Chapter 35
While Sophia fumed alone, Count Selberinās daughter and the other young ladies continued their lively chatter.
āDid you attend the āBall of Flowersā? Is it true that women danced together without waiting for men to ask them?ā
A freckled young lady asked excitedly, and Lady Selberin smiled nostalgically as if recalling the moment.
āYes, thatās true. I couldnāt join in because I had to be mindful of my uncleās presence, but many ladies participated. Not a single one was left standing as a āwallflowerāāevery flower bloomed beautifully on the dance floor.ā
With a blush, Lady Selberin shyly added,
āIf I ever get another chance to visit the Clina Salon, Iād love to be part of the āBall of Flowers.āā
The other young ladies gazed at her with admiration.
āMe too! Honestly, itās embarrassing to admit, but since my debutante ball, Iāve never had a chance to dance with a man.ā
āIām the same. The popular girls always get all the attention.ā
āA ball where we donāt have to worry about that sounds amazing.ā
Hearing this, Lady Selberin leaned in as if about to share a secret.
The other young ladies eagerly leaned in closer to hear her words.
āI heard this at Clina Salon… The āBall of Flowersā is just the beginning. There will be even more events in the futureāthings you wouldnāt experience at regular parties.ā
āEvents that donāt happen at normal parties? Like what?ā
āI donāt know the details.ā
Lady Selberin smiled mysteriously, leaving the others frustrated with curiosity.
Watching them, Sophia scoffed inwardly.
āGo ahead and be jealous. Iāll be the one enjoying it firsthand. Next time, Iāll sneak into Clina Salon no matter what.ā
She made up her mind once again.
***
Mathieu sat by the sunlit window, gazing absentmindedly at the flowers outside.
That dance at the salon… Everyone called it the āBall of Flowers,ā right?
A ball of flowers…
Amidst all the elegantly dressed ladies in colorful gowns, there was one who stood out the most.
Even in that crowd, he could spot Claire instantly.
For the first time, he saw her smiling so brightly, like a flower in full bloom.
She had never looked like that before.
The Claire he remembered was…
Like a withered plant left alone in the dead of winter.
She had always been someone who let others push her around, who accepted whatever came her way without resistance.
But now…
Now, she looked alive.
She radiated presence, like a vibrant summer flower in full bloom.
Which one was the real her?
A memory from the past surfaced.
***
10 years ago ā Dukeās banquet
Trying to escape the dull banquet, young Mathieu stepped into the garden, only to find Claire trailing behind him.
āStop following me.ā
Claire flinched, her small shoulders trembling. She mumbled in a timid voice,
āS-Sorry…ā
She looked down, then hesitantly added,
āBut my father told me to stay by your side…ā
āAnd how would you know where Iām going?ā
Mathieu frowned at the tiny girl standing behind him.
At 15, Mathieu was already tall and mature-looking, often mistaken for a grown man. Women secretly admired him from afar.
Meanwhile, Claire, at 11, was so small and frail that she looked more like an 8-year-old.
āIf you keep following me around, you might get kidnapped by some creep in town.ā
He only meant to scare her, but Claire took it seriously and looked as if she might cry.
Mathieu sighed deeply.
āFine. Just donāt cry. You can stay.ā
āS-Sorry…ā
Hearing her apologize again, Mathieu exhaled in frustration.
She was such a tiny, timid thing.
He recalled hearing that she lost her mother a few years ago.
Unlike himāwho had lost his mother so young that he barely remembered herāClaire at least had memories of hers.
Mathieu slumped onto a bench, lazily locking his hands behind his head.
Claire hesitated, unsure of what to do, keeping some distance from him.
Frowning, Mathieu spoke up.
āIf youāre going to stand there awkwardly, just go back inside. Donāt just stand there being annoying.ā
Startled, Claire hesitated before slowly sitting down beside him.
Mathieu sighed again, feeling ridiculous.
An engagement with a kid like this?
Sure, she would grow up someday, but to him, she still looked like a toddler.
āDo you even like me?ā
Claire blinked at him in confusion.
āAm I… supposed to?ā
What kind of answer was that?
āCould you really marry someone you donāt even like?ā
āā¦Iāll try my best to like you from now on.ā
āWhatā¦?ā
Did she mean she didnāt like him now but would try because they had to get married?
Mathieu frowned deeply, and Claire, realizing what she had just said, quickly corrected herself.
āN-No! I do like you. I really like you!ā
She lowered her head as Mathieu gave her a doubtful look.
Letting out a small sigh, Mathieu leaned back against the bench and stared up at the starry night sky.
āYou know⦠Just because the adults say so doesnāt mean we have to get married. Right now, weāre too young to do anything about it, but when we grow up, weāll be able to make our own choices.ā
Since their situations were similar, he decided to give her some advice as someone a few years older.
But Claire murmured softly, almost too quietly to hear.
āI canāt.ā
āWhat?ā
āI have to marry you, Young Duke.ā
Then, as if talking to herself, she added,
āThat way, Father will be happy.ā
Mathieu, not catching her last words clearly, frowned and asked,
āWhat did you just say?ā
Claire simply smiled at him, looking almost foolishly cheerful.
āIāve actually liked you so much for a long time.ā
Mathieu stared at her weak smile in silence before turning away and looking back up at the sky.
āIām sorry, but no matter what, Iām not going to live the way my father wants me to.ā
Claire quietly gazed at him as he continued.
āAs soon as I inherit the dukedom, Iāll kick that bastard out, just like he threw my mother away.ā
He spoke of rebellion against his father as if it were nothing, leaving Claire puzzled.
Sensing her eyes on him, Mathieu turned and saw her staring directly at him. He cleared his throat awkwardly.
āSo donāt expect anything from me. And anyway, little kids like you arenāt my type.ā
Even after hearing his cold words, Claire simply lowered her head and replied softly.
āItās okay. Iāll try harder.ā
āNo, I told you not to try.ā
āIām sorry.ā
āUgh, can you stop apologizing?ā
āSorrāā
Mathieu gave up and held his forehead in frustration.
***
That had been ten years ago.
But nowā¦
“One thingās for sureāI donāt have the slightest interest in you anymore.”
He recalled Claireās confident words, spoken with an air of complete indifference.
Like a butterfly emerging from its cocoon, she had completely changed.
She shone brightly, drawing everyoneās attentionāeven his.
Thinking back to the way the men at the salonās ball had admired her, he felt an odd sense of irritation.
Especially Crown Prince Mikael, who seemed to be unusually interested in herā¦