~Chapter 05~
Life is Mortgaged
Chapter 2. Between Memories and the Present
Irina glared at him for a long time before he, sitting across from her, slid a stack of prepared documents across the table.
âWhatâs this?â
Irina gestured toward the papers.
Say it yourself.
âYou just need to sign, Lady Irina.â
Unlike before, he wasnât so easily swayed. With a tilt of his chin, he gestured for her to open the documents.
His manner displeased Irina greatly, but she had no energy left to argue, so she obediently picked them up.
The documents he handed over listed, in meticulous detail, all of Count Kosatâs debts.
Shame flushed over Irinaâs pale cheeks.
Anyone else could have seen them and she wouldnât have caredâbut showing them to him filled her with humiliation.
There were also promissory notes, transfer contracts, and finallyâ
A marriage registration form.
Irinaâs eyes shot up from the papers to him.
âA marriage registration?â
âI heard the condition for canceling the debts was marriage.â
âWhy⊠why do you have all this? Noâwhy are you even here?â
He interlaced his fingers loosely over his knees and leaned back on the sofa.
âYouâve really become reckless since we last met.â
His words were a clear rebuke, and Irina shot him a sharp glare.
âThatâs none of your business.â
âNow that I know, it is my business.â
âWho said you could decide that?â
For a while, they locked eyes, like dueling opponents.
In truth, Howard was only calmly looking at herâbut to Irina, it felt like a challenge.
âI donât want to waste time on your nonsense. Iâm leaving.â
Irina gathered her dress and rose to her feet. She tried to walk past him.
Howardâs gaze fell to the frayed hem of her gown.
He reached out and lightly caught her hand.
In an instant, her small hand was engulfed in his large one. Irina froze in place.
âYou canât go back without permission, not after crossing the border.â
ââŠThe border?â
Her body stiffened as she turned toward him.
âWhere are we?â
âBoltear.â
Boltear? Boltear of Borman?
The fortress of the Westâthe Duchy of Ringester?
Irinaâs jaw dropped.
Just yesterday, sheâd been in Count Kosatâs estate in Arendor.
She had traveled by carriage, butâ
When? How?
Now that she thought about it, they had used teleportation gates unusually often.
What a thorough, absurd, and outrageously polite kidnapping this was.
If he hadnât shown up, she wouldnât even have realized sheâd been abducted.
She hadnât known until just now!
âAre you kidding me? Youâre lying.â
Irina weakly pulled her hand free.
Howard tilted his head slightly, looking up at her.
âWhat am I lying about?â
His tone was still calmâemotionless, detached.
âWhy did you bring me here? What have you done?â
âThen you really planned to marry that nobleman?â
His voice carried naked anger, leaving Irina even more bewildered.
âYes. I was supposed to go to the Marquis of Aireâs household. The person Iâm to marry isnât you. I donât know how you got those papers, but⊠itâs none of your concern.â
Unable to stand another moment, Irina stormed out of the roomâbut stopped almost immediately.
âUgh.â
Sheâd rushed out so quickly that she didnât know where she was. The hallway stretched right and leftâidentical walls, identical lamps.
Right, or leftâŠ
âRight,â came a voice.
She spun around.
He had already followed her out, arms crossed, pointing to the right.
âI know! I was going that way.â
How dare he act all helpful?
Irina snapped her dress hem and marched off to the right.
Howard followed at an unhurried pace.
âThe necklace.â
At his words, Irinaâs steps faltered slightly.
âItâs still intact, I see.â
She bit her lip. When had he noticed that?
It annoyed her, as if heâd caught her longing for him.
âItâs just that my neck felt bare, thatâs all.â
Hmph.
Without looking back, she continued walking.
Thankfully, after turning the next corner, she recognized the hallway and found her room.
As soon as she shut the door, she leaned against it.
ââŠâ
Whyâof all timesâ
Did he have to appear now?
Why not when she was stronger, more composed?
Then came a knock behind the door.
Irina jumped, hiccuping softly.
ââŠâ
âLetâs have breakfast together tomorrow,â his voice said.
Irina kicked the door hard enough to make a loud thud.
Then another sentence drifted through.
âMay you have sweet dreams.â
âHa.â
Sweet dreams?
Irina scoffed inwardly.
No more words came after thatâwhether heâd left or simply had nothing else to say.
