Chapter 1
Please Tell Me This Is Just a Dream!
āBig sister, how are you feeling? Try eating this.ā
I stared blankly at the thin soup in the wooden bowl. Beside me, a girl with a pure, lovely face smoothed out the sheets I was lying on. When I turned my head, a long-haired girlāwhose face still felt completely unfamiliarāwas reflected in the small mirror on the bedside table.
āThis canāt be realā¦ā
At first, I thought it was a dream. But even after several days, I didnāt wake up. My sensesātaste, smell, touchāwere all vividly real.
Life had finally started to turn around for me. After losing my family in a car accident, Iād worked every job imaginableāpart-timer, contract worker, freelancer. I was desperate for stability, endlessly cycling through jobs and transfers, working and changing workplaces over and over.
There was no time to rest. Even grief had been a luxury.
After years of grinding through contract work and small companies, at thirty-four, Iād finally landed a position at a major corporationāa dream company, with an employee satisfaction score of 4.8 out of 5.
I even rewarded myself with a 3-day trip to Japan, my first since the accident, celebrating my new start and higher salary. The sweet satisfaction of slamming that resignation letter down on my awful team leaderās deskāunforgettable.
And then⦠I woke up here.
It was supposed to be my first day at work.
āCoco⦠does it not taste good?ā
The girlāapparently my younger sister, Julianaālooked anxious. Without a word, I took a spoonful of the soup. It was watery, bland, with barely any ingredients. Still, just the sight of me eating seemed to brighten her entire face.
āJulā¦iana? Iāll say it againāIām not your sister. Iām not Cornelia.ā
She wasnāt really my family, yet she looked after me so tenderly that guilt twisted in my chest. I blurted the truth out in frustration. That someone elseās soul had entered this body.
It wasnāt a lie out of madness or confusion. It just felt wrongālike I was betraying my real family if I pretended otherwise.
āYouāve seen me for days now, right? You should know by now Iām not the Cornelia youāre talking about.ā
Theyād probably throw me out now. I didnāt even care anymore. I was too exhausted to beg for a place to stay. My whole life felt burned down, leaving only ash.
But Juliana only smiled gently.
āDonāt worry, sis. You just havenāt recovered your memory yet! The physician said high fever can cause temporary amnesia or confusion.ā
There it was againāthat same reaction. Every time I told them I wasnāt Cornelia, no one ever listened. Instead, they just comforted me and told me not to worry.
āYour memory will come back soon. Until then, Iāll explain everything every time you forget!ā
Her optimism reminded me absurdly of a famous movie scene.
Juliana then began to explain who I wasāor who she thought I was.
I had possessed the body of Cornelia, a twenty-year-old fallen noblewoman. This world was a Western-style fantasy realm where swordsmanship and magic coexisted. Her parents had died, and aside from the eldest brother, Olgard, who was studying abroad, there were four siblings living togetherāsecond brother Marcella, third sister Cornelia (me), fourth sister Juliana, and youngest brother Rio.
There must be a reason for all this.
When Juliana left the room with the empty bowl, I took a deep breath, forcing myself to regain some sense of purpose.
The first thing I did was mentally dig through every web novel Iād ever read on the subway to work. Unfortunately, no story came to mind that included a character named āCornelia.ā
So much for using future knowledge to my advantage.
Then I tried the next obvious test.
āStatus window!ā
ā¦Nothing.
āItem inventory!ā
Silence.
I shouted the phrases several times, only for Juliana to panic and fetch the doctor again.
No matter how I looked at it, this reality made no sense.
āSo⦠I just got isekaiād raw? Without a system?ā
I spent the whole day shouting every possible keyword I could think of, but nothing worked.
āNo, waitāthis is a fantasy world. I might have some hidden talent! Maybe a destiny, a divine mission!ā
Yes, that had to be it. Otherwise, why would an ordinary office worker be summoned to another world? God wouldnāt make such a rookie mistake.
Judging from this frail, skinny body, swordsmanship was out of the question. So I stretched my arm and shouted a few spells I remembered.
āFireball!ā
āDragon Slave!ā
āExpelliarmus!ā
Nothing.
