đč Chapter Four â Within the Heart of a Greenhouse, the Rose Whispers
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Arsyn gently took Evelinaâs hand in his and led her inward with a soft grace.
âI had this dressing room prepared for you, Evelina. I hope youâll find it to your liking. Thereâs also a door that leads directly to my bedroomâwhich will become our room after the weddingâso you wonât have to go through any trouble getting here.â
As he moved aside, Evelina hesitantly stepped into the room.
Until that very moment, she hadnât even realized that this grand dressing room belonged to her.
She had wanted to ask him againâwhy did he say that she was the owner of this palace, not him? But it was clear that he had no intention of answering.
So Evelina swallowed her question without resistance.
âIf I keep asking questions⊠they might truly cast me out.â
She believed that, being someone so utterly useless, the least she could do was listen obediently to what others said.
It was a lesson carved into her since childhood.
Tsk. Youâre worthless⊠Be grateful we havenât thrown you out.
Those were the Dukeâs frequent words whenever his eyes fell on her.
And she never once argued back.
Because⊠he was right.
Then, a voice broke through her thoughts.
âEvelina, what do you think of this dress?â
Snapping out of her haze, Evelina turned her head toward the sound.
Arsyn stood holding up a gown before her.
âItâs⊠itâs very beautiful.â
âReally? Iâm glad. But not nearly as beautiful as you, Evelina.â
âAhahaâŠâ
She let out a nervous laugh, thinking he must be teasing. But Arsynâs sincerity outshone any jest.
Returning the dress to its place, he spoke again.
âThe designer is scheduled to arrive tomorrow. Youâll be able to request anything you wish from her directly.â
âPardon? But⊠there are already so many dresses here?â
âThese are merely a small gift from me.â
To Arsyn, there was a world of difference between Evelina choosing a dress for herself and simply wearing what he had selected.
Though Evelina had lived in a palace too, his understanding of wealth was clearly leagues beyond ordinary comprehension.
And yet, there was something that weighed on her.
âUm⊠Your GraceâŠâ
âYes, Evelina?â
She wanted to say how uncomfortable it felt to call him âYour Graceâ while he called her by nameâbut the words refused to leave her lips.
Instead, she smiled awkwardly and said something entirely different.
âThank you so much⊠for the gift.â
âIâm truly glad you liked it.â
Arsyn beamed brightly.
âAhâŠâ
As if recalling something, he added:
âNow that I think about it, since weâre soon to be married, I hope youâll call me by my nameâjust Arsyn, not âArchduke.ââ
âW-What? I couldnât possibly address you so informallyâŠâ
âItâs my heartâs greatest wish.â
She was about to politely refuse, but when she saw the wounded look in his eyesâlike a sad puppyâher resolve crumbled.
Though sheâd done nothing wrong, she suddenly felt guilty.
She didnât want to make the Archdukeâno, Arsynâfeel disappointed.
After a brief hesitation, she nodded shyly.
ââŠAlright.â
âAnd arenât you forgetting something?â
ââŠArsyn.â
A radiant smile lit his face the moment his name passed her lips.
âYour Grace, is the dress uncomfortable?â
âNo, it fits perfectly.â
Berri worked diligently, adjusting the gown to perfection.
Earlier, just as Evelina was about to leave the dressing room after exploring it, Arsyn had noticed a small stain on the hem of her dress and gently suggested she change into a fresh one.
She had been embarrassed by the dirt from kneeling earlier and agreed.
Though he told her to pick anything she liked, the sheer variety overwhelmed herâso she ended up choosing the gown Arsyn had admired earlier.
âIâm done, Your Grace.â
âTh-thank you, Berri.â
âItâs my honor.â
No one had ever served Evelina before. The unfamiliar kindness made her feel uneasy.
But seeing Berriâs excitement, she couldnât bear to reject her.
She remained still and said nothing.
Then, slowly and carefully, Evelina stepped out of the dressing room.
Arsyn, who had been waiting just outside, turned at the soundâand froze.
When he didnât say a word, Evelina hesitated and asked timidly:
âDoes⊠does it not suit me?â
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âThese kinds of dresses are too fancy for someone like me, arenât they? I brought another one with meâIâll go changeââ
She turned, flustered, but Arsyn swiftly caught her wrist.
âAbsolutely not.â
âHuhâŠ?â
âThe reason I didnât speak right away⊠was because you looked too breathtaking for words.â
It was the first time in her life anyone had ever called her beautiful or adorable.
