Chapter 16Â
Goosebumps prickled across her entire body. Had the child known she would come here? Or had it merely been a message written in longing for a mother whose face was unknown?
Or⊠could it be that the child did know? That the Grand Duchess of this house was her mother?
What if she had realized Diana didnât recognize her own daughterâand that Diana had foolishly poured love into the offspring of an affair instead? What if, in disappointment, she had run far away?
Countless thin threads tangled into an impossible knot, leaving Dianaâs thoughts in chaos.
ââŠMy baby.â
Diana groped along the wall, searching for more messages from the child. But there was nothing beyond that single line of writing.
She grasped the blanket tightly and left the room. It was so old and wornâone missing blanket wouldnât even be noticed by them.
Hiding it inside her dress, Diana returned to her room with a face as though nothing had happened. There, Catherine was tapping the table with her fingers, a frown on her face.
âOh, Mother. Youâre back? Where did you go?â
Her tone was reprimanding, as if Diana had kept her waiting.
Looking at Catherine was like pouring oil onto a burning fireâthe rage inside Diana surged even more fiercely.
She was glad for the blindfold. It hid her tear-reddened eyes and the murderous intent she felt toward that girl.
âSorry to keep you waiting.â
âYes.â
Catherine crossed her legs arrogantly and responded. It was as if yesterdayâs events had already vanished from her memory.
âIâve decided to assign you a new magic tutor.â
ââŠWhat?â
âYouâre my biological daughterâthereâs no way youâre without magic. Ruehli must have been mistaken.â
âB-but!â
She didnât want to suffer the same humiliation again. She had no magic. It was like trying to fill a cracked pot with water.
She hated magic now. She just wanted to devote herself to bridal lessons and marry the dazzlingly charming Lord Sawyer.
Catherine uncrossed her legs politely and spoke hesitantly.
âI⊠just want to marry Lord Sawyer soon. And as a noble lady preparing for an extravagant debutante ball, I barely have time to study etiquetteâŠâ
âCatherine.â
Diana knew exactly why she was so reluctant and twisted.
That disgustingly adorable childâs heart was overflowing with sticky, suffocating inferiority.
She had no idea how that filthy, reeking complex was slowly corrupting her.
So, Diana decided to let it rot her from within. With a barely perceptible smile, she said:
âLook at meâlearning magic only at this age. I regret it deeply.â
ââŠButâŠâ
âI donât want you to suffer the same regrets I did.â
But in truth, she hoped Catherine would suffer twice as much as she hadâher beloved Catherine.
Dianaâs tone was final. Catherine could no longer protest.
ââŠFine.â
Iâll just pretend like Iâm going along with it, she thought, but the irritation boiled up inside her. Aisel had run off on her own, leaving her in a foul moodâand now Diana, with that familiar face, was getting under her skin.
âThen, may I go now?â
âYes, go on.â
Catherine stood. Outside, the rain still poured down. She glanced back at Diana, then slowly curled up her lips into a smirk as if something had come to mind. Thenâptooâshe spat on the floor.
The sound was masked by the rain, but Diana saw it clearly.
That utterly vulgar act, devoid of all decorum.
âThen, rest well, Mother.â
Catherine bid her farewell in a sweet voice and left the room.
ââŠHa.â
Even if she believed Diana couldnât see, to think sheâd do something so lowly right in front of herâwas this really the girl hailed as the empireâs most refined noble lady?
âI really need to fix these eyes of mine.â
Once she uncovered whatever Alicia and the Grand Duke were plotting, this farce would be over.
Diana took the hidden blanket from her dress and held it close.
âIâll find you, my daughter. Just a little longer. Just wait a little longer.â
Her eyes, filled with longing for her child, softened with sorrowâbut like emeralds tempered in fire, they also hardened with resolve.
They were the eyes of someone who, no matter what happened, would never waver.
Yulia had vanished. Diana waited a week, assuming she had gone to search for the child. But Yulia never returned.
Even her belongings were untouched in her quartersâno sign of departure.
What had happened? Had something gone wrong?
Alicia chewed her nails nervously as she paced the hallway.
âIs something wrong?â
âAh! Your Grace!â
Startled by Dianaâs sudden voice, Alicia jumped, clutching her chest.
