~Chapter 34~
“But Uncle, you knew. You knew I believed you. You knew I had no one else to trust but you!”
He had known, and yet he betrayed that desperate trust in the cruelest, most mocking way.
“And now you’re here talking about trust like it’s something you care about? That’s just funny to me. If you hurt others so easily, you should be ready to be hurt in return.”
“So you’re saying youâre planning to ruin Bellaâs engagement, is that it?”
“I never said that. But from now on, Uncle, you wonât be able to assume anything about me. Iâm no longer going to act the way you expect.”
Harriet secretly hoped he would be constantly anxious, doubting her every move, until he had a complete breakdown.
But her parting words would remain gracefulâshe would never let someone like him see her crack.
“Take care on your way back. May the Lordâs blessings be with House Listerwell.”
With a slight bow, Harriet tapped her foot hard on the floor of the carriage. Her coachman understood the signal and got the horses moving again, leaving Johnâs Listerwell carriage behind.
“Damn it!”
John ground his teeth as he stared at the back of the departing carriage.
Heâd thought he could intimidate her, then sweet-talk her like before and drag her off to Perillas easily. He hadnât expected Harriet to snap back so sharply.
It had been a bad plan from the start, but instead of admitting that, John just felt bitter about how much Harriet had changed. He returned home in a foul mood.
***
âIâm back,â Harriet said as soon as she arrived at the estate. She went straight to see Trisha.
Normally, Trisha would respond with something like, âAlright, go rest,â but this time she gestured Harriet to come closer.
âJohn was here a while ago.â
âOh⊠I mustâve seen him on his way back then.â
âWhat? You saw him?â
âYes. He said if I go around spreading rumors about Bella, heâll do whatever it takes to throw me out of Genoa.â
Since it had been over an hour since John left and Harriet had just come back, that could only mean heâd waited for her. He mustâve been really desperate.
Trisha gave a sarcastic scoff and shook her head.
âHe told me all kinds of things about youâsaid you were a pathological liar and that I should throw you out immediately.â
âDid he say Iâve lost my mind from jealousy over Bella, too?â
âOh yes, I think he did mention something like that.â
Harriet just nodded calmly, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
A liar. A pathetic girl who envies her cousin.
For a while, she thought she only had that reputation because she was blamed for Bellaâs actions. But now, seeing the situation, she wouldnât be surprised if her uncle had been the one spreading those stories on purpose.
Thatâs how it had to be. So that when I one day revealed the truth about Bella, no one would believe me.
And of course, that would make Bella seem even more angelic by comparison.
âYou speak like someone whoâs known the truth for a long time,â Trisha said.
âWell, itâs not that surprising anymore. So, hearing what my uncle said⊠did it make you want to cancel your guardianship?â
âThatâs a bit arrogant to ask.â
âSorry. I guess seeing my uncle again reminded me how bitter the world can be.â
Harriet gave a hollow laugh, and Trisha clicked her tongue in sympathy.
Just yesterday at the party, Harrietâs eyes had sparkled so brightly. But now they looked empty, like old wounds had been torn open again.
âYou should be thankful to John. After hearing him talk, I started to believe you more.â
âBelieve⊠what about me?â
âThat none of the scandals were actually your fault. Tsk.â
John had made a big mistake by getting flustered. If heâd just kept quiet, Trisha mightâve stayed neutral. But instead, heâd rushed in and insisted Harriet was a liarâbasically proving that Harriet had been telling the truth all along.
âIâm already scared of what Iâll hear when you do tell me everything.â
The fact that Trisha had chosen to believe her instead of John made Harriet feel like a fresh breeze had blown in from behind her.
I have one more person on my side now.
And this time, it wasnât someone far off in a distant capital, but someone right here in the heart of Genoa.
Still, this was no time to relax. That trust was still fragile, and she couldnât afford to let her guard down.
