â
He looked blankly at the invitations, a bit flusteredâmaybe even surprised.
âAm I allowed to look at these?â
âIâm giving you permission.â
He slowly looked through them. In his hands, the ivory-colored invitations looked elegant. He picked out four and handed them to me.
âIf I may, these four seem best.â
The invitations were from Marquess Verner, Baroness Yvonne, Baroness Michelle, and Count Johan. I didnât really know any of them, but I had at least nodded at Baroness Yvonne onceâif that counted as knowing someone. Carla wasnât close with many people anyway.
âCan I ask why you picked these?â
Theodore explained how each of them was politically connected to the King. He spoke very softly, like he didnât want anyone outside to hearâand his whisper made my ears tickle.
âMarquess Verner supported the Kingâs rise. He used to be on the second princeâs side, but his sonâsorry, his brotherâbecame a servant of God, so he switched.â
That made sense. If his son was serving in the temple, he couldnât risk going against the King.
That meant his whole circle probably supported the King too. It would be good to be on their side. I nodded, and Theodore moved on to the next.
âBaroness Yvonne⊠had a falling-out with Count Icarus. They played cards, and the Count cheated. Sheâs proud, so she pretends sheâs fine, but itâs well known that sheâs been sensitive about card games since last year.â
The enemy of my enemy is my friend. If she knew Carla hated the Count, she might take my side.
She was older, and I wasnât sure we could become closeâbut the party seemed worth attending.
âBaroness Michelle is neutral. But Iâve heard⊠she wants to build a friendship with His Majesty.â
So she was someone I could probably persuade. Theodore scratched his neck shyly. I guessed all this information came straight from the King.
âWhat about Count Johan?â
Theodore looked at the last invitation. He hesitated, then finally spoke.
âCount Johan⊠has one of the most beautiful gardens.â
âAnd?â
I was waiting to hear his political value, but Theodore just shook his head.
âThatâs it.â
His cheeks turned red. He looked down and confessed quietly.
âI just wanted to show you something beautiful. Even though⊠I know you donât like flowers.â
That was it? I let out a small laugh. Sometimes Theodore acted like a boy with his first crush.
âSounds good. The timing works too. Iâll think about the last one. Thank you, Sir. You may go now.â
âMay the Great One protect you, Lady Carla.â
As soon as he left, Bell and Liza entered, like they were switching shifts. It looked like Bell had dragged lazy Liza back in. Liza pouted, looked at me, and then her eyes widened.
âMy lady, are you hot?â
I turned to look in the mirrorâand saw that my ears were completely red.