Chapter 32
Honestly, itâs not just Dadâwhy is everyone in this household so emotionally forward?
âIf he acts like this with that face around others, I bet heâs already made a bunch of girls cryâŠâ
Should I be the one to fix that part of him?
As I was thinking thatâ
âWhenever Iâm feeling down or struggling, Dad always does this for me. AndâŠâ
This time, he hugged me.
ââŠWow.â
I never thought Iâd end up getting hugged by a little kid.
âI didnât realize I was this small.â
ButâŠ
âItâs warm.â
A comforting warmth.
Is this how warm the child of a protagonist born in a love-filled family can be?
âWhen I get hugged like this, I feel better. How about you?â
âYeah, itâs nice.â
I gently smiled and returned Aidenâs hug.
When I left the study feeling so gloomy earlierâŠ
âIâm glad! Thatâs a relief.â
His usual sharp expression softened immediately when he smiledâit really changed his whole vibe.
âSo what are you going to do now?â
âHmm. I think Iâll go back to the study! Iâve got to keep trying.â
I clenched my fist with resolve.
I didnât want to live with regrets. Iâd do my best, and if it still didnât work outâwell, then Iâd accept it.
âThen letâs go together.â
âHuh?â
âIâll come with you.â
âYouâwait, really? You will?â
âYeah.â
Aiden nodded confidently.
âLetâs go! When I got a little sister, I promised myself Iâd protect her.â
And so, led by him, I headed back to the study.
âWhat are you looking for?â
âJust⊠anything. Medicine, a cure, anything that might help. Iâm fine with whatever if it can heal the illness.â
âGot it! I can read too! Letâs look together! Where should we start?â
âI already read up to here, so maybe that sideâŠ?â
âOkay! Sit tight! Iâll bring them to you! Iâve gotten super strong lately!â
Aiden clenched his fists as he spoke.
Then, striding confidently to the bookshelves, he began hauling over heavy booksâthree at a timeâgrunting with the effort.
âHere!â
He repeated the process a few more times, wiping away the sweat on his forehead and sitting beside me with a proud smile.
âSee? Iâm strong, right?â
Drip.
He wiped the sweat with his sleeve.
As he crouched and looked at me with bright eyes, I couldnât help but pat his head gently.
And Aiden beamed.
âYouâre praising me, right?â
âYep.â
We opened the books.
The letters were densely packed, and the content was complicated and difficult.
Flip flip.
Flip flip.
Watching Aiden stumble over the words slowly, I began skimming the pages more quickly.
Yaaawn.
How much time had passed?
Ssshhh, ssshhh.
The sky had turned a soft red.
Ssshhh, ssshhh.
Hearing gentle breathing, I lifted my head.
âOh dear. The baby fell asleep.â
Aiden had fallen asleep, slumped over an open book.
Yaaawn.
Just watching him sleep made my eyelids feel heavy too.
Maybe itâs because Iâm in a childâs bodyâŠ
âMaybe just a little napâŠâ
Drowsiness overcame me.
My mind faded to black.
Creak.
Before long, the door quietly opened. The rusted hinges groaned.
âMaster Aiden, Miss⊠how long have you been hereâŠ?â
Calyx paused.
ââŠOh dear. The little ones must be tired.â
He smiled softly and crouched beside the two children.
Calyx gazed at the peaceful sight of the two kids fast asleep, holding hands.
His large hands gently stroked their heads.
The study was a mess, books pulled out and scattered everywhere.
[The Panacea and the Legendary Dragon]
Calyx stared quietly at the book left open by the children.
For a long moment.
Eventually, he gently picked up the childrenâone in each armâand left the study.
Six Months Later
Altard Ducal Estate, Dining Room
Clatter.
âYou picked the wrong utensil. For fish, you should use the second one.â
âAh.â
Calyx quickly corrected his mistake, furrowing his brows.
It had been six months since he began etiquette lessons with Wood Refere.
In that time, they had gradually adjusted to life in the Altard household, slowly becoming part of it. They had also gotten more used to noble customs.
They had already learned the basics of etiquette. Now, the focus was on integrating that behavior into daily life, so they spent most of their day with Wood Refere.
As he ate, Calyx glanced sideways at Wood Refere, following the stiff rules of table manners.
His complexion, growing paler by the day, didnât look good at all.
âHowâs your health lately? The physician was someone your daughter scouted from all over.â
But even with notices posted everywhere, no one applied to be a permanent court physician.