âThank you, Great-Aunt. I hope the day comes soon when I can tell you everything about me. When that time comesâŠâ
Harriet took a deep breath and let it out slowly. In her mind, she saw the faces of her parents, who once held her small hand and brought her to meet Trisha and the Count and Countess of Phelon.
âWhen that time comes, I want to receive some comfort from you, Grandmother. So until then, I promise I wonât disappoint you.â
Trisha clenched her thin fist. There was so much sadness pouring from Harrietâs determined expression.
But she wouldnât comfort her just yet. If she wanted to forge the strongest steel, it still needed more tempering.
âAlright. Iâll be looking forward to it. You must not be feeling great right nowâgo upstairs, get some rest, and have something tasty.â
Grateful for Trishaâs kindness, Harriet returned to her room.
However, standing in front of her room, waiting for her, was Roxanaâwho was not as forgiving as Trisha.
âI heard you met with Viscount Listerwell today. Both of them.â
âYes, maâam.â
She probably knew more than just the fact they had met. When it came to Trisha, there was little Roxana didnât know.
âIf it werenât for you, the Madam wouldnât have allowed that man to step foot in this house.â
After studying abroad under the Phelon familyâs support and serving as Trishaâs assistant for ten years, Roxana now taught Harriet by Trishaâs order. But that didnât mean she had warm feelings toward Harriet.
To Roxana, Harriet was nothing but troubleâsomeone who caused stress for her benefactor Trisha, and a potential threat that could betray her at any moment.
So she was quite displeased that Trisha had to deal with something unpleasant again because of Harriet.
âViscount John Listerwell has made very inappropriate requests to the Madam in the past.â
âInappropriate⊠requests?â
âHe once asked her to recommend the Listerwell family for a business project reserved only for royal bloodlines. He also tried to borrow money from her or introduced acquaintances he wanted her to support. Of course, he never succeeded.â
Harriet could easily imagine how that had goneâpretending to be all nice and trying to manipulate gently.
But Trisha was not someone who could be fooled so easily.
âYou should understand clearly how much the Madam is sacrificing because of you. If you ever forget that kindness and act ungratefully, I will persuade her to cast you outâno matter what.â
Even though Roxana didnât yell or show anger, her calm warning was chillingly frightening.
Harriet didnât feel like she had to bow her head, but she also knew that Roxana wasnât saying this out of spite. She simply cared about Trisha.
Harriet herself still didnât fully understand why Trisha had chosen to be her guardianâhow much more confusing it must be for Roxana.
âIf I ever do something like that, please scold me properly, Miss Roxana. If thereâs a misunderstanding, Iâll clear it up. If I make a mistake, Iâll correct it.â
âI hope you mean that.â
Roxana replied in the same cold tone, even after seeing Harrietâs humble attitude.
***
John wasnât the only one busy the day after the Vanderbilt familyâs party. Friends who came to visit Bella for afternoon tea brought up all sorts of gossip about Harriet.
âIf you had seen her yourself, you mightâve fainted from the shock. She came back completely changed!â
âYeah. Before, she always tried to deny everything and pretend she was innocentâthen sheâd get caught lying and apologize reluctantly. But this time, she actually admitted it all. Said she did those things and went to the convent to reflect.â
âAnd the problem isâit made her seem even more shameless. Whether then or now, it never felt like a real apology.â
Nodding and agreeing with each other, Bellaâs friends went on gossiping, while Bella barely managed to hold back a mocking smile.
âEven my father made a fuss about Harriet this morning⊠Everyoneâs going on about her. But come onâitâs just Harriet. Whatâs the big deal?â
Bella let them keep badmouthing Harriet for a while longer. But when they started repeating themselves, she finally lowered her gaze and nodded as if she were sad.
âThank you all for telling me in advance. I think Harriet probably holds a lot of resentment toward my father and me now that her guardianship was cut off. But it was truly out of concern that we hoped she would reflect and become a better person. Thatâs why we spent so much money to send her to the convent.â
Bella lowered her head with a sigh, looking as though she was full of worry.