Episode 10
āLotte, is it true that you told our guest how he could help with chores?ā
Celeia stood before the child with a serious expression.
It wasnāt actually scary at all, but she was trying her best to look strict.
āUmm⦠yeah. That was me.ā
Lotte rolled her eyes a bit, then nodded.
Even though Celeiaās scolding face wasnāt frightening to anyone else, it always worked on Lotte.
āIām sorry, Mr. Raska. Lotte made a mistake. Iāll make sure she apologizes properly.ā
Celeia bowed her head slightly to him.
āOh, no, pleaseāthereās no need for that. I was the one who offered to help, my lady,ā Raska quickly spoke up, flustered, as if defending Lotte.
But Celeia still looked firmly at the girl.
There was a lot of work to do around the manor, and not enough people.
Sometimes, day laborers were hired, but most of the time, they just left things undone until someone eventually had the time.
But this man they had brought back wasnāt a hired worker.
Celeia had decided to let him stay, which meant he was a guest.
āLotte, Mr. Raska isnāt someone we paid to work. You canāt make someone do chores without paying them fairly.ā
Celeia explained firmly.
But Lotteās eyes lit up with a new idea.
āā¦Then, canāt we just hire him?ā
āWhat?ā
Celeia blinked in shock, but Lotteās green eyes were already glowing with determination.
Celeia knew that look. It meant the girl was about to dig in her heels and not let go.
āLast week, Sir Maximilian was supposed to retire, but he still hasnāt. Thatās because thereās no one to protect Cheringen, right?ā
āWellā¦ā
Celeia, terrible at lying, couldnāt answer ānoā right away.
Lotte turned her gaze toward Raska.
āItād be nice if Raska became the next captain of the guards.ā
āUh, wellā¦ā
Raskaās eyes darted around awkwardly.
āEsperote.ā
Celeia finally called her by her full name instead of her nickname.
That was rareāand serious. Lotte shrank back a little under her motherās stern look.
āApologize for putting our guest in an uncomfortable spot.ā
āā¦Iām sorry, Raska.ā
āItās fine, young lady. I really do appreciate your suggestion.ā
Raska said kindly, trying to soothe her.
āThen, my lady, Iāll go bring these curtains to Miss Vera,ā he added quickly, excusing himself and leaving with good timing.
As soon as he was gone, Celeia spoke again.
āLotte, Mr. Raska is a guest here. He feels like he owes us a debt already. Asking him for favors like that will only make him uncomfortable.ā
āā¦But Raskaās a good person. He plays with me and tells me lots of fun stories.ā
Lotte insisted.
She wasnāt wrong.
Raskaās cheeky but honest personality could catch people off guard, but he didnāt seem like a bad man at all.
āI know that too, Lotte. Iām grateful to him. And because heās such a good person, I donāt want to make him feel burdened.ā
Celeiaās voice softened, but Lotteās gloomy little frown didnāt go away. Her small hands twisted her skirt anxiously.
āAnd alsoā¦ā
She hesitated, lips twitching like she wasnāt sure if she should say it. Then suddenly, she blurted out:
āMom, you and Raska look good together.ā
āā¦What?ā
Celeia stared blankly, wondering if she had heard right.
āRaskaās kind to you. And heās handsome, tall, smartāso he probably knows a lot about books too. If you spend more time together, maybe youāll even like each otherā¦ā
āSo you want to hire Raska just because of that?ā
Celeiaās tone carried disbelief.
He wasnāt only kind to herāhe was kind to everyone.
Still, even while keeping a stern face, she couldnāt help but find her daughterās little scheme kind of cute.
āI just think⦠Raska seems like someone you need, Mom.ā
Lotteās voice trailed off as she dropped her gaze, looking downcast.
Celeiaās heart softened completely.
āSheās just worrying about me again.ā
But it wasnāt right.
Lotte was her daughter, someone Celeia had to care forānot the other way around.
āLotte, all I need is you.ā
She spoke gently now.
Still, Lotte looked reluctant.
āBut⦠the chances of you two liking each otherāā
āWell, thatās about as likely as catching a wild bear from the mountains.ā
Celeia teased, lightly tapping her daughterās nose.
The mountains nearby were steep and dangerous.
The big animals there rarely came down, and hunting them was risky.
Even Maximilian had only ever brought back smaller game like pheasants, pigeons, or deer.
āSo donāt worry about silly things. Go on inside. Wash your hands and have a snack. Iāll join you soon.ā
Celeia nudged her daughter softly on the back.
Reluctantly, Lotte started walking.
The dry wind whistled across the barren land.
She sniffed the dusty air, even catching a faint metallic scent of blood, and shivered a little.
āBut if itās not Raska⦠then thereās no other wayā¦ā
She muttered, her small voice swallowed by the crunch of her footsteps on the dry earth.
It was spring.
Celeia found herself standing in a strange place.
āA dream? Where am I?ā
Looking around, the architecture was oddly familiar.
Then she rememberedāthis was the imperial palace.
āWhy am I here? I left that place long agoā¦ā
Her eyes darted across the grand halls, elegant decorations, fountains, and well-kept gardens.
This wasnāt the 4th princeās palace where she used to liveāthis was much bigger and fancier.
This had to be the Emperorās own palace.
She reached for the book lying on her lap, but paused.
Her hand looked thinner, frailer than she remembered.
Confused, she closed the book. Crackā! A branch snapped underfoot somewhere behind her.
She turned her head and froze.
āRaska?ā
It was himādressed in fine clothes, looking colder and more tired than usual, but definitely him.
She stared, speechless.
He, too, was staring blankly at her. Then he finally spoke.
āā¦Whatās your name?ā
The moment she heard that question, Celeia jolted awake.
āā¦What a weird dream.ā
She murmured to herself, blinking up at the ceiling.
She had fallen asleep after putting Lotte to bed, enjoying a rare evening nap.
No doubt the dream was triggered by the things Lotte had said earlier.
āRaska and the palace⦠those donāt match at all⦠Well, actually, they kind of do.ā
The thought slipped into her head. His looks, his mannersādisciplined yet elegantāhe couldāve fit right in among nobles.
She remembered the faint scent of him when heād brushed past her earlier in the day.
Celeia shivered slightly.
The room felt coolāher window was still open.
āItās late already. Iāll just close the window and go back to sleep.ā
She got up, walked over, and just as she reached for the window, she heard wheels rolling outside.
Carriages, horses, and the sound of escorts marching alongside.
At this late hour, such an arrival wasnāt unfamiliar.
Celeia blinked slowly, as if reality had just knocked on her door.
āI canāt believe I almost forgot about this.ā
Her drifting thoughts settled into clarity.
āSir Devonshire mustāve gone home already. Iāll have Elaine watch the front gatesā¦ā
She was still thinking when a soft knock came at her bedroom door.
Or rather, a small voice pretending to knock:
āKnock, knock.ā
Celeia immediately knew who it was.
Smiling, she walked over and turned the handle.
Standing there, as expected, was her precious daughter.