Chapter 05…
The small storage room felt even more cramped because of Erikâs large frame.
Too closeâŠ
If the door were to open and someone saw us like this, it would be obvious that we might be mistaken for being in some kind of special relationshipâŠ!
âTh-then, maybe we shouldâŠâ
I tried to turn my body slightly to avoid his shoulder, which seemed just about to touch my chin, and Erik took a step back as far as he could, apologizing once again.
âAh, sorry.â
That was the tenth apology today.
Even so, we were still close enough that our breaths could brush against each other.
Turning my body didnât really helpâŠ!
I just avoided locking eyes with his unreadable green eyes, but my shoulder was still pressed against his chest.
Erikâs upper body, honed by countless exercises, was solid and so warm that the air conditioning weâd just been enjoying seemed meaningless.
In no time, the small storage room was filled with his heat.
It wouldâve been better to awkwardly walk together through the corridors than be stuck like thisâŠ!
Then, a voice came from beyond the door.
âDid you leave something behind, Christina?â
It had to be the librarian, coming out into the hallway to leave for the day.
âAh! Hello, Miss Schellin. Is Erik still working?â
Her high-pitched voice rang out nearby, and Erikâs low sigh reached my ears.
Whatâs going on? Heâd avoided her the whole time at the library, so is Christina just chasing him around unilaterally? Do they have some kind of family connection or something?
Soon, I heard the librarianâs sympathetic reply.
âOh dear, he just left, maybe you missed him.â
âExcuse me? Iâve been waiting right by the doorâŠâ
Suddenly, Erik reached toward the door.
Is he really going to open it now?!
I panicked, thinking heâd finally given in, but instead, he held the doorknob tightly so that it wouldnât open.
Thanks to that, I had to continue eavesdropping on the librarian and Christinaâs conversation in the cramped silence.
The librarian had a good idea.
âOh, maybe he went out the back because of the recycling?â
Ah, right. RecyclingâŠ!
It finally occurred to me that I had left the cardboard box under the desk, and I banged my forehead lightly on the door.
âThe back door?â
Christina asked urgently, then quickly added:
âTh-then, see you next time! Goodbye!â
After the hurried sound of her footsteps faded, a complete silence fell.
Relaxing from the tension, I muttered, forgetting who was next to me.
âHey, did she owe you money or something?â
The silence stretched for a few seconds after that.
Well, of course. Who else in Sweden would ask the heir of Branel if theyâd borrowed money from a classmate and not paid it back?
Before I could take back what Iâd said in embarrassment, a soft chuckle came from above.
Looking up in surprise, Erik was smiling brightly.
Even laughing at a trivial joke amidst mops and dusters, he shone with a kind of mysterious radiance, like an actor on stage.
No wonder girls were always chasing him.
I tried to ignore that smile, but the more I relaxed, the louder Erikâs laughter became.
It even seemed to tap my shoulder, which was pressed against his chest.
Eventually, I couldnât help but laugh along with him and asked,
âAre you laughing at this situation?â
We could have gone out into the hallway by now.
Erik looked down at me, holding the doorknob firmly.
âThereâs probably just one person in school who owes me money.â
His unexpected words made the smile on my face vanish awkwardly.
Surely he wasnât talking about meâŠ?
I had no debts owed to him, at least.
But there was no benefit to continuing this conversation, so I quickly changed the subject.
âIs that so? Well⊠I am curious who this impressive person might be.â
As I forced my voice, his green eyes darkened with the same meaningful expression as on the first day.
Perfectly green, yet calm, his face now had his brows clearly furrowed.
I resolutely continued, pretending not to notice.
âFirst, can you open the door? Looks like your debtor has already left.â
Just as Erik shrugged, the door finally opened.
Stepping into the empty hallway, I heard a voice behind me.
âIâll pay you back for today separately.â
I hated the idea of being owed by Branel.
But I couldnât just ignore it, and when I looked back, he was still watching me with that unsettling gaze.
A look that awakened the survival instincts of the weak.