She thought he was just being politeâbut the look in his eyes⊠told her otherwise.
âYou donât have to lie.â
âItâs not a lie.â
âBut⊠Iâve never heard anything like that before.â
With a shy smile, she gently smoothed the cloth that always covered her eyes.
She had never once looked someone in the eyes without it.
Even blindfolded, people found her presence unsettling.
Theyâd say they felt uneasy around her, so she avoided even sitting at the table with her family.
Meals were left outside her attic room by a young maid.
To the Duke, she had always been less than nothing. His only concern had been her older brother.
Evelina had long ago accepted it without complaint.
âI still donât know why you chose someone like me⊠But Iâll be forever grateful.â
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âThanks to you, Your GrâI mean, Arsyn⊠I spoke with my father for the first time.â
Arsynâs jaw clenched.
He wanted to murder the Duke Rutzfeld.
Cursed Princess.
That wasnât who Evelina was.
ââŠThatâs not it at all.â
âWhat?â
âI could never lie to you.â
She blinked at him, confused. Then quickly lowered her gaze.
It was instinctâpeople always got angry when she made eye contact.
âOf everyone Iâve ever met, you are⊠the most beautiful, most enchanting, and absolutely the loveliest.â
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âSo please, never belittle yourself. And donât avert your eyesâI wonât look away from you.â
Evelina cautiously lifted her head.
Arsyn met her gaze without wavering.
âIs he forcing himself to bear looking at me? Or⊠is it only because my eyes are covered?â
Perhaps heâd change if he saw her red eyes.
Even she avoided mirrors.
She covered them out of guiltâfor the discomfort others felt just by seeing them.
But Arsyn simply smiled and offered his arm.
Hesitating briefly, Evelina shyly took it and walked beside him.
âIf you go this way, youâll see my office. Over there is the dining hall. I usually spend my time working, so feel free to visit me anytime if you ever need something.â
âAlright.â
ââŠThough honestly, Iâll be the one coming to you every day, Evelina.â
Her cheeks flushed at his bold words.
He had to restrain the urge to pull her into a hug right then and there.
Just like before, her slow blush was impossibly adorable.
âThis is the garden. And at the far end, youâll find the greenhouse. Do you like roses, Evelina?â
âI do. But I especially love freesia.â
âI love freesia too.â
âReally? What a coincidence.â
She smiled gently.
Nodding, Arsyn naturally led her toward the greenhouse.
The moment he learned she liked flowers⊠he began loving them too.
He didnât know much about blooms, but the instant he found out Evelina adored them, he had the greenhouse built just for her.
Karina had initially thought Arsyn had gone madâbut the moment she heard Evelina liked flowers, she had approved without hesitation.
âHere we are.â
âIs this greenhouse new?â
âNo⊠I simply had it restored. It was left unused for some time.â
He lied with a straight face.
Judging from her earlier reaction, telling her heâd built it for her might only overwhelm her.
As Arsyn opened the door to check if the place was tidy, his expression suddenly froze.
When he didnât enter, Evelina tilted her head.
âIs something wrong?â
âOh, wellâŠâ
He quickly turned to block her view.
He was about to ask her to come back later with some excuseâbut someone beat him to it.
âArsyn, why are you standing there like a statue?â
He closed his eyes and cursed silently.
His blood boiled, but he forced a smile.
âThereâs someone inside?â Evelina whispered.
âNo. Itâs just⊠the greenhouse is messy. We can return another timeââ
Just then, the sharp tap of heels echoed through the space.
Evelina peeked through the slightly open doorâonly to find Karina walking toward them with a radiant smile.
Her eyes widened in shock.
Arsyn clicked his tongue and turned around, voice cold.
âWhat are you doing here, Mother?â
âYou really have the worst timing. Step aside, you rude child. I came to see my daughter, not you.â
She snapped her fan shut and tapped his shoulder with it.
Though he couldâve easily stood his ground, Arsyn stepped aside without protestâfor Evelinaâs sake.
âMy dear, did you enjoy the palace tour?â
âY-Yes, I did⊠Mother.â
Karinaâs face lit up with joy at the faint, hesitant word.
Evelina stole a glance.
Fortunately, Karina seemed quite fond of being called âMother.â
She turned to Arsyn.
âI believe Noel was looking for you earlier.â
âDonât lie.â
No sooner had he spoken than Noelâs voice rang out from outside.
âYour Grace, are you there?â
Arsyn clenched his teeth, glaring at Karinaâwho only smiled smugly and gestured with her fan as if to say:Â Go on now.
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