Chapter : 26
I asked the frozen Luke.
âDo you really think Father can stand against the Crown Prince and win?â
âLyn, you donât have to worry about thatâŠâ
âLuke!â
I cut him off.
Right now, I didnât need a brother trying to gently reassure his little sister.
Lukeâs eyes widened at the firmness in my voice.
âIf I donât worry, then who will? Fatherâs problems are ours, yours and mine, anyway.â
ââŠâŠ.â
Lukeâs eyes widened even more.
I asked him again, not letting up.
âDo you think Father and Mother can beat Calix?â
âOf course. Of course we can win. I donât understand why youâre saying such things. You donât have to worry about anything.â
Win? What win?
Weâll lose, Luke. Weâll lose!
âNo, Luke! Father canât beat Calix. If we stay here, everyoneâs going to die!â
âLyn!â
Luke called my name in surprise.
His face had already gone pale.
But I wanted to finish saying what I had to.
Because my situation was desperateâand because I wanted to save Luke too.
âIf Father canât stop, then we have to run. Thereâs no need for you and me to die hereâŠâ
âLyn! Stop! What on earth is wrong with you? I could understand if you said you didnât want to marry Duke Leon. But now, because of you, Father would have to break a promise he madeâand you want to run away? Why are you acting like this all of a sudden? Father and I will protect you!â
Lukeâs face was flushed red, and his voice, scolding me, carried a restrained anger.
He doesnât think we could possibly fail!
He isnât even considering breaking the agreements already made.
Heâs just holding back his anger so he wonât get mad at my changed feelings.
I felt powerless.
It was clear now that joining Luke in exile wasnât an option.
I quickly regained my composure.
I had to resolve this situation fast.
With a completely natural expression, I changed my face in an instant.
âSorry, Luke. Youâre right! Father and you will protect me. I was just saying unnecessary things. I guess I got scared just knowing that Crown Prince Eden Darkus is involved in all this. I have nothing to worry aboutâŠâ
There was no point in telling Luke the full truth, as he had no intention of running away with me anyway.
Hearing me, Luke immediately relaxed his rigid expression.
âYeah, Lyn. You really donât have to worry about anything.â
From Lukeâs point of view, I probably seemed like a childish little sister. But the moment I changed my attitude, he looked filled with affection for me.
Sigh⊠such a good brother. But heâll die too, wonât he.
I felt a pang in my heart again.
âLuke, I was just anxious and said those things without meaning it, so donât worry. And donât tell Father I said any of this, heâll just worry. Okay?â
I tried to seal my lips one last time and left his room.
But Luke grabbed my arm and asked,
âLyn, you really didnât mean that about running away, right?â
âYeah, it was just something I said. Really. Iâll go now.â
I forced a bright smile and walked out of his room.
The next day, I didnât even want to go for a walk.
In a year and a half, I was destined to die by the sword anyway. What was the point of building stamina by walking?
I spent the whole day cooped up in my room, feeling listless.
The day after that, still sprawled on my bed, I was summoned by Father to his office.
I had been to his office before, but never called there by him.
Feeling a little uneasy, I entered the office, and my impulse to immediately leave returned when I saw the other two already there.
There were three men: Father with a stern expression, Luke looking serious, and somehow Eden, who looked rather pleased.
Ha!
Why did the three of them call me?
There was only one reason.
The exile plan I had told Eden, and the escape plan I had told Lukeâthey had shared everything.
I should have knownâthey both have mouths as light as feathers!
As soon as I closed the door, Father called my name, full of anger.
âKaelin Brockburk!â
Using my full name, not a nickname.
âYes, Father.â
âIs it true that you wanted to run away?â
I glared at Eden.
At that moment, Eden wasnât a crown prince or anything. He was just a careless, bad man.
âAnswer me, Kaelin.â
Fatherâs voice, strict as if scolding my gaze, demanded a response.
ââŠYes, Father.â
I already knew they knew everything, so lying wasnât an option.
âWhy on earth did you plan such a thing?! The daughter of Luke Brockburk, Chancellor of the Everetian Empire, attempting to defect to another empireâdo you think thatâs acceptable?!â
I had never seen anger like that in Fatherâs eyes before.
From his perspective, it was natural to be furious that his daughter didnât trust him and secretly thought of running away.
I had no answer, so I just lowered my head.
Father, still agitated, continued speaking.
âKaelin, why? Why would youâ!â
But then he paused, as if trying to calm down.
He let out a deep sigh, then continued in a slightly calmer tone.
