Chapter – 02Â
 Buying an Ally
I closed my eyes, trying to calm down, to banish that translucent window from both my sight and my thoughts.
I am Olivia, daughter of Marquis Irvine.
I was imprisoned for the crime of attempting to poison the saint, and then I diedâpoisoned in my own meal. After that, in a dream, I met the creator god Demiule, who told me he would give me another chance to be happy. He also promised me unique knowledge and power.
Then, when I woke up, I was back in my bedroom at the marquisâ estateâand younger again.
On top of that, I retained my memories from my previous life, and now thereâs something like a game status screenâsomething I used to see often in my past lifeâappearing before me.
âWait. So the âunique knowledgeâ is my past-life memory, and the âpowerâ is this poison skill displayed on the windowâŠ?â
So the chance to be happy must mean I get to redo my life as Olivia, going back in time.
Understanding that much, I sank weakly onto the carpet.
âNo⊠thatâs not what I meant at all. Thatâs not what I wanted!â
If I could have chosen, I would have wanted to be reborn as a commoner, far away from any threat of poisoning.
If that had happened, I wouldnât have needed any knowledge or skills at all. I just said I wanted a quiet, modest lifeâdid Demiule not hear that part?
âThat carefree, smiling godâI shouldâve punched him when I had the chance.â
The violent thought startled me. It seemed that gaining my past-life memories had affected my personality as well.
I was angry, yesâbut strangely calm at the same time. There was little confusion, and instead, I felt oddly clear-headed.
âWell, Iâve learned one thingâreasoning with gods is useless. Since things are the way they are, Iâll just have to make the best of what Iâve been given.â
With that resolution, I decided to check my status screen.
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[Olivia Bell Irvine]
Sex: FemaleâAge: 13
Condition: WeakâOccupation: Marquisâ Daughter / Poison Eater
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ăBlessing of the Creator God (Pity)ăănew!
Poison Skillănew!
ă»Poison Resistance Lv.1ănew!
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âThere are⊠so many things to comment on. Actually, thereâs nothing here that doesnât deserve a comment.â
Noticing even my speech patterns had changed, I began checking line by line.
Olivia Bell Irvine.
That was exactly the same name as the villainess in the otome game âThe Holy Maiden Who Saved the Kingdom.â
âDoes that mean this really is the world of The Holy Maiden Who Saved the KingdomâŠ?â
Next: Age, thirteen.
When I was imprisoned and killed, I was sixteen. So Iâve gone back three years in timeâassuming Iâm not the only one whoâs younger now.
Then thereâs my condition: Weak.
âYeah, no kidding. Iâm all skin and bones. I canât believe I ever looked this frail.â
One look in the mirror nearly made me cry.
My skin was pale and dry, completely devoid of moisture. My cheeks were hollow, my silver hair dull and lifeless. My limbs were nothing but sticks covered in skin.
The only beautiful thing about me was my blue eyesâbut even they were bloodshot and frightening.
The part of me that used to be a beauty consultant in my past life screamed inside my head, âI canât even look at this!â
What caught my attention next was my occupation.
Next to âMarquisâ Daughterâ was the term Poison Eater.
I had never taken up any such dangerous profession. It was probably related to the skill Iâd been granted.
A Poison Skill. That was something Iâd never seen in The Holy Maiden Who Saved the Kingdom.
Demiule had said it was âunique,â so it must be a skill only I possessâŠ
âStill, doesnât âPoison Skillâ sound really ominous?â
It sounded exactly like something a villainess would have.
If anyone found out a noble lady possessed such a skill, I could easily imagine how theyâd look at me.
âIt doesnât seem like I can attack people with poisonâat least not yetâbut I definitely canât let anyone know about this.â
Then there was Poison Resistance. That one seemed self-explanatory.
So the wish to ânever suffer and die from poisonâ had been granted in the form of resistance.
A bizarre interpretation, really. I didnât need this kind of curveballâI wanted something more straightforward, like âreborn as a simple village girl.â
And that âBlessing of the Creator God (Pity)ââdid he really have to add the (Pity) part? It was infuriating. If he pitied me so much, he couldâve given me a peaceful life instead of this half-hearted blessing.
