CHAPTER 13
āPut these on.ā
Theoris held out a pair of leather gloves. Jeyna found it odd that she was being told to wear gloves for sword training, but she slipped them on without complaint.
āWeāll start with practicing basic swings using a wooden sword.ā
Jeyna took the wooden sword. It was quite heavy for a training weapon. Just mimicking Theorisās stance and raising the sword was already exhausting.
Unlike Jeyna, who struggled to hold the sword with both hands, Theoris effortlessly lifted his with one.
He gave a light swing. The wooden blade struck a tree, leaving a deep horizontal line in the bark.
āWhat theā? Thatās possible with a wooden sword?ā
āJeyna, your turn.ā
āMy turn to what? Chop a tree with a wooden sword?ā
Thinking back on Theorisās movements, Jeyna swung the sword down with all her strength. The recoil was worse than she expected. Just that one swing made her wrist throb.
āRepeat that movement one hundred times.ā
āOne hundred times?!ā
āYes. Normally it would be more, but Iāve reduced it, considering your stamina.ā
Theoris gave her a gentle smile.
āSurely youāre not tired already?ā
āI quit,ā was on the tip of her tongue, but out of sheer pride, Jeyna swung again. However, having never exercised before, she managed only twenty swings before setting the sword down. Her wrist had gone completely limp.
āI canāt. I give up!ā
Jeyna sat down. Theoris, who had been watching her from a distance, approached and helped her remove the gloves. Her palms were red, though thankfully not scraped thanks to the gloves.
āDo you still want to learn swordsmanship?ā
āNo. Iām sorry for being stubborn, Theo. I didnāt realize how hard it would be.ā
āI appreciate that you understand now. Shall we head in? Itās nearly dinner time.ā
āOkay, letās goā¦ā
Excited by the thought of eating, Jeyna stood upāonly to stumble. Before she could hit the ground, Theoris swiftly caught her in his arms.
āAre you alright?ā
āYes, thank you⦠but I really canāt feel my legs.ā
It wasnāt an exaggerationāher legs truly had no strength. Smiling sheepishly, Jeyna wrapped her arms around Theorisās neck.
āJust carry me to the dining room like this, Theo.ā
In the end, she made it to dinner cradled in Theorisās arms. The meal tasted especially delicious after all that physical activity. Still, Jeyna had no desire to go through sword training again.
āPeople should live according to their strengths. Mine is being a rich, lazy bum who lounges around all day.ā
After finishing his shower, Theoris glanced at the now-asleep Jeyna and chuckled softly.
Sheād spent her whole life indoors, and now sheād tried sword training for the first timeāit was no surprise she was exhausted. Seeing her sprawled across the bed brought back memories of their wedding night.
His doubts about how sheād captured his heart so quickly had long since vanished. Whether Jeyna had used a mind control spell or was an assassin sent by the royal familyāit no longer mattered.
āAs long as she stays by my sideā¦ā
When Jeyna had first insisted on learning swordsmanship, Theoris had a troubling thought: what if she turned out to be talented and abandoned him?
He hated himself for fearing her departure more than her getting hurt.
But he couldnāt help it.
To Theoris, Jeyna had become irreplaceable.
He gently massaged her limbs. She was delicateāsomeone who got muscle aches from just one night of activity. He hoped to ease the soreness sheād surely feel tomorrow.
āHmmā¦ā
Jeyna stirred slightly, her hand brushing his thigh.
It was such a small touch, yet Theoris froze. His heart raced from nothing more than her fingers grazing his leg. Was something wrong with him?
He carefully moved her hand aside and lay down at the edge of the bed.
She slept with her mouth slightly open, mumbling incomprehensible phrases. It was endearing. Her pink hair splayed messily across the pillow, her sweet scent, her lipsāeverything about her was precious.
Jeyna was spring. The only warmth that had ever reached him in a frozen world. The love heād found for the first time in his lifeāhe cherished it more than anything.
Had he never known it, he wouldnāt have longed for it so desperately.
But it was too late now.
How could he not love the woman who raged at those who hurt him instead of offering hollow comfort, who gave him such joyful memories that the past seemed to fade?
Theoris knew. He knew this feeling that grew stronger every day wasnāt the gentle love Jeyna gave him.
He couldnāt label it as loveāthis jealousy so intense it envied even the monsters who had once held her in their arms. But still, he called it love.
Because he loved her, he wanted to possess her. Because he loved her, he wanted her. He wanted her eyes to see only him, her lips to speak no one elseās name. He wanted to lock away her loveliness so no one else could ever know it.
