Chapter : 07
As soon as I left the mansion and stepped onto the walking path, I spoke to Eden.
āYour Highness Crown Prince Eden! You donāt need to give me books or gifts anymore, so I hope you wonāt show up out of the blue like this to bother me again.ā
āOh, oh! Bother you? I just came because I had an important appointment with your father today. I hope thereās no misunderstanding.ā
An important appointment?
Hmph! Lying.
What important appointment could you possibly have with my father!
āI see. Then I suppose we wonāt be seeing each other again?ā
I asked, locking eyes with him as if expecting a definite answer.
āWell, if itās worth seeing, I might. But isnāt there a memory you want me to forget? I think you said youād help me forget it properly.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
I donāt care whether he remembers or not. I just want to make sure we donāt see each other again.
Seeing me glare at him silently with annoyance, Eden continued.
āI have a feeling Iāll see you again, Caelin, whether in Everlen or in my own country, the Dakkus Empire. Thatās why I brought a book as a gift to make a good impression. But it seems your thoughts are a little different from mine.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
Yes, different! Completely different.
In the novel I wrote, we wouldnāt see each other again.
But youāve already appeared in front of me far too often, unlike the story.
Unable to say āLetās stop meeting,ā I kept my mouth shut while Eden went on.
āLetās meet again, Caelin, whether in Everlen or in the Dakkus Empire.ā
I said we wouldnāt meet again!
Even in Everlen, we wouldnāt meet, so why on earth would I go to your country, the Dakkus Empire, to see you?
Ah⦠but if heās talking about seeing me in Dakkus, does that mean heāll return soon?
āYouāre returning to the Dakkus Empire?ā I asked.
āSoon, yes.ā
Heās leaving.
And that was a somewhat welcome piece of news.
Feeling a bit lighter, I politely replied,
āAh, then please take care on your way back. Stay healthy.ā
Stay healthy and safe.
And donāt get hurt later when you fight Calix.
Since youāre just a supporting character, I havenāt written your story in detail, so I donāt even know if youāll get hurt.
āYouāre saying goodbye as if we wonāt meet again. Who knows when weāll see each other next,ā Eden muttered with a strangely cheerful expression.
Why is he so happy about that?
I tilted my head, puzzled at his inscrutable emotion, as Eden nodded slightly and began walking away.
As his figure grew smaller in my sight, I felt my heart lighten.
Finally, when he completely disappeared from view, I hurried back home.
The moment of being flustered by the book he brought had passed, and I had to read the book I received.
Ah, finally! A feast for my mind and my eyes awaits!
I carefully unwrapped the layers of neatly packaged books.
āDaughter of the Dukeās Houseā¦.ā
Right! Daughter of the Dukeās Houseā¦
ā!!!!!!!ā
Damn it!
You wretched man!!!!!!!!!!!
After sending all the maids away, I carefully held the book in my arms, locked the door to ensure no one could see, and unwrapped the package. The bookās title was: āIntroduction to Philosophy for the Cultured Daughter of the Dukeās House.ā
That bastardā¦
My clenched fist trembled with fury.
The next day, having recovered my composure after refusing to take a walk the day before because Eden had stopped me, I left the house again for my walk.
But as soon as I stepped outside, a lavish carriage had stopped in front of my house.
Who could it be?
The carriage door opened, and a middle-aged man stepped out.
He approached me and said,
āYou must be the daughter of Duke Brockburk. Where are you headed?ā
āUm⦠whoā¦?ā
I wasnāt sure if it was appropriate to ask.
Fortunately, he seemed unbothered by my reaction and readily introduced himself.
āYou donāt remember me, I see. I am Rastus Kerkain, Marquis. I came to see your father, the Duke.ā
āOh⦠hello? My father is inside. I was just going out for a walk, so Iāll see you next time.ā
Even though he said who he was, I still didnāt know him. I just pretended I did.
He nodded at my response and headed toward the entrance, while I continued down the walking path.
Rastus Kerkain.
Kerkain⦠who was that again?
The name was on my character relationship chart, but I couldnāt recall exactly who he was.
Marquis Kerkain�
Ah! Thatās him!
I finally remembered who he was.
Calixās father, the Emperor, was Klaus Everlen, and Calixās biological mother, the former Empress, died when Calix was around ten.
Shortly afterward, the Emperor remarried.
The new Empressās name was Rainer Kerkain.
She had become the Emperorās consort immediately after the former Empress gave birth to Calix, and shortly after became a mother herself.
Her illegitimate son was Leon, now a Duke.
The new Empress also had a younger brother: Rastus Kerkain.
The man visiting my home was the younger brother of the new and current Empress, Rainer Kerkain.