âWhat in the world is happeningâŠâ
Irina was lost in confusion.
Whose house was this? What were those papers? And what about the Marquis she was supposed to marry�
She thought until her head throbbed, but found no answers.
And so, she stayed awake all night.
* * *
By morning, after a sleepless night of thought, Irina decided that they had to talk.
After dressing, she went to the dining hall.
Sitting across from him at the table stirred a strange mix of discomfort and tension.
He drank his water naturally, as if it were perfectly ordinary for them to be sharing breakfast.
Irina didnât even look at himâshe just grabbed her own glass and downed it in one go.
âI have a few questions.â
âAsk whatever you like,â he said, calmly.
âWhose house is this?â
âThe Duke of Ringesterâs.â
The Duke of RingesterâŠ
That meant she was in the home of one of the ruling bloodline.
But he wasnât a Ringester. He didnât even have a family name, did he?
Had he been living here all along, during the time he disappeared?
âAnd those papersâhow did you get them?â
âI bought the debts.â
âSince when did you know?â
âFrom the beginning.â
âFrom the beginning?â
Her tone rose.
Howard lifted a hand lightly, and the attendants, whoâd been standing tensely, immediately left the dining room.
Theyâd looked uneasy from the start.
âFrom the beginning?â
âYes. From the very beginning.â
The room fell utterly silent. No one touched their food; no one dared make a sound.
âWhere have you been all this timeâ? Ugh, never mind. What do you plan to do with me?â
âYou saw yesterday, didnât you?â
He meant the marriage registration form.
âYou expect me to marry you? Do you think that makes sense?â
âWerenât you planning to marry just anyone, anyway?â
Their gazes clashed in midair.
âFine. Anyoneâbut not you.â
âI donât care.â
Irina nearly screamed.
He hadnât been this stubborn before. He used to be gentle, obedient, kindâ
âLet me ask again. Whose house is this?â
âRingesterâsâŠâ
âYou said that already.â
âHoward Valencia Ringester.â
âWhat?â
She had heard correctly.
It wasnât that she looked down on himâbut she couldnât believe it.
The Howard she knew had no surname. Sheâd even thought about giving him one herself, when they were young.
So why did he now bear that nameâthe name even foreigners knew well?
But this time, the lips that once spoke so freely didnât open again.
At that moment, a man entered the dining roomâ
The same one who had guided her earlier.
Casey, or whatever his name wasâshe didnât bother with introductions. She wasnât planning to stay long anyway.
He bowed slightly to her, and she gave him a curt nod.
âYour Excellency, Iâm sorry, but itâs almost time for departure.â
The two men exchanged a few quiet words, and the man bowed again and left.
No more questions needed.
If heâd known everything from the start, all she felt now was humiliation.
There was no point talking anymore.
Irina pushed herself up from the table.
âLooks like you have to go. Fine. I wonât ask why youâre a Ringesterâitâs none of my concern.
Anyway, the only reason Iâm here is because of the debt, so Iâll repay it as soon as I can. Not right away, but soon. Since you chose to take over the debt, thatâs partly your fault tooâso give me some time.â
Howard stood up.
She thought he was leavingâbut instead, with long strides, he closed the distance between them.
In a flash, he was right in front of her.
He braced one hand on the table and leaned down toward her.
Irinaâs body instinctively tilted back against the table edge.
âI canât allow that.â
Irina raised her chin defiantly, locking eyes with him.
She gave a crooked smile.
Her amber eyes, usually soft, now glinted like blades.
âWhy? Afraid I wonât pay you back?â
His throat bobbed.
âOf course not.â
âDonât worry. Unlike some people, I donât just disappear. If youâre so anxious, assign guardsâdo whatever you want. But Iâm leaving today.â
Their breaths mingledâtoo close.
Heat crept up her neck, but she refused to back down.
He leaned even closer.
âNo. You canât.â
âWhat, are you planning to lock me up?â
âIf thatâs what it takes.â
Kidnapping wasnât enoughânow imprisonment too?
âYou canât just do whatever you waââ
âBy any means necessary,â he whispered, his breath brushing her ear.
Then he drew back slightly.
âYouâll repay itâbut only by staying by my side.â
And with that, he reached for a strand of her hair that had slipped over her shoulderâ
And pressed a brief kiss to it.