Chapter 18..
Of course, the teacher had definitely said so.
I looked at Erik with slightly resentful eyes and confessed the truth.
âMy parents couldnât come due to circumstances. I only found out about the event late because I transferred schools, so they couldnât adjust their schedule.â
The teacher looked flustered and apologized.
âOh⊠Iâm sorry. I had no idea.â
âItâs okay. I can just go home next time.â
âAs you know, my parents had to leave earlier for other commitments.â
Erik seemed to be repeating the reason he had probably mentioned to the teacher on my behalf.
The teacher, with a look of sympathy fading, shrugged his shoulders.
âAlright. If itâs your wish to both work today, then letâs finish the RFID tag task today.â
âRoger, Miss Shellen.â
I was dumbfounded seeing Erik get up from his seat so casually. I couldnât tell whether he had come alone or if he had just left his parents behind.
As the teacher wished, until we finished the tagging task, the library truly had not a single visitor.
âSee, guys? Maya will be thrilled when she comes next week.â
âSheâs in third grade and busy, so of course weâll handle it.â
I greeted Miss Shellen while standing next to Erik, who was speaking casually.
âHave a great weekend, Miss Shellen.â
Walking down the hall with Erik afterward wasnât exactly easy. Our last conversation had been a mess.
âThat canât be. Someone as perfect as you wouldnât make a mistake.â
âItâs just⊠I shouldnât get involved with you.â
Yet the RS, which Erik was part of, had provided exactly the measures I needed.
Could it be that he had figured out the problem because of my harsh tone that day?
âŠNo, thatâs impossible. RS probably wanted to protect Liam, not me.
Still, the fact remains that I had acted stubbornly and inadequately that day, so it was best to apologize.
Just as I resolved to do so, Erik pushed the library door open.
âUmâŠâ
âMaybeâŠâ
Our attempts to break the awkward silence overlapped, and we both laughed lightly.
âYou go first.â
Erik didnât waste the opportunity and spoke immediately.
âSorry.â
âŠThatâs what I wanted to say. Why are you saying it?
âIâm sorry for saying whatever I wanted about our first date at the magic show, which put you in a difficult position.â
âNo, it just⊠happenedâŠâ
âThe weather was nice that day, and I guess I got a bit carried away. Sorry.â
If he apologizes repeatedly like this, what am I supposed to do?
âIâm the one who should apologize. What happened on the bulletin board had nothing to do with you. Even if that really was our first date, they had no right to say such things.â
Erik paused for a moment, then asked,
ââŠYou really think so?â
âDonât you? Are you supposed to get permission from them before a date?â
âNo.â
I exhaled deeply and said,
âIâm sorry for getting mad at you even though it wasnât your fault. I⊠just acted like them too. Sorry.â
âYouâre different.â
Erik disagreed once just to be polite and extended his right hand.
âSince weâve both apologized, letâs make up.â
Weâre not seven years oldâŠ
Even as I thought that, I chuckled and shook his large hand.
âAlright.â
Once we did, the handshake felt surprisingly effective. The warmth in our hands made the reconciliation feel much more genuine.
A large sedan was parked in front of the library, waiting to pick him up.
âIâll give you a ride home to celebrate our reconciliation.â
Erik offered generously, but I waved him off in embarrassment.
âOh, my parents didnât know today was Parentâs Day. They had important plans, so I didnât tell them in case theyâd cancelâŠâ
Erik tilted his head slightly.
âIs that really a problem? Iâm just asking if I can give you a ride since Iâm passing by. It shouldnât matter if your house isnât empty.â
He was absolutely right. Using public transport to leave the school is inconvenient, and thereâs no real reason to visit home often. On weekends, visiting home is always fine in Branel.
But still, I didnât expect that Erikâs house would be in the same direction as mine. Maybe he lived somewhere nearby?
So I still answered hesitantly.
âMy house is pretty farâŠâ
Erik shrugged.
âZarva, right? Where exactly?â
Living in Zarva isnât something you easily forget. Erik, of course, had more reason to remember where I livedâŠ
ââŠJakobsbery.â
âMy house is in Yurs Holm, so Iâm heading north. A little detour isnât a big deal.â
But going to Jakobsbery on the way to Yurs Holm isnât just a small detour. Erik must know that.
âOr do you still not want to get involved with me?â
Wow⊠so petty.
But since he turned my words back at me, I couldnât refuse his consideration. Acting like I didnât want to get involved again would ruin the sincerity of my apology.
In the end, I called my parents, and they were delighted to hear I was coming home. Iâd never spent two weeks apart from them.
Still, sitting next to Erik in the back of a luxury sedan I had never even seen before, all my accumulated worries threatened to collapse like an avalanche.
If the director saw me in this car, he wouldnât be pleasedâŠ
âUm.â
I tried not to bring up the directorâs disapproval and changed the subject.
âThe notice from RS⊠it wasnât just because of me, I guess, butâŠâ
In the dark green of the car at sunset, his eyes fixed on me.
âStill, thanks. Even though itâs nothing, that bulletin board bothered me more than I realized.â
âOf course it did.â
Erik spoke as if he understood me. He hadnât cared about the comparisons between Liam and him on the bulletin board, leaving me alone for a whole year.
âFrom now on, Iâll also be careful. Itâs not right for anyone to be hurt because of me.â
Thatâs when I remembered what Olivia had told me:
âLast year, Christina constantly harassed Erikâs mentor, a second-year senior, and eventually sent him abroad!â
Could it really be true?
âDo you want to go back to school together?â
âHuh?â
I snapped out of my daydream at his unexpected offer. So he wanted to return to school together after the weekend?
It wasnât necessary. On Sundays, my parents would be free to take me, and Jakobsbery and Yurs Holm werenât really in the same directionâŠ
âThanks, but itâs okay. My dadâs free on Sunday anyway.â
When I politely declined his somewhat surprising offer, Erik suddenly asked,
âCan I follow you on Instagram just in case?â
âMe? My accountâs private, and thereâs nothing to seeâŠâ
He chuckled at my awkward reply.
âOf course, I donât expect any amazing content from your account. Mine isnât special either.â
Even if I canât remember the exact number of followers, Erik probably has an account as impressive as Liamâs.
âAnyway, contact your parents if thereâs a problem. Youâre suddenly going home.â
âAhâŠâ
Could following Erik on Instagram cause more trouble?
But I canât let such worries stop me from doing anythingâŠ
So I awkwardly nodded.
âThanks. You can do the same.â
Oops.
I immediately regretted adding that last part reflexively. To a normal classmate, it would have been polite, but to Erik Branel, riding in a car with a driver, it just sounded silly.
Of course, Erik tried not to laugh at my foolish words, but I clearly saw the corner of his mouth twitch.
âAre you really okay with me not giving you a ride home?â
By the time we arrived at the apartment, the sun had already set. Erik seemed reluctant to let me go up alone.
âEven if that really was our first date. . .â Oh boy, our girl doesnât even realize sheâs flirting. đł