âShane told me you were wandering the hall looking worried. Is something the matter?â
It was obvious Alicia was worried about the last loyal servant she hadâYulia. But Diana asked as if she were clueless.
âN-no. Were you headed somewhere?â
âYes. Today is my magic lesson.â
Diana raised her hand and effortlessly displayed her now-skilled magic. Ice crystals shimmered blue as they spun around her.
Thenâintentionallyâshe shot one toward Aliciaâs skirt.
âAh!â
The sharp shard narrowly missed Aliciaâs thigh, stabbing the floor and grazing her dress.
Alicia quickly pulled her dress back. The fabric fluttered where the crystal had torn it. She swallowed hard, staring at the glinting edge of the shard.
âOh my, what happened?â
Diana tilted her head innocently, and Shane responded calmly.
âHer Graceâs magic seems to have misfired. The ice crystal damaged Lady Aliciaâs dress.â
âOh dear! I guess Iâm still just a beginner. Are you alright, Ali?â
Diana asked with feigned concern.
Alicia bit her lip. Of course, she wasnât okay. Her thigh stung where it had been grazed.
But she had no choice but to say she was fine. She was just a mere physician in this grand estate.
ââŠHaha, Iâm fine. Iâll head up now. Enjoy your lesson, Your Grace.â
âAlright.â
Alicia dusted herself off and walked away.
Diana smirked at her back before returning to her room. A while later, a maid who had been planted near Alicia and Calypso came running, breathless, reporting their conversation was unusual. Diana rushed to Calypsoâs office.
As soon as she arrived, she whispered something to a maid, who nodded and replied:
âYes, Your Grace.â
The maid ran off and returned shortly with a tea cart.
She slipped into the office through the slightly ajar door.
Diana motioned for the hallway maids to scatter. They all nodded and left.
She leaned casually against the wall, listening to Aliciaâs sharp voice from inside.
âWhen are you going to make me your official wife?!â
Alicia shouted. Calypso responded, sounding annoyed.
âJust wait. Dianaâs still aliveâwhat do you expect me to do?â
âSo Iâm supposed to wait until Iâm old and gray?!â
âWe have to wait until the Marquis gives it up, Ali.â
Gives what? Diana narrowed her eyes, straining to listen.
âI need financial power. Thatâs why I married Dianaâyou know that.â
Dianaâs eyes widened.
That meant Alicia came before the marriage.
It was all for the Marquess of Pereshteâs wealth.
âThe Marquess promised to give Catherine the diamond mines on her debutante day, so we have to hold out until then. Got it?â
Ah. So the day they tried to kill her was Catherineâs debut.
A hollow laugh escaped Diana as she stood with folded arms.
Diamond mines. That was the reason they had kept her alive.
In the endâit was all about money.
Her father, celebrating a fake granddaughterâs debut while his real daughter was dyingâDiana trembled in rage.
Filth.
She felt like going insane from the fury. From the start, no one had ever cared for her.
It had all been a lie.
Cursing them all in her heart, Diana trudged toward the garden. Her chest still burned, but Ruehli would arrive soon.
âHaaâŠâ
First, she needed to calm this seething rage. She took a deep breath.
And right then, Ruehli appeared before her.
âSister!â
ââŠRuehli.â
Even his sudden appearance didnât surprise her anymore. Diana offered a faint smile.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âHuh?â
She thought she had composed herself, but Ruehli noticed something was off immediately.
Diana looked up at him. His eyes were full of concern.
âAre you okay?â
ââŠYes. Of course.â
Strangely, tears welled up. She turned away, afraid sheâd cry if she kept looking into his blue eyes.
She didnât want her magic tutor to see her cry.
But Ruehli gently grabbed her wrist and asked with a firm expression:
âWhy⊠are you lying?â
ââŠWhat?â
She looked back at him. Her head tilted slightly. Her eyes were still coveredâhow did he know she wasnât okay?
âDonât lie to me, Sister.â
ââŠRuehli.â
He added in a quiet voice:
âLook at me.â
Unlike all those eyes filled with lies, Ruehliâs blue eyes were endlessly sincere.
But Diana, blindfolded, shouldnât have been able to see them. She whispered:
ââŠI canât see.â
ââŠYou can see.â
ââŠWhat?â
âYou see everythingâright now.â
His words made Dianaâs eyes fly wide open.
The audacity of the mistress
The shameless of the duke tsk tsk