From outside, I heard whispers.
āSomethingās wrong with big sister. She keeps saying weird things and waving her arms around like sheās seeing ghosts. What should we do, brother?ā
āā¦.ā
My shoulders slumped. I flopped back on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling.
āMy first day at the company⦠damn it.ā
As my sanity returned, so did the crushing reality. All those sleepless nights, working full-time while preparing for job interviews⦠and I didnāt even get to set foot inside my dream company.
āAnd Iām not even a noble lady!ā
Everyone said reincarnators wake up in silk sheets and luxury, but my back ached like hell.
So even my isekai was budget-tier, huh.
I lay there, dazed, replaying the image of my job offer email floating in front of my eyes. Even if I could go back now, theyād probably fire me for skipping the first day.
Just then, my second brother Marcella appeared at the door.
āHey. Dinnerās ready.ā
He had a small boy in his armsāRio, the youngest. I barely turned my head toward him.
āIām not hungry.ā
He stood there, studying me for a moment before speaking again.
āThey said your bodyās fine, just your mindās out of it. How long are you gonna make Juliana wait on you? At least come eat.ā
His rough tone matched his broad, imposing build. Still, thinking of sweet, patient Juliana, whoād taken care of me all day, I forced myself up.
The dinner table held a hard-looking loaf of bread and the same soup from lunch. Honestly, Iād eaten worse, so I didnāt complain and quietly began chewing.
āCough, cough!ā
Rio let out a dry, painful cough that made my chest tighten. Marcella rubbed his back while Juliana rushed to bring water and medicine. There was only one pill left in the packet.
āDonāt worry, Iāll figure something out,ā Marcella said. āYou just focus on Rio.ā
Somehow, his promise only made my anxiety worse.
Our home was little more than a shackābare wooden walls, almost no furniture. It was obvious that the children of deceased nobles couldnāt be living well.
Even I could barely take care of myself. And there were four of them. For a young man like Marcella, it had to be crushing.
Then he looked at me, as if recalling something.
āThe shop said if you donāt come in tomorrow, theyāll fire you.ā
āā¦What?ā
I blinked.
WaitāI had a job here?
āYou said you wanted to help pay for Rioās medicine and our living costs. You got a job at a small shop run by a local merchant guild. You were pretty happy about it, actually.ā
He gave me a long look, then shook his head.
āForget it. Just rest until youāre better.ā
There wasnāt a hint of blame in his eyes. Somehow, that only made me feel worse.
In a way, their situation wasnāt so different from mine before all this. Iād worked my entire life without parents too.
Frustration boiled up. Or maybe it was pity. Or guilt.
Rioās frail cough echoed again, painfully loud.
āGod⦠this is insane.ā
If there was no way backā
Then Iād just⦠convince myself.
Yeah. Letās think of this as a transfer. Just a temporary part-time job in another world.
An experience money couldnāt buy.
āWhere is that shop?ā
Fine. Iāll earn my keep before I go.
***
Leaving Corneliaās worried family behind, I headed to work.
āEveryone, line up!ā
A loud voice snapped through the air. A man who seemed to be the supervisor stood in front of the small shop, and all the workers straightened up instantly.
I felt eyes on me. When Iād glanced in the mirror earlier, Iād thought this body was quite prettyāapparently, others thought so too.
Well, at least Iāve got a beauty buff going for me.
The supervisor began calling roll and briefing us on the dayās work. I thought it was over untilā
āOh, Cornelia. Youāre actually on time today.ā
āā¦Sorry, what?ā
He clicked his tongue.
āYouāre late so often I figured today would be no different. But look at thatāpunctual for once. Iāll give you another chance, since your brother begged for it. Try to make up for all your mistakes, alright? Or at least donāt cause another disaster.ā
Snickers and mocking whispers rippled through the staff.
āā¦What the hellā¦ā
Later, I learned the truth. The original Cornelia had been late more often than sheād been on time.
Her written excuses? āOverslept.ā
As a career veteran whoād survived three corporate restructures and a toxic boss, I could only gape in disbelief.
āI⦠I was a slacker?!ā