Despite my strong demand that my father support Calix, he stubbornly adhered to his previous plan for unknown reasons.
So this man must have come to strengthen the alliance between my father and the Empress for the rebellion plot.
A red warning light flashed in my head, and my heart raced.
I couldnāt understand why my father, who initially supported the rebellion because of my love for Leon, continued to maintain close ties with the Empressās faction.
My father had joined the rebellion under the condition that I, in love with Leon, be placed with the Empress.
Thus, since I refused to marry Leon, I assumed my father would easily let go of the Empressās hand.
However, for some reason, my father insisted it was too late to turn back and wouldnāt change his stance.
Had he gone too deep to break the agreement with the Empressās faction?
Was it difficult to break a pact once made?
Did he believe Duke Leonās future was more secure than Calixās?
Or was it because the changes in my relationship with Calix werenāt yet apparent?
I considered all these possibilities.
Perhaps these were the reasons my father refused to change his mind.
So for now, my only option was to let my father see firsthand that Calix loved me and I loved him.
When would I see Calix next?
Ah, the jousting tournament!
In the novel I wrote, the next episode was the Royal Jousting Tournament, scheduled just a few days away.
Rastus Kerkainās visit only made me more anxious. I resolved to show Calix my affection more actively during the tournament.
Though Calix had acted indifferent at the previous royal party, by now, he was undoubtedly burning with desire for me.
Wait, Calix! For both our sakes, Iāll do my best!
Finally, the day of the Everlen Empireās annual jousting tournament arrived.
It was a tournament using wooden lances instead of real ones.
Even with wooden lances, the competition was fierce, serious, and dangerous.
Before the match, participants would march around the oval arena once and line up at the center.
The arena had tiered seating, and the audience cheered, clapped, and shouted as the participants passed by.
This march was what young unmarried men and women of Everlen eagerly awaited every year.
Women could tie handkerchiefs to the lances of men they admired to show affection or confess love, and men could similarly ask for luck from the women they admired.
It was a public display of romance.
In my novel, Caelin would tie a handkerchief to Leonās lance.
Calix, seeing this, would attack Leon and unseat him, leaving Leon injured for months.
But I intended to tie my handkerchief to Calixās lance, not Leonās.
I had to help him, who was weak against love, and for our relationship to progress quickly.
Behind Calix rode Leon, followed by numerous nobles and knights.
I held the handkerchief, scented with flower perfume, tightly, waiting for Calix to approach.
Finally, Calixās horse neared, passing right in front of the stands where I sat.
āCrownā¦!ā
I was about to call the Crown Prince.
āCaelin!ā
It was Leon.
Leon, riding right behind the Crown Prince, stopped in front of me and called my name.
Go! Go away!
Calix is watching!
I quickly turned to check Calixās face, throwing Leon a cold glance.
Huh?
He was just in front of me, but where did he go?
Calix had already passed by me calmly, continuing the march.
Did he just go past me?
Without even glancing at my handkerchief?
Seriously, why is he like this?
Show your feelings already!
I am not the Caelin from the novel.
Seeing only the back of Calix, I fumed internally.
Meanwhile, Leon waited.
āCaelin Brockburk, will you give me your handkerchief?ā
Seriously?
Everyoneās eyes were on us.
At that moment, Calix glanced back at me and Leon.
Of course!
He would be angry if I tied the handkerchief for Leon.
I was about to refuse Leon, but before I could, Calix turned his head away and continued forward in his direction!
ā!!!!!ā
Oh, come on!
I was about to refuse Leon, and he couldnāt resist looking backā¦
Frustrated, I turned back to Leon.
I had clearly replied to his engagement letter before, stating I would break the engagement and supported the Crown Prince, making my stance clear.
Why canāt he let go?
I wrote him as a passionate, pure first love in my novel.
What should I do?
Leon openly asking for my handkerchief, with so many eyes watchingā¦
Peopleās eyes remained fixed on us, especially the Empress sitting next to the Emperor, watching me intently.
The Empressā¦
No, I cannot!
I must stay alert! I cannot give any indication of joining the rebellion!
I hardened my resolve and said to Leon,
āYour Grace, may luck be with you. But my handkerchiefā¦ā
I intended to give it to my brother, Luke.
Suddenly, next to Leon, a familiar face appeared on a horse.
ā!!!ā
It was Crown Prince Eden.
Damn it! What is he doing here?
I thought he said he would return to his country.
Why is he still here?
Even more absurd was what Eden said next:
āYou were going to give me your handkerchief, Caelin.ā
What?
Iām supposed to give it to you?
When did I ever say that?!!