-Chapter 4-
Wow⊠what a vile human being.
How can someone like that even exist?
She said sheâd make the kids look âpitiful,â but itâs obvious what she really means. She just wants to use them for her own greed!
I wanted to stay and hear her exact plan, but she started humming cheerfully, scribbling something down on paper.
That was enough to tell meâI wouldnât learn anything more by staying here.
âSheâs lower than trash. A piece of human garbage.â
My teeth clenched so hard my jaw ached, but what could I do? I was only eight years old.
I wasnât a savior or a saint.
And I wasnât some long-lost daughter of a noble family either.
I knew exactly who my parents wereâjust ordinary people.
So the only thing I could do was try to survive.
And maybe, just maybe, give the future villains of this storyâthe twinsâa slightly better childhood than the one they had in the novel.
âStill⊠I canât let them get hurt.â
I decided Iâd have to keep a close watch from now on.
With that, I carefully made my way back to the twins.
***
The second time around, the path to the storage shed felt a lot shorter.
I squeezed through the little hole in the wall again, brushing off dust as I crawled inside.
The twins were still wary of me, but I shamelessly sat down right in front of them.
âHey, itâs okay,â I said softly, trying to soothe them like puppies.
But instead of calming down, the one who usually growled at me scrunched up his face, giving me this are-you-for-real? kind of look.
âHey, whatâs that expression supposed to mean?â
ââŠâ
âNo food for you if you keep looking at me like that.â
âGrrrâŠ!â
âDo you even know how hard it was to get this? And youâre giving me that look?â
It was petty, but my legs were still shaking just thinking about how close Iâd come to getting caught by the director.
âThe directorâs never laid a hand on me before, but Iâve heard plenty of horror stories.â
Kids who came back from her office in the summer would wear long sleeves, hiding bruises and cuts. Some limped. Some didnât talk for days.
She was the kind of person who hurt children without a hint of hesitation.
Even remembering it made my stomach twist.
I sighed deeplyâand thatâs when it happened.
The one whoâd been hiding behind the older twin peeked out cautiously.
âItâs okay,â I said gently. âDonât be scared. I wonât hurt you. Come on out and eat.â
I smiled as kindly as I could⊠though judging by how both kids flinched, my smile mightâve been more terrifying than reassuring.
âDo I really look that scary?â
Trying to laugh it off, I pulled out the bread and milk from my pocket and tossed them toward the twins.
Instantly, their caution melted into hunger.
They hurried over and snatched the bread without a second thought.
âYou two can actually understand me, canât you?â
ââŠâ
Yeah, they totally could. But every time I asked, theyâd just shake their heads like shy puppies caught in the rain.
And just like thatâI softened again.
âDo you know what this is?â I asked, holding up the bottle. âItâs milk.â
My precious milk. I barely got to drink it myself.
Just the smell was enough to make my mouth water.
We only ever got milk when the director was in a good moodâwhich was almost never.
âSlurpâŠâ
Oops. I quickly wiped away the drool that had slipped out, but the twins caught it immediately. Their heads tilted in unison toward me.
âI-I didnât do anything!â
Their eyes shifted to the floorâspecifically, the little droplet that had fallen there.
âItâs not what you think! I wasnât drooling because I wanted the milk!â
ââŠâ
âAnyway, itâs a bit cold now, but itâs really tasty. And nutritious! Just donât drink it on an empty stomach, okay? Eat the bread first.â
I rambled to hide my embarrassment, but they just stared at the bottle. Then they started rolling it across the floor with their feet.
âOh⊠you canât open it, huh? Those long nails must get in the way.â
I really wanted to trim those claws for them, but for now, feeding them was the priority.
I crawled over, twisted off the cap, and handed the bottle to the closer twin.
âKyaaah!â
âWow, you could at least say thank you for opening it,â I muttered.
But of course, no answer came. The kid just snatched the milk and handed it to the other one so they could share it.
âGood, right?â
ââŠâ
âYeah⊠eat up.â
And thenâ
Growl!
My stomach betrayed me with a loud rumble.
The twins, who had been busy eating, turned their heads to stare at me.