âWhy do you dislike Duke Leon? Youâve always liked him, havenât you? You returned to Everlen because of your marriage to Leon. I worked with the Empress for your sake from the start. If Calix becomes Emperor, he would eventually kill Duke Leon. The man who would be your husband and the father of your child, Duke Leon. For the Duke you love⊠for youâŠâ
Father choked slightly as he spoke, holding back tears.
!!!!!!!
Seeing him swallow his tears and pour out his heart, my heart ached too.
Though I had only been possessed for half a year, the Duke, who had always treated me warmly and shown true love to Kaelin, made me feel the same affection I had for my own father.
Why did I set up such a ridiculous early scenario in the story?
Why did I have to be possessed as Kaelin?
And why did the possession happen so late in the timeline?
If I had been possessed earlier, I could have arrived before saying I would marry Leon.
Being trapped in a situation where I clearly would die and couldnât avoid it was frustrating and sad.
âIâm sorry, Father. But I canât follow the path youâve chosen. Iâm even more sorry because this was the path you chose for my sake.â
I couldnât offer any other explanation or excuse, so all I could do was sincerely apologize to Father.
The anger in his face had softened to only sadness.
He seemed like a father so full of love for his daughter that he couldnât even scold her properly.
In a low voice, he asked,
âIs it that you donât trust your father?â
HaâŠ
What should I say?
âFather, I just want to step away from all of this. Iâm afraid of the Empressâ plan to poison the Emperor, the already-planned AoLium attack by the Darkus Empire, and Duke Leonâs rebellion. Iâm not afraid because I donât trust you⊠I just want to run away.â
Iâm sorryâŠ
But I donât want to die.
If thereâs a way to survive, I want to take it.
Luke, who had been silent, finally spoke.
âKaelin, if you trust Father and me, you can stay here. You donât have to do anything. And if you donât like Duke Leon, you donât have to marry him. Father and I will protect you, so why think about abandoning your family and running away?â
It was frustrating that I couldnât tell them I knew the endingâthat Father, Luke, and even I would die.
What a horrible situationâŠ
The three of us kept repeating the same conversation over and over like a broken record.
During that, I happened to look at Edenâs face.
My sadness and frustration quickly turned to extreme annoyance when I saw him.
Unlike the somber atmosphere of our family, Eden looked endlessly cheerful.
That guy is the type you canât ever really like, no matter how hard you try.
Just then, Fatherâs voice rang with finality, piercing my gaze at Eden.
âKaelin, you only need to follow your fatherâs and brotherâs will. Donât be stubborn. From now on, youâre forbidden from going out alone.â
I snapped awake.
Hearing Fatherâs firm voice, I steeled myself and answered.
âAlright, Father. Exile is impossible now. I have to give up. But one thing remainsâI will never support Leon.â
I couldnât give Calix any reason to kill me.
At that moment, a bright, cheerful voice broke through the heavy mood.
It was Eden.
âDuke, unfortunate. Your daughterâs tastes seem to have changed midway⊠enough to want to run away.â
Ha, seriously!
That Eden!
In fact, the reason Father couldnât step back was largely because of his promise with that guy.
âCrown Prince, please leave. I donât understand why you interfere with our family conversation.â
I said sharply.
A man who shackles my father for his own countryâs benefit, and would kill any exile who isnât useful to his empire.
I now fully felt Eden was the root of this problem.
Yet Eden spoke cheerfully, completely ignoring my sharp glare and tone.
âI was here patiently witnessing such a tearful, touching scene because I had something very important to discuss.â
What are you talking about?
I glared at Eden, who was standing a little apart from Father.
Father then addressed Eden.
âCrown Prince, please tell us what proposal you wish to make.â
Proposal?
What proposal?
Just as I looked at Eden again, he locked eyes with me and said,
âLyn, as an exile, I cannot promise to guarantee your life.â
I know!
I already understood that last time, so why does he need to say it again?
I was annoyed just listening to him, and annoyed that he was sitting here at all.
âI know! I already told you I wouldnât defect to the Darkus Empire!â
I barely restrained my anger as I answered.
But Eden, as if trying to calm me, said,
âWhoa, whoa! Donât get so excited. You have to hear me out.â
ââŠ.â
The more I listened, the angrier I was getting.
Yet what he said next wasnât just anger-inducingâit was utterly absurd.
âNot as an exile, but if you come to me as my wife, as Crown Princess of the Darkus Empire, I will gladly accept you. Of course, I will not kill my wife. I guarantee it, on the honor of the Darkus Empire.â
â!!!!!!!!!!!!!!â