Perhaps thatâs why?
That reckless daughter of his, as if receiving some divine revelation, had once tried to set off on her own with a huge load of luggage.
He barely managed to stop her and went with herâthat was two months ago.
In some rundown rural corner, they had found a so-called mad scientist, convinced him with promises of a private lab, and brought him in temporarily as a âcourt physician.â That had been a month ago.
âIâve been coughing less, and the painâs eased too. The doctorâs a bit eccentric, but doesnât seem like a bad person.â
âThatâs good to hear.â
Wood Refere slowly put down his utensils and looked at Calyx.
âBut⊠I donât have much time left.â
ââŠâ
Their eyes met.
Calyx resumed cutting the thick fish fillet and brought it to his mouth.
After a short silence, he set his utensils down.
âYou already knew, didnât you?â
âNo one knows my body better than me.â
ââŠâ
âMaybe thatâs why Eve brought you here. She mustâve known.â
He sighed softly.
Calyx looked at Wood Refere, who hadnât even finished half his meal.
He was visibly thinner than when they first met.
âI doubt it. She said she just wanted you to be comfortable.â
ââŠSheâs always claimed she wasnât doing something, only to end up doing it for someone else. Seems like that trait runs in the blood.â
Wood Refere sighed, furrowing his brow.
ââŠWhatâs Eve been up to these days?â
âSheâs buried herself in every medical text she can find, trying to save her father. Sheâs so smart, I feel like Iâm being left behind.â
Calyx said it in a light tone, with a trace of teasing.
At his casual remark, Wood Refere gave a soft smile and sighed again.
âSheâs wasting precious time.â
Pause.
âSheâs not wasting it. Sheâs doing everything she can, because sheâs desperate. She doesnât want to have regrets. And you shouldnât talk like that when your adorable granddaughter is working so hard.â
ââŠYouâre right. That was careless of me.â
Wood Refereâs honest admission made Calyx shrug lightly.
Of all the elderly people Calyx had met, he found Wood Refere the most reasonable.
Unlike those who stubbornly clung to outdated traditions, ignoring change and refusing to listen to others, Wood Refere listened and taught patiently without judgment.
Calyx genuinely liked him.
Despite being a commoner with a child and accepted into the family only because of his granddaughterâs insistence, Wood Refere had never looked down on Calyx.
He never mocked him for what he didnât knowâjust calmly taught him.
Whether or not some dreamlike guardian spirit had chosen him, Calyx knew how rare and difficult such understanding was.
âMy father-in-law is truly a good man.â
Though they shared no blood and he hadnât been formally adopted, Calyx called him father.
âAnd the other retainers of the ducal house, too. Honestly, if I were in their shoes, I wouldâve hated someone like me suddenly acting like a superior.â
Wood Refere smiled faintly.
His smile was gentle and kind, but carried a trace of bitterness.
âThose whoâve hit rock bottom have nothing to fear. The remaining retainers here have given up their futures, honors, and ambitionsâthey stayed only out of loyalty.â
Their eyes met.
âTheyâll accept anyone who can lead and revive the house. And⊠Eve is still a child.â
He spoke with a quiet but firm voice.
âEveryone knows sheâs too young. Do you understand why she made you her proxy?â
ââŠâ
âThe accusation of treason hanging over Altard⊠The weight of being branded a âtraitorâs houseââeven if that child speaks the truth, people will mock her.â
Wood Refere let out a long breath.
âThe storm sheâll face will be brutal. Itâll be too much for such a small body to endure. SoâŠâ
Slide.
He stood and moved beside Calyx.
âPleaseâjust stay by her side until the day she comes of age.â
Then, for the first time, the head he always held high bowed, and his straight back bent with humility.
âI wonât ask anything more. I donât know what she did to get you involved, but I know youâre caught up in something. Still, I⊠donât have time.â
There was an edge of desperation in his plea, and Calyx furrowed his brow.
âJust being there is enough. Sheâs a clever girl who handles everything well, no matter the difficulty. But⊠sheâs also lonely. She always tries to shoulder everything alone and rarely talks about her struggles. So please, offer her your warmth from time to time.â
Calyx was certain.
This old man already knew.
He had sensed his impending death.
And he was afraid of the future he wouldnât be there to see.
Nooo whose cutting onions reallyđđ why did the story about reviving the family take such a sad turn there đ„č itâs too realistic in this sense, get me out ââ