16. Ruin.
Even though Nox had said that, I couldnāt give up without trying anything.
So, grasping at straws, I wandered around from place to place.
I went to the administration office, lawyers, and even the police. I considered organizing collective action and visited other tenants, but no one would engage with me once they heard it was under an imperial decree.
An imperial order that supersedes the law.
The landlord is above the creator, and above that, the Emperor.
I never imagined Iād experience a society this imperialist, this feudal, so vividly.
āSigh. My building, my future, my hopeā¦ā
I sat in a cafƩ with a good view of the building and muttered blankly.
It had become routine to gaze at it longingly, like staring at an ex-boyfriend I hadnāt wanted to leave but was forced to part ways with.
Watching the workers busily moving back and forth, as if something was indeed being done, only made my insides boil with frustration.
āWhat exactly are they building?ā
That high, oppressive wall didnāt look like something for a welfare facility.
I was curious, but the intimidating men guarding the entrance chased me off so fiercely that I couldnāt get anywhere near.
One day, after time had passed and Iād moved from anger to resignation, I noticed something suspicious while sitting at the cafĆ© again in the late afternoon.
The tall, rough wall remained the same, but carriages were entering from a rear entrance, not the one by the street.
It wouldnāt have been strange for people to come and go at a welfare facility, but all the carriages were the elegant kind used by nobles.
āThis is suspicious.ā
It was supposed to be a welfare facility for commoners, but all the visitors were clearly nobles.
So I watched for a few days, and it was always the same.
I got up from the cafƩ and slowly made my way toward the building.
I figured that, since Iām a noble too, I might be able to get in.
āHm.ā
I hid around a corner and observed the people entering.
My hunch was right. Everyone was dressed in extravagant clothing.
I suddenly realized how plain I looked in comparison, but since Iād already come this far, I decided I might as well snoop around. I straightened my clothes.
Then, holding my chin high with confidence, I headed to the front gate.
My heart was pounding, but I tried to blend in naturally with the othersāonly to be stopped right away.
āWhat is it?ā
I looked up at the security guard who had grabbed me with a frown.
āWhy?ā
āPlease show your invitation.ā
āIām Siena from the House of Hargreaves.ā
āEven so, you cannot enter without an invitation.ā
I tried to push past him, but the burly man blocked the way so completely that I couldnāt move forward at all.
Even when I tried to peek around him, he shifted his body to block my view.
āI just forgot to bring it. The House of Hargreaves must be on the guest list.ā
āEven if it is, Iāve been ordered not to let anyone in without the physical invitation.ā
The tighter-than-expected security only raised more suspicions.
I glared at the guard, but he remained still, hands behind his back.
āPlease come back with the invitation.ā
He stepped forward threateningly.
As the large man loomed closer, casting a shadow over my whole body, I got scared.
Reluctantly backing away, I glared at him as I retreated, a small act of defiance.
But when our eyes met, he shot me a threatening look that clearly meant āGet lost.ā
Startled, I quickly turned the corner and ran away.
āI need to find out whatās going on inside to come up with a plan.ā
But I had no idea who to askāor howāto get an invitation.
Since the building now belonged to the imperial family, the invitations must have been sent out by them. Most nobles probably received one.
āDid my parents get one too?ā
But I couldnāt just barge in and demand an invitation from parents who hadnāt contacted me once.
Even mentioning the invitation might get me thrown out immediately under the excuse of the agreement.
āWho else can I askā¦?ā
Actually, someone did come to mind.
The greatest beneficiary of our fund, and someone who surely received an imperial invitation: Duke Damian Ortiz.
But if I were to ask him for an invitation, Iād have to explain why I wanted it.
āShould I just say Iām curious and want to see it?ā
After all, I had told him never to see me again, even listing the places we might bump into each other and asking him to avoid them. And now Iād show up asking for an invitation with some flimsy excuse?
I had some shame; I couldnāt do that.
āOr should I tell him everything?ā
Actually, I designed the fund you invested in.
I need to find out why this situation occurred.
Please help me.
Like that.
āā¦ā¦ā
Either way, I didnāt like it.
But I couldnāt think of any other options.
Damian was the only high-ranking noble I knew, and he was involved.
* * *
The next day, I stood before the grand front door of Duke Ortizās mansion.
I reached for the doorbell but hesitated. Then reached again, then hesitated again.
After repeating that several times, I finally managed to press it with my eyes tightly shut.
A few seconds passedāwhat felt like an eternityāand the heavy front door opened to reveal a familiar man.
āItās been a while, Lady Siena.ā
The butler bowed politely as he opened the door.
āIndeed. Have you been well?ā
āIām always the same. Are you here to see the Duke?ā
āI donāt have an appointment, but I have urgent business.ā
āI see. The Duke is in the middle of important work right now. Would you mind waiting a moment? Iāll inform him right away.ā
āOf course.ā
āThis way, my lady.ā
The white-haired butler, who had served the Ortiz estate for many years, must have been surprised to see meāsomeone who had broken off an engagementāsuddenly appear, but he remained composed.
Without showing any emotion, he led me to the drawing room and left.
A short while later, he returned with a silver tray holding neatly cut fruit, cookies, and the lavender Earl Grey tea I always drank whenever I visited.
āPlease enjoy while you wait. Iāve informed the Dukeāhe will be with you shortly.ā
āThank you.ā
With a faint smile, the butler left the room again.
Left alone, I anxiously reached for the teacup.
I hadnāt had much of an appetite lately, barely eating, and though the fruit and cookies looked good, I couldnāt bring myself to touch them.
I rehearsed what I wanted to say to Damian, going over it in my head and muttering under my breath while I waited.
āSigh.ā
After emptying the teacup, I took a deep breath and finally looked around the drawing room.
It was a familiar space.
In fact, the whole mansion was, but especially this room I had visited since childhoodāit now felt oddly unfamiliar.
As I was quietly looking around, I heard the door open and quickly stood up.
Damian walked in, loosening his tie with a weary look on his face.
āHelloāā
āI thought that kind of letter meant you didnāt want to see me again.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
I stopped mid-bow.
I had sent Damian a letter listing the places I absolutely couldnāt give up, asking that we never run into each other at those locations.
āYes, that was the intent behind that letter.ā
āThen?ā
āSomething urgent came up that I need to discuss.ā
āWhat is it?ā
Damian furrowed his brows slightly and stared at me intently.
His gaze slowly scanned me, as if trying to read my intentions, and just when it began to feel burdensome, he sat down on the sofa.
āI also have something I wanted to ask, so this works out. Letās sit and talk.ā
āAlright.ā
As I sat, his gaze followed me and landed on the table.
He noticed the empty teacup and untouched plates of fruit and cookies.
āYou shouldāve asked for more tea.ā
āNo, thank you. I know you’re busy, so let me get straight to the point. Have you received an invitation from the imperial family?ā
āWho knows. Iāve been turning down all invitations lately, so I havenāt checked closely.ā
āThen thatās perfect. Please transfer that invitation to me.ā
Damian stared at me for a moment, then called the butler and instructed him to bring all the unopened mail from his office.
He also told him to refill my teacup.
I declined again, hoping to get the invitation quickly and leave, but Damian didnāt budge.
That hadnāt changed. I figured it would be useless to argue, so I kept quiet.
āWhy do you need the invitation?ā
āI designed the structure of the real estate fund you invested in.ā
āWhat?ā
āIāve suffered a loss because the building was forcibly seized, and I recently discovered itās being used for something suspicious. I want to check it out.ā