CHAPTER 14
âThis body belongs to Carla.â
âIf youâre trying to mock meâŚâ
The knight behind the Queen reached for his sword. I quickly waved my hand.
âNo, no! Iâm not joking! I can prove it!â
When I saw the knight take his hand away from his weapon, I cleared my throat and looked down, trying to think of the right words to convince the Queen.
Since this really was Carlaâs body, I planned to ask her to check for physical signs. I was even ready to say she could torture the maid to find the truth. But before I could say anything, the Queen stepped forward and grabbed my face.
âClose your eyes.â
âHuh?â
When I hesitated, she said it again, more sharply.
âClose your eyes!â
I shut them tightly under her strong voice. Then she said, âRelax.â
Her soft hand gently touched my eyelids. Slowly, her breath touched my cheek. Her fingers ran between my eyelashes like she was trying to find something. Then her hand gently traced my eyelids. After a few moments, she pulled her hand away.
I slowly opened my eyes. In front of me sat a woman about my age, looking shocked and confused.
âA mole… right between the lower eyelashes… Carla never liked talking about it. Thereâs no way the Count would know about that.â
Her voice trembled. She let out a weak, shaky sound from her throat. I didnât say anything. Finally, she asked:
âWho are you? Where is Carla?â
I didnât answer. I couldnât. The Queen gave a bitter laugh. It wasnât mockingâjust sad.
âDid you hurt Carla?â
âWhen I woke up, I was in this body.â
âThatâs hard to believe. Is there no way to bring Carla back?â
âI donât know.â
The Queen studied my face carefully. I wanted to answer her, but I couldnât. This was Carlaâs body, but I had no idea where her soul was.
She leaned back in her chair and looked at me. With a deep sigh, she picked up her now-cold tea and sipped it elegantly.
I looked at her. I could see deep sadness in her expression.
âFor now, I have no choice but to believe you. I hope youâre not just a fool daring to lie to a Queen.â
She looked down. Her long lashes covered her sad eyes.
I didnât know what to say to someone who had just lost a dear friend, so I stayed quiet. Luckily, she soon looked up again.
âSo, what do you plan to do now?â
I swallowed nervously.
âYour Majesty, I want to get revenge for Carla.â
I waited for her response. She tapped the table with her fingers.
âRevenge⌠why?â
Her voice sounded calm but cold.
âI read Carlaâs diary. Is that enough of an answer?â
She smiled brightly, but her smile was sharp like a blade. I swallowed dryly.
âSeems you know how to negotiate. Youâre not a fool after all. Iâll have dinner prepared. I hope we can become friends.â
From her tone, I could sense her anger toward the Count, and I also noticed her hostility toward me had softened.
I believed all the emotions she showed were real. But even if they werenât, I had to hold on to whatever chance I hadâeven if it was weak.
I finished my tea and smiled politely.
âItâs an honor.â
Making a new friend is always niceâno matter where or when.
* * *
I gladly accepted the Queenâs kindness. I sent a message through her servantsâone to Bella, telling her she could return to the mansion, and another to Lisa, telling her to wait a little longer. The Queen looked curious and asked:
âCarla never took more than one maid with her. Wouldnât people think thatâs strange?â
âWell, one of them serves me during the day, and at night, she warms the Countâs bed. Sheâs so pretty I wanted to introduce her, but sheâs a bit wild, so I was too embarrassed.â
The Queen laughed, clearly enjoying my sarcasm.
âYouâre just as wicked as Carla.â
She cleared her throat and raised her voice.
âIf it were an animal, I might have liked it. But looking just enough like a human and still being uselessâitâs just annoying.â
I understood what she was doing without needing an explanation. She was mimicking Carlaâs way of speaking. It wasnât perfect, but it sounded quite different from her usual way of talking.
Thatâs when I realized how poorly I had been pretending to be Carla all this time. I sounded similar, but if someone paid attention, it was obvious.
And her blunt way of speaking⌠It was clear she had spent a long time with Carla.
The Queen sighed.
âI heard the Count had a mistress, but I didnât think it would be a maidâŚâ
She laughed softly and sipped her cold tea.
I remembered how the Queen mimicked Carlaâs voice and repeated the words a few times in my head before I spoke again.
âI guess I speak a little nicer than Carla. But how did you know? No one else noticed until now.â
âShe hated being called pretty. She thought it was fake. So when I complimented her, she always got annoyed.â
The Queen closed her eyes briefly, thinking about Carla, and continued.
âShe would never say she needed my help. Not even if she were dying.â
Then she mimicked Carlaâs voice again, raising her voice.
âYour Majesty, youâre the least ambitious person in the palace. Well, if youâre sold off to another country, youâll have to gain some.â
She shrugged after saying it. That sentence was like a secret code only the two of them knew. It made sense I didnât understand it.
Shared memories between close friends can come out without thinking. Thatâs how she caught me.
It made me realize just how little the Countâs people really cared about Carla.
âShe annoyed me so much⌠but in the end, a third princess like me ended up wearing a crown.â
She said it like a joke, but I could hear the deep love in her voice.
There was clearly something between them that couldnât be said aloud. But I acted like I didnât notice.
âDo you really believe we can be friends?â
âThe enemy of my enemy is my friend, isnât it?â
âYouâre right.â
We smiled at each other. The Queen tried to pour more tea, but the teapot was empty, so she set it down.
âThey probably think Iâm just attached to a simple maid. But⌠Carla was special. She was the one who told me to work with the temple.â
I knew a bit about noble life, but not this kind of deep talk. Politics was not my thing. I blinked.
Carla had never written anything like this in her diary. But luckily, the Queen didnât seem like she wanted to talk about it for long.
âI just wanted Carla to be happy.â
âI think Carla wanted that for you too.â
âNo, itâs different. If I had just opposed the marriage a little harder⌠or introduced someone else earlierâŚâ
She muttered quietly.
âIf she hadnât chosen the Count, she might not have been happy, but at least she wouldnât be this unhappy.â
I completely agreed. I felt sorry for the Queen. Even though she was royalty, I understood she couldnât force a friend not to marry someone they wanted. So she was blaming herself unnecessarily.
âShe just had terrible taste.â
âI agree. She shouldâve picked a handsome jerk at least.â
The Queen burst into laughter at my honest words. With empty teacups in front of us, a strange friendship was forming.
She took a deep breath and asked,
âSo, what do you plan to do now?â
I sat up straight, took a deep breath, and said,
âI have a bit of a planâŚâ
While I explained my idea, the Queen nodded quietly. I spoke a little too excitedly, telling her how I would slowly steal the Countâs wealth bit by bit.
I even mentioned that I was thinking of feeding him a lich to make it look like the perfect crime. I knew I couldnât really kill him that way, but I said it to show just how angry I was.
âSo⌠you want to make his mistress jealous, wait until he makes a mistake, use that to take his money, start a business⌠then buy a lich and feed it to him?â
âYes!â
âThatâs completely ridiculous.â
She clicked her tongue. I thought it was a good planâŚ
I looked down, disappointed, and she tapped the table again. A habit?
I glanced at her, and she smiled.
âRaise your head. Carla never looked down.â
Her pink tongue quickly licked her red lips.
âThat ridiculous plan⌠Iâll help you.â
The light from the chandelier sparkled in the Queenâs eyes.