~Chapter 84~Â
âWe donât need to kill him ourselves. Once we use Albert, itâll happen on its own.â
âDo you think the Empire is stupid? If they investigate Albert, theyâll find a connection to Firma eventually. But thatâs not what matters right now.â
The Baroness took another sip of her drink and continued.
âIf Cedric dies a miserable death as a drug addict hooked on Angelic, the Empire will probably try to bury the case quickly to protect their reputation.â
Even if Firma is revealed as the mastermind, no one will want to honor Cedric after heâs already humiliated himself in front of everyone. The public wonât support revenge against Firma.
âAnd not just himâthis will ruin Rowan Kailasâs honor too. That will be a much bigger win in the long run.â
The tide of the Kifren war turned during the last battle, where Rowan Kailas joined in. Firma hated him even more than Cedric for that reason.
As the baroness explained, Leslie chewed her nails anxiously and asked,
âSo what are we going to do now? Instead of killing him, are we just going to drag him down?â
âLetâs get him addicted to Angelic. Weâll need someone to stay close to him.â
âIt canât be me. My face is already known because of what Albert did!â
âDonât be so impatient. There are plenty of pawns we can use. We just need to throw out the bait and wait.â
After years of spying in the Empire, the Baroness had learned one thing: in a place driven by greed, there are always people willing to betray family or friends for personal gain.
âI already have someone in mind. Just wait a little longer,â she said with a sly smile, finishing her drink.
***
After the Laurel familyâs party, strange rumors began to spread. People said Harriet Listerwell had been caught in a passionate moment with a man in a quiet corner.
âYou said you wanted to escape the title of scandal maker. Then what is this? I want to hear it from you directly, Harriet.â
Lying in bed, Trisha scolded her with a stern face.
But Harriet didnât blush or lower her head.
âI canât explain everything right now. But one thingâs certainâIâve made someone important owe me a favor.â
Trisha frowned. Harriet bit her lip. She didnât want Trisha to doubt her, but she also wasnât sure what kind of drug Cedric had taken, so telling everything right now seemed risky.
And she didnât even know if Cedric would be okay with Trisha knowing what happened.
âYou canât tell me? Even though Iâm your guardian?â
ââŠIâm sorry.â
âWhat if I cancel my guardianship and throw you out of this house? Is this worth that kind of risk?â
Harriet swallowed hard.
âIâm not sure yet. But if I hadnât taken on the shame of this scandal, things wouldâve been worse for him.â
âYouâre saying you did this to protect that manâs honor?â
Harriet opened her mouth but closed it again. She stayed silent.
To be honest, she didnât know why she felt the need to protect Cedric so much. Her thoughts were a mess, and she feared she wasnât thinking clearly.
But no matter how many times she looked back on it, she wouldâve done the same thing.
âIf you want to punish me, Iâll accept it. But I donât think I did anything wrong.â
âYou wonât explain anything but expect me to believe you did no wrong. What kind of judgment do you want me to make?â
ââŠIâm sorry.â
Trisha let out a deep sigh.
Harriet had grown a lot in a short time.
Though still immature in some ways, she was smart.
But now the âscandal makerâ image was back, stronger than ever. Things were going to get harder.
âMaybe I expected too much.â
Trisha was startled by the thought and felt uneasy.
Iâm not helping Roxana and Harriet because I want something in return. My role is to support them, not to demand things from them.
She slowly nodded to herself and looked back at Harriet.
âFine. If you insist that strongly, Iâll believe you. I just hope you donât regret it.â
âYes, Grandma.â
âDonât be quick to judge people. You say he owes you a favor, but he might forget soon. Then youâll be the only one people blame.â
Harriet tightly clenched her skirt.
Would Cedric forget that night? Maybe. He was drugged, after all. He might not remember anything.
But she didnât think sheâd regret it.
âIâll be ready. Iâll keep my head high, even if people mock me.â
âHuh! Youâve gotten bolder.â
Trisha let out a bitter laugh.
But seeing Harriet grow stronger gave her a bit of comfort.
âWell, itâs not such a bad sight.â
She sighed and waved Harriet off. Harriet stood up, bowed, and turned to leave.
Then, just as she took her first step, she heard a voice from behind.
âDonât get sick.â
Harriet paused and turned to look.
Trisha was already lying back down, not waiting for a reply. Her back looked especially small that night.
âGood night.â
Harriet carefully took in the image of that frail back and quietly closed the door.
***
Even though she thought she had calmed down, once Harriet returned to her room, her heart was in chaos again.
âDonât go. Stay with me.â
Cedricâs voice seemed to whisper near her neck.
She threw herself onto her bed and shut her eyes tight.
âThis is insane. I must be crazy!â
Since the party, she had replayed the moment with Cedric again and again, blaming herself. But whenever she was alone, the memory would return.
Cedric mightâve been high and out of it, but what excuse did she have for kissing him back?
The scariest part was the thought of Cedric remembering everything and misunderstanding her.
Yet, mixed in with her guilt, a strange kind of excuse popped into her mind.
âHow could I not fall for him when he kissed so well?!â
She never imagined kissing could feel like that.
She used to think it was grossâhow could anyone share saliva? But when it actually happened, it didnât feel dirty at all.
When their tongues tangled, a sensation sheâd never felt before jolted through her entire body. She just wanted to feel more of it.
Then a thought hit her.
âWould I have felt the same with someone else?â
Would she have felt that thrill if it had been someone other than Cedric? What if it had been Julian Faith? Or Tez Roark?
âUgh. I donât even want to imagine it.â
She wouldâve felt disgusted and humiliated instead of thrilled.
So it meant she felt that way because it was Cedric. But what did that mean?
Harriet buried her head in the pillow again, thinking hard.
Cedricâs red eyes, his skin glowing bluish under the moonlight, his lips slippery with her spit⊠andâ
âWhy not? You want it too.â
That voice, sweet and tempting.
Those memories made her head spin.
Just then, the clock beside her bed rang.
Harriet took a sharp breath like a guilty kid caught doing something bad. Then she sighed and whispered to herself.
ââŠLetâs stop thinking about this.â
Yes. Some things are better left buried.
She suddenly sat up and headed to the bathroom. She needed to wash her face with cold water.
***
In Genoa, there were many discreet shops without signs. They did mysterious things behind closed doors.
One popular place, nicknamed the âAudience Room,â was a reservation-only suite where guestsâ identities were kept secret. It was perfect for couples having secret affairs.
Today, at a place called Ladiesâ Salonâone such âaudience roomââtwo very well-known people from Genoa were meeting in secret.
âIâm disappointed in you, Tez.â
Lying lazily on one side of the round, wide bed, Bella spoke in a cold tone as Tez walked into the room.
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