Chapter 01….
Who said Sweden was a heavenly welfare state without discrimination?
Well, just coming here for a short trip wonât give you the full picture.
From the perspective of someone like me, born here as a person of color, their so-called ânon-discriminationâ is nothing more than something aristocratic Scandinavians believe to be the dignity of a modern, cultured person.
And that belief of mine was proven in an instant the moment I first stepped into a classroom at Wrangel.
See for yourself.
A Swedish white student, next to another Swedish white student, and another Swedish white student, with countless more Swedish whites behind them.
There was exactly one Black Swedish student, and one more who looked like meâSwedish but with only Asian ancestry. But from where they sat, you could tell instantly they were outsiders.
The composition here was completely different from the high school I had attended in JĂ€rva.
In short, this place was a small society of Swedish white aristocratsâunbreakable and closed off.
âWelcome, everyone. First day of the new school year.â
Mr. Dahlin, the mentor teacher, walked into the classroom carrying the attendance sheet. He wore a casual knit cardiganânaturally, he was also Swedish and whiteâand, in keeping with the schoolâs character, spoke in English as if it were the obvious choice. I had already greeted him earlier that morning.
âYouâve all probably met already, right? We have a transfer student. Vivi Han, would you like to introduce yourself to your new classmates?â
It wouldnât be an exaggeration to say I had been preparing this introduction all summer long.
I stood up, put on a polite social smile, glanced around the room once, and spoke lightly.
âHi, nice to meet you. Iâm Vivi.â
And then I began with the story they were all curious about, but too hesitant to ask first.
âIâm a third-generation Korean immigrant, born in Stockholm. Until the summer, I attended JĂ€rva High School.â
It was better to say it myself.
Everyone knew JĂ€rva was considered a poor, crime-ridden district, and now that I was here, it was bound to become a topic of conversation sooner or later.
A long-haired girl sitting near the door brightened her gray eyes and asked,
âSo why did you suddenly transfer here?â
Her meaning was obvious: How did an immigrant kid from the Blue Line suddenly end up in a school like this?
I understood her question instantly, but I only shrugged nonchalantly and answered,
âI was selected as a scholarship student over the summer.â
I spoke clearly, loud enough for even the back row to hear, but my wordsââsheâs a scholarship studentââspread across the classroom like ripples on water.
It was as if everyone worried that someone might miss this very interesting bit of news if they werenât paying attention.
âI was a little scared about transferring to a new school, but I heard I could complete the IB curriculum here. Please take care of me from now on.â
With that, I felt my introduction was good enough, so I sat back down.
Under the curious stares, as if they had discovered a brand-new species, the day felt endlessly long.
By the time I finished wandering through the halls trying to find my classrooms, the last period ended.
I ignored the strange gazes glued to my face all day, packed up my bag, and got up first.
âSee you.â
Olivia, who had sat beside me in English class, looked briefly puzzled as if wondering why I was leaving in such a hurry. But since it was only the first day, she let it go.
We both knew this wouldnât be the last chance to talk. Olivia had already told me she lived in the same dorm as I did.
When I pushed open the heavy wooden door into the corridor, warm afternoon sunlight poured in through an old window with its shutters open. In Stockholm, where winter was approaching, such clear weather was far too precious to waste.
Outside the window, I could see several students lying on the grass.
As I walked down the straight corridor, I suddenly came upon a chandelier so extravagant it felt absurd to be hanging inside a school.
I flinched, inhaled deeply, then exhaled in resignation.
Right, this was that kind of place.
BrangĂ©l Boarding Schoolâfounded 120 years ago by Marquis Wrangel with great ambition. Over the last century, several Swedish princes and princesses had graduated from here.
Tuition alone was 400,000 kronor a year (about 52 million won), and with dormitory fees added in, the total cost of graduating was astronomical.
Unlike JĂ€rva, where I had received completely free education in Sweden, here even breathing seemed to cost money.
Just the day before, I had seen the cafeteria menu: a single latte was 60 kronor (about 7,800 won). Inside the school. Was this a joke?
So even a lucky scholarship student like me, with room and board covered, needed some extra pocket money.
When I finally reached the library, it looked surprisingly ordinary.
I had half-expected something grand like the library from a Harry Potter movie, so I felt a little let down.
But right now, what mattered to me wasnât the number of floors or shelves, but how much the internship hourly wage was.
So I walked past the plain rows of shelves and carefully approached the librarianâs desk.
âHello, I heard the library offers after-school internship positions.â
At my polite voice, the librarian looked up.
She was a woman whose curly hair and round glasses seemed to perfectly match the library atmosphere. She wore a name tag on her chest.
âInternship? Oh, youâve come to apply for the internship?â
Thankfully, I could hear genuine pleasure in her voice.
Of course, not many students at such an elite school would bother applying for an after-school library internship.
If it werenât for financial reasons, a university or corporate internship would look better on college applications. And at Wrangel, students already had countless prestigious clubs and artistic activities to choose from.
âYes, Miss Sjölin.â
I read her name tag aloud and handed over my application. She skimmed through it quickly.
The casual way she read was probably because she didnât expect any other applicants anyway.
So, for once, even my unusual last name wouldnât be a disadvantage here.
Besides, I already had experience interning at the JĂ€rva Library.
But before she finished reading my form, I heard footsteps behind me.
When I turned naturally, my eyes met deep green ones from up high, and I froze.
In that moment, I was confronted with the very situation I had spent all day trying to avoid.
I should have looked away quickly, but I couldnât.
He was wearing the same school uniform as me, and yet he seemed to belong to a completely different species.
Features so striking no one could ever forget, eyes as mysterious as a damp forest, and hair that shone golden brown in the afternoon sun.
There stood Erik Martin Wrangel, heir of Wrangel itself.
Beepâ a warning siren rang in my head as the librarianâs voice overlapped it.
âLong time no see, Erik. What brings you here?â
Only then could I tear my gaze away from Erik Wrangelâbut strangely, he didnât do the same.
Even as my brief sense of relief flickered, his pale green eyes remained fixed firmly on my face.
From his smooth, peach-colored lips came a declaration like thunder on a clear day.
âIâd like to apply for the after-school internship.â
âŠWhat? Why you?
No way.
There was absolutely no way.
And it wasnât just me thinking thatâeven the librarian went momentarily silent, forgetting to answer.
But then she quickly recovered and asked with a laugh,
âErik Wrangel wants to apply for the library internship?â
She set down my application and folded her arms as if she had just heard the most fascinating piece of gossip.
âMay I ask why?â
Erik Martin Wrangelâthe direct descendant of the schoolâs founder, Marquis Wrangel.
His grandfather still held the marquis title passed down from the founder. The Wrangel family didnât just own this schoolâthey owned the Wrangel Bank, Wrangel-Andersson Pharmaceuticals, and several other global companies.
When Erik tilted his flawless face slightly to the side, his light brown hair rippled like a scene from a commercial. It was almost dazzling.
He shrugged his broad shouldersâprobably honed by swimming, rowing, or some other upper-class sport I didnât even knowâand his deep green eyes gleamed.
âI want to help the transfer student adjust to the new school.â
What?
I flinched in shock.
Not because I was touched or grateful, but because dread washed over me.
The way Erik looked at me was nothing like a kind classmate wanting to help a newcomer.
It was more like a lion spotting a deer on the plains.
Or more precisely, like a lion that was already well-fed but still enjoyed scaring the deer just for fun.
Even though his eyes curved in a smile, there was something cruel about them.
Panicking, I raised my hands to wave it off, but before I could, he opened his mouth again.
âRight, transfer student?â