[āIām not your daughter or your petāIām your wife. Why do you keep trying to control me?ā]
[āI donāt want to hear your excuses right now. Leave.ā]
He remembered the first time Jeyna, who always looked at him with such warmth, had gotten angry. His heart still sank whenever he recalled that moment. The tightness in his chest made it hard to breathe.
Jeyna hated being controlled.
He didnāt want to do anything she disliked. He didnāt want her to hate him. He was terrified that one day, she would stop whispering words of love.
So for now, he decided to bury his obsessive clinging deep insideālest she grow tired and leave him.
Theoris pressed a kiss to Jeynaās cheek. Her soft lashes fluttered slightly.
āTheoā¦ā
Jeyna murmured. Though she was clearly asleep, Theoris answered anyway.
āYes, Jeyna.ā
āā¦I want chicken⦠mmmā¦ā
Chicken?
It was a word Theoris had never heard before.
Now that he thought about it, Jeyna sometimes said strange things he couldnāt understand.
Like the night theyād spent together, when he told her she was so precious he wanted to cherish her, she had laughed and said:
āWhat are you, some Joseon Dynasty man?ā
When he asked what that meant, she simply kissed him and said:
āOh, itās a thing.ā
He had once wondered if Jeyna came from a foreign country. But after asking Homel to secretly investigate, the results were clearāJeyna was indeed the biological daughter of Count Blake. Though not of the Countess.
āAn illegitimate child and an illegitimate child⦠quite the perfect match.ā
Their marriage had been arranged purely for political reasons, without regard for their feelings.
In truth, Theoris had felt a strange joy in knowing Jeynaās background mirrored his own.
āSo, what is āchicken,ā exactly?ā
Since she said she wanted to eat it, it must be food.
Jeyna was someone who looked happiest when eating. If she mentioned it in her sleep, it must be something she loved dearly.
Theoris imagined the joy on her face while eating this āchicken.ā Just thinking about it made the corners of his lips twitch.
āā¦Ah, drumstick⦠tch, fine. Iāll give you one.ā
She was drooling now. Theoris wiped it away with his sleeve and returned to thinking about what this āchickenā could be.
She had just said ādrumstick.ā It must be a dish made from chicken.
Theoris quietly slipped out of bed, leaving behind the peacefully sleeping Jeyna.
The morning felt unusually cheerful.
Jeyna had enjoyed a dream that truly delighted her. In it, she had been gloriously locked up in the world sheād originally come from.
A massive house straight out of an NTube video. Floor-to-ceiling windows with a view of the Han River. A house clearly worth tens of billions. And in it, Jeyna had eaten chicken. A giant TV, the latest computer, a folding smartphone she could never afford, even an Apple pad. Everything she ever wanted was there.
It wouldāve been the perfect dreamāif only she hadnāt had to give Theoris one of her drumsticks.
After her usual wash-up, she headed to the dining room.
āDid you sleep well, Jeyna?ā
āYes, Theo. I had the most exciting dream.ā
āIād love to hear about it.ā
Like I could tell you I dreamed of being locked up by you in my old world while eating chicken.
āOh, just⦠we were eating something delicious together.ā
āI see. If youāre happy, then so am I.ā
āTheoās tongue is dripping with honey again today.ā
As she absentmindedly reached for her spoon, something unfamiliar caught her eye on the table.
āā¦Um, Theo? What is this?ā
As if waiting for the question, Theoris gave her a warm smile and answered:
āItās chicken.ā
Do I look like I donāt know what chicken is?!
There was no such dish as āchickenā in this world.
Then what was this golden, crispy food placed before her?
No matter how she looked at it, it was definitely chicken.
It must just be something with the same nameā¦
Jeyna picked up a drumstick and placed it on her plate. She restrained herself from grabbing it with her hands and instead cut it with a knife. It felt strange.
Through the golden crust, the white meat inside was unmistakably chicken. The moment she tasted it, the juicy, savory flavor overwhelmed her tongue. It was leagues beyond the average neighborhood chicken. It even reminded her of B Companyās H Chicken.
How long has it been since I last had chicken?
Devouring the chicken, Jeyna looked up.
Theoris was watching her eat with a deeply content expression, like he was full just from seeing her happy.
āTheo, did I⦠talk in my sleep?ā
āNo, you didnāt.ā
āBe honest.ā
āYou did.ā
āWhat did I say?ā
āYou said you wanted chicken. You also promised to give me one drumstick.ā
Oh my god.
The thought that Theoris had heard her sleep talk made her want to hide. But part of her was curious.
āTheo, where did you learn how to make chicken?ā
āI found it in a book recording the Saintās history.ā
A book about the Saintās historyā¦
āIsnāt that a banned book?ā