Alright, now itâs my turn to run from the lion.
I hurriedly said goodbye.
âFine then. See you Friday.â
Despite having apologized to me ten times that day, Erik didnât even bother to smile.
He only replied with a straight face:
âNo, youâll see me tomorrow too. Forgot? Weâre in the same class.â
Damn, he was right.
In the evening, I ran to the dormitory to avoid being late for dinner, my heart fluttering pathetically like a startled deer.
No, it wasnât fear or surprise⊠I was just running too fast.
Even though no one asked, I found myself making excuses.
When I finally reached the cafeteria and gasped for breath, my eyes fell on Christinaâs empty seat. Imagining her fumbling with the recycling bins made my mouth bitter.
Karin said to the dorm supervisor:
âChristina isnât feeling well.â
Ah⊠just thirty minutes ago she had been running around so briskly.
It was an interesting subject, but I pretended not to care and looked down.
The teacher gave a model response.
âOh dear, tell her to drink some warm water and rest well.â
Yeah, if youâre going to fake being sick, please do it properlyâŠ
But unlike Erik, it felt like my troubles werenât over yetâŠ
My bad feeling was confirmed even before I returned to my room.
Christina, looking perfectly healthy, was standing in front of my door.
âHej, Vivi.â
She greeted me as naturally as if weâd talked ten times before and introduced herself.
âIs this our first proper conversation? Iâm Christina Oxenscherna.â
ââŠNice to meet you, Christina.â
Despite my lukewarm response, she remained friendly and asked:
âItâs your third day here, right? How do you like Branel so far?â
âWell, Iâm not sure yet.â
Trying to hide my discomfort, I replied, and she glanced briefly at my door.
I gritted my teeth. I hoped Olivia would be my first guest in my roomâŠ
âOh, my roomâs empty, nothing inside yet.â
So, shall we just talk here briefly?
âŠOf course, I couldnât say that directly.
âIf itâs okay, would you like to come in for a bit?â
Silly, naive Vivi.
âThanks.â
Christina smiled kindly, as if returning the favor, and took a step back.
As I reluctantly opened the door, I suddenly remembered Erikâs large hand gripping the storage door, along with that strange warmth and unique scent.
âSo, youâre saying you want me to give up the internship for you?â
For such a ridiculous request, Christina smiled calmly with her eyes closed.
âOf course, but thereâs a price. Iâll give you the internship Iâve been doing at the Shite Museum every vacation.â
Wait, did she just say Shite Museum?
Seeing my wavering gaze, she added confidently:
âYou know how difficult it is to get an internship at a national museum, right?â
It wouldâve been a lie if I said my heart wasnât stirredâŠ
Experience at a museum internship was exactly what my résumé needed, but I only had brief volunteer experience at a local museum.
For Christina, it was probably just a coincidence, but my dream was to be an art historian.
Hoping my wavering eyes hadnât betrayed me, I asked:
ââŠEven if you gave up that tough position, would it really be transferred to me?â
Christina winked one large eye, and under her impossibly long lashes, her blue eye peeked out and then disappeared again.
âUsually, it wouldnât work. But I can make it happen. I promise.â
Probably only someone like her, an Oxenscherna, could pull that off.
I felt completely alert now.
âTruly amazing, Christina.â
I tried to smile confidently, even if not as much as she could.
âBut Iâve been doing library internships at my previous high school too. Now that Iâm a sophomore, I have lots of planned activities, like leading collections. And, above allâŠâ
I added personal details I didnât really need to, hoping to discourage her.
âAs you know, Iâm a scholarship student. Even a lucky scholarship student who gets dorm support still needs living expenses. In short, I desperately need a paid internship.â
Do you understand the plight of a high school student who has to get a job outside school if she canât do an on-campus internship?
I hoped she understood.
Now, Christina, being an Oxenscherna, had no choice but to step back. That was the noble attitude Sweden spoke ofâpaying no inheritance tax.
Of course, Christina might turn out to be less capable than I expectedâŠ