âSo my bodyâs probably resistant to poison nowâbut how much, exactly? Knowing that god, I doubt itâs perfect.â
But how could I even test it?
Itâs not like I could willingly swallow poison. That would be insane.
As I pondered this, a knock came at my door.
I hurried back to bed, and a voice said, âItâs Ann. Iâve brought your lunch.â
A maid with chestnut-brown hair pushed in a food cart.
Ann was young, probably still in her teens. Sheâd been attending me for some time, but weâd barely spoken beyond what was necessary.
A quiet girl, always nervous and gloomyâthat was my impression of her.
âYouâre awake, my lady. Has your fever gone down?â
ââŠYes.â
Apparently, Iâd been bedridden with a fever.
Without showing much concern, Ann simply said, âThen you should be able to eat,â and parked the cart beside my bed.
At that moment, a familiar ping! sounded, and a bright red window popped up before my eyes.
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[Venison Stew in Wine Sauce (Poisoned): Veroth Seed (Poison Lv.1)]
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âWhaââ
I nearly screamed âItâs poisoned!?â but managed to clap a hand over my mouth just in time.
I stared hard at the dish. Without the warning, it wouldâve looked like a perfectly ordinary, delicious meal.
Ann continued her work silently, her freckled face pale.
âHey,â I said.
Ann froze.
ââŠYes, my lady?â
âThis mealâdid you bring it directly from the kitchen yourself?â
At once, her hazel eyes began darting nervously.
âY-yes, I didâŠâ
âReally? No one ordered you to deliver it? You decided to bring it here of your own accord?â
I asked calmly but firmly, and she began trembling.
Watching her, I added, âActually, I donât have much appetite today.â
âSo, Iâd like you to eat it for me.â
âM-me!? IâI could neverâsuch a thingââ
âIâm telling you to. Go on, donât be shy. Or⊠is there some reason you canât eat it?â
Cornered, Ann fell to her knees and burst into tears.
âIâm so sorry, my lady!â she wailed.
âSo you do understand what I mean,â I said quietly.
Urging her to explain, I listened as she hiccuped through her confession.
She said my meals always came from the kitchen via the head maid, who instructed her to deliver them to my detached residence.
Once, she had seen the head maid add something to my foodâand had been threatened into silence.
(I see. So thatâs how it is.)
The head maid had come to the estate with my stepmother when she married into the family.
There was no doubtâthe one who ordered the poisoning was my stepmother herself.
Apparently, Iâd been getting poisoned for quite some time without realizing it.
âIs the head maid blackmailing you, Ann?â
âWell⊠my little sisterâs sick, and I need money for her medicine. The head maid said if I told anyone, sheâd fire meâand make sure I could never find work anywhere else. Iâm so sorryâŠâ
I glanced at the food again.
Only the venison stew had a red warning window. The other dishes were fine. So, as long as I avoided that one, Iâd be safe.
âI understand. Keep doing exactly what youâve been doingâkeep bringing me my meals from the head maid.â
âWhat!? B-butââ
Right in front of her, I picked up the plate, walked to the window, and flung its contents outside.
âJust tell the head maid that I ate it all,â I said.
Ann stared in shock. I smiled at her.
âHow about it? Can you keep up the act?â
âIâI couldnât possiblyâŠâ
âI want you on my side, Ann.â
She looked away, clearly conflicted.
I knelt down and gently took her chapped hand in mine.
âIâll pay for your sisterâs medicineâseparately from your wages.â
âIâll be your ally!!â
She shouted before I even finished.
Her eyes sparkled like gold coins.
âYouâre forgiving me and paying for the medicine? My lady, youâre a goddess!â
âGoddess? More like the villainess, actuallyâŠâ
âI, Ann, will follow you forever, my moneyâer, my lady!â
ââŠYou just said âmoney,â didnât you?â
Her open greed made my cheek twitch. So much for the gloomy maid.
Still, Iâd gained something I didnât have before my deathâa companion.
(Well⊠I suppose I literally bought her loyalty, but⊠was that really the right move?)
As I watched the overjoyed Ann, I couldnât shake the uneasy feeling that she might betray me someday.