Chapter 41
I Like Him.
āā¦And then?ā
Even as I asked, I already sensed how it would end.
No way something decent could come out of imitating that disaster.
āIt all burned up while I looked away for a second.ā
āRecreating something from memory isnāt easy.ā
Thatās how it was for me, too.
When I smiled at the memory, Huperion immediately turned serious.
āI still enjoyed eating it.ā
āItās fine. I know my own skill level.ā
āI mean itā¦ā
He started to earnestly explain, flustered, but I gently held his arm.
If his favorability rises more easily than the other male leads, I could just test it.
Besides, it wasnāt often I got a chance to dress up like this.
I gave Huperion the warmest smile I could manage.
āLetās go eat something delicious. Thereās a restaurant Iāve always wanted to try.ā
āWould it be alright to go with me to a place like that?ā
āOf course. Since weāre all dressed up, we should make the most of it.ā
Leaving him grinning brightly behind me, I took the lead.
The light fabric brushing against my legs felt as soft as my mood after talking with him.
āThat sounds wonderful.ā
āAfter the meal, Iāll show you around the neighborhood.ā
āIād like that very much!ā
His bashful smile was bright enough to chase away the gloom clouding my heart.
Laughing along with him, I gently pulled on Huperionās arm.
The next day, the count and his wife started pressuring me to prepare for the engagement, but I blatantly ignored them.
They sent letters, people, and even came in person, but I coldly turned them away, saying I hadnāt made a decision yet.
But since the suitor is a prince and itās a royal marriage, I couldnāt delay forever.
Already burdened by the situation, the Count kept showing up, trying everything to convince me.
āStop being so stubborn and come home, will you?ā
āNo, thanks.ā
āUgh, whatās so great about living in that cramped little dump? You look miserable!ā
āItās more comfortable than the countās manor, so donāt worry.ā
āSiena!ā
Count Hagrives eventually shouted.
āIf you come here again, I wonāt hesitateāIāll refuse the proposal right then and there.ā
āā¦Siena, my dear.ā
Perhaps deciding to switch tactics, the Count forced an awkward, fatherly smile.
His tone softened, his manner suddenly affectionate.
āItās just⦠Itās not a good look for an unmarried young lady to live alone. Itāll ruin your reputation and shame your parentsādonāt you understand that?ā
āDonāt worry about my reputation. Itās already at rock bottom.ā
Thatās the very reason the Empress chose me as Aidenās match.
She wouldnāt pair her stepsonāwho has no blood tiesāwith someone who could support him, unless it was a woman with no value left to lose.
āSo you are determined to humiliate me.ā
āWhy are you so insistent?ā
āWhat?ā
āDid the Empress promise you something in return if this marriage happens?ā
āW-What are you talking about? This is all for your happiness.ā
Startled, the Count stammered.
He had an excellent nose for money, but when caught off guard, he had a tendency to reveal his true feelings.
Like now.
Because he still thought I was dumb, helpless, and incapable, he often let his guard down.
Thanks to that, Iād picked up a lot of useful information.
āSo he is expecting something in return.ā
What could it be? A promise of my brother Martinās promotion once he returns to the capital? My fatherās seat in the noble council?
Or maybe just something simpleācash, jewels, land?
āYou must be getting a hefty reward, then. I hope my bride price is worth it.ā
āHey now. What kind of father do you think I am? You think Iād sell off my daughter just for profit?ā
Yes.
My eyes must have said it clearly, because the Count turned red and cleared his throat.
āIām just worried about your safety, thatās all. Youāre the Crown Princeās fiancĆ©eāwhat if someone kidnaps you for ransom?ā
āFirst, I havenāt agreed to the marriage. Second, even if I did, no one would know unless you kept stirring things up. People in this village donāt even know Iām a noble.ā
āā¦ā
āPlease leave. No matter what you do, Iām not going back to the manor. Not even after Iām engaged.ā
Trying to stay calm, the Count clenched his fists and trembled in frustration.