âD-donât mind that. My stomach just likes to⊠talk sometimes.â
I tried to laugh it off, secretly hoping theyâd offer me at least a small bite. But they didnât.
They really didnât.
A tiny pang of disappointment hit me.
âWell⊠as long as youâre eating well,â I said with a sigh.
I sat cross-legged, chin propped on my hand, watching them devour the food.
Their sharp nails and dirty faces caught the dim light. There were scratches all over their arms and legs.
âHey,â I said quietly, âthat horrible directorâs been hurting you, hasnât she?â
ââŠâ
âYou know her, right? Big woman, hands like frying pans, walks like a bear?â
I mimed her waddling around, puffing up my cheeks, andâfinallyâa reaction.
The smaller twin nodded hard.
âKnew it,â I muttered. âWhen does she come down here?â
ââŠâ
No reply. They couldnât speak. It was frustrating.
âWhere do I even start? Food comes first. Then Iâll teach them to talk⊠No, wait, maybe I should find a safer place for them firstâŠâ
While I was lost in thought, something fell in front of me with a soft thud.
A piece of bread.
It was from the quieter oneâthe younger twin who always hid behind her brother.
When I looked up, she darted back behind him.
ââŠIs this for me?â
ââŠâ
She didnât answer, but her hair bobbed up and down as she nodded.
My chest tightened.
âDoes this mean⊠weâre officially sharing food now?â
No answer, but that warm, unfamiliar feeling grew in my heart.
Until now, Iâd only thought about earning their trust for survivalâs sake. But nowâŠ
âThese kids arenât just characters from a novel.â
They werenât villains or tragic plot devices.
They were real.
Living, breathing, feeling childrenâwho had already suffered so much, but still had kindness left in them.
âIâve made up my mind.â
Both pairs of blue eyes looked straight at me.
Their hair was messy, their faces dirty, their eyes crusted with sleepâbut there was still a sparkle of life inside.
âIâll give you a normal childhood,â I said firmly. âThe most ordinary, peaceful childhood anyone could wish for. Iâll make sure of it.â
I stood up. âSo wait for me, okay? Iâll come back!â
There was no time to waste.
If food ran out here, I could go to the apple orchard thirty minutes away and bring back the fallen fruit.
If they needed water, I could fetch it myself.
Compared to these childrenâtrapped like beastsâI was practically free.
I clenched my small fists tight and stepped out of the shed.
***
âSee? Being good really pays off.â
Iâd always considered myself a fairly well-behaved person.
The director mightâve been greedy, but thanks to my quick memory, I usually finished chores faster than anyone else.
The kids were made to produce decorative silk threads for pocket charms and folding fans.
The work wasnât that hardâbut for kids, it was endless and exhausting.
And the quality was awful, of course.
âEven then, the director made us do fifty of them a day. Each. If you didnât, sheâd either starve or beat you.â
I was always the first to finish. Once I understood how to do it, it was simple enough. And after that, Iâd help the slower kids finish theirs too.
âHere! You can have my shoes!â
âThanks, Elle.â
âHehe, no problem! You always save my hands from blisters!â
Because of that, Iâd built up a little trading system.
I made other kidsâ daily quotas for them, and in return, I got things I neededâlike clothes, shoes, or blankets.
Of course, I only told a few trusted ones. If the director ever found out, weâd all be in deep trouble.
Soon, my little bundle was full of supplies.
I checked over everything carefully, then handed out the finished silk threads Iâd made in advance.
âHere! All doneâyours, yours, and yours!â
âWow, thanks!â
âAishaâs the best!â
âYou can ask us for anything anytime!â
âSure,â I said with a grin. âBut rememberâif anyone finds out I asked for theseâŠâ
I let the warning hang in the air.
Elleâs best friend, Rian, quickly raised his hands.
âO-of course! We wonât tell! Otherwise, Aisha will scold us!â
âShe might even hit us,â Elle added dramatically.
My face went blank.
ââŠHey. Iâm not the kind of person who just goes around hitting kids, okay?â
Rian blinked. âBut I did see you hit Ellen from the next room that one time.â