āDonāt tell me⦠Youāre being this stubborn because of him?ā
āThatās none of your business.ā
āThe hell it isnāt! If you’re caught seeing another man and it angers the Prince, you could be charged with defaming the royal family!ā
āIām not even his fiancĆ©e yet.ā
āIām talking about afterward, dammit!ā
Clearly, the Count never thought Iād actually refuse.
Ugh. Maybe I shouldnāt have met the prince in the first place.
Once again, useless regret crept over me.
āIām doing this for you. That man should be gone already.ā
āNo.ā
āSiena!ā
āI really like Leon. A lot.ā
āHave you lost your mind? Are you crazy? Who falls for some lowborn nobodyāā
āDonāt speak of him like that. The only reason I even agreed to meet the prince was because he encouraged me to. You should be thanking him.ā
āIf he really wanted whatās best for you, he wouldāve let you go. Instead, he clings to you like deadweight. If itās too hard for you, should I get rid of him for you?ā
I gripped the broom I had been pretending to sweep with just to avoid his nagging.
Part of me wanted to swing it at him and drive him out, but I barely managed to hold back.
āFather. If you say one more word about himā¦ā
Just then, I locked eyes with someone standing at the half-open door, wearing a stiff expression.
āā¦Oh.ā
I let out a dumb sound, caught off guard.
āWhat is it?ā
The Count noticed something was wrong and turned aroundā
āand saw him.
The man who almost became his son-in-law.
Duke Damian Ortiz, pale-faced, stood at the threshold.
āD-Duke? What brings you hereā¦?ā
The Count began speaking casually, out of habit, then quickly corrected himself with awkward politeness.
Their personal relationship had long ended. He wasnāt in a position to address the Duke so informallyāat least, not for now.
āI came to ask Siena somethingā¦ā
Damianās jet-black eyes turned to me.
āBut now I have a more pressing question.ā
āWhatever it is, itās inappropriate for a man to visit his ex-fiancĆ©eās home alone. You should ask me, notāā
āItāll only take a moment, Siena.ā
Damian completely ignored the Count.
He looked only at me, waiting for my answer.
Beside him, the Count kept grumbling about boundaries and how āthis was all in the past,ā but Damian didnāt flinch.
āFather. Please go home.ā
āWhat?ā
āI need to talk with the Duke in private.ā
I pushed the Count out the door, despite his resistance.
Damian stepped in naturally as the Count stumbled outside.
āWhat brings you here?ā
āI heard you’re getting engaged.ā
āNot yet. It was just a conversation. But Iām surprised you heard.ā
I calmly corrected his assumption, though he seemed strangely uneasy.
āIs that what you came to confirm? I suppose itās not easy meeting Prince Aiden. He doesnāt seem to like people much.ā
āSiena.ā
I was about to prepare him some tea when I turned to face him.
He stood still, not even taking a seat, and stared at me like a lost child.
Iād never seen that expression on him before.
Or those eyes.
āWhatās wrong?ā
I couldnāt help but ask.
āIf you donāt want to marry the Prince, I can help you.ā
āWhy?ā
He gave a faint, bitter smile.
I wasnāt sure if it was because my question surprised him, or for some other reason.
His gaze wandered upward for a moment, then dropped to the floor, before finally settling back on me with a face as expressionless as I remembered.
Maybe Iād imagined it all.
āI thought youād ask how Iād help, not why.ā
āā¦.ā
āDo you want this marriage?ā
āI wouldnāt say I want it⦠but I donāt have a good reason to refuse.ā
āBecause itās a royal command?ā
āThatās the biggest reason, yes.ā
He frowned slightly, but then nodded like it wasnāt worth making a fuss.
I filled the kettle with water and set it on the stove, then took out the finest white porcelain cups I had.
In this house, they were the most expensive things I owned.
Of course, they probably looked cheap to Damian.
āBe honest with meāā