Chapter 3
Ho-je watched Yeon-shi, tears brimming in her eyes, unable to look away from the couple. His mind was tangled. The tears she had been holding back now streamed down her cheeks.
What kind of relationship does she have with these people to cry like this?
His gaze flickered between the couple and Yeon-shi.
Was she spying? Or silently cursing them with her eyes?
Yeon-shiâs face, staring fiercely at the pair, was a mix of emotions, complicated and raw.
This couldnât continue. Ho-je grabbed her wrist and pulled her up abruptly.
âW-what⊠what are you doing?â
Yeon-shi whispered, her voice filled with shock.
âIâm going to act crazy and stick my nose into things.â
âWhatâŠ?â
Ignoring her question, Ho-je continued to pull her along. Only then, as she was led reluctantly, did Yeon-shi start resisting.
âHey! Let go! Who do you think you are? Iâm calling the police!â
Ho-je covered her mouth with his hand and spoke in a low, warning tone.
âQuiet. Planning to spread rumors that you saw the couple kissing?â
He lowered the mask that had covered his face, revealing his identity.
âIâm not some weirdoâI run the flower shop. Happy now?â
âWho are you to interfere?â
âExactly. Today, I felt like meddling a little.â
âHa⊠unbelievable.â
Yeon-shi shook off his hand and turned away.
âWhy? Going back over there?â
ââŠâŠ.â
âAre you some kind of voyeur?â
âNo!â
She shouted, turning back to him, then buried her face in her hands and sank to the ground.
âThese are my friendsâŠâ
Her sobs grew louder than before.
Outside the convenience store, Ho-je helped Yeon-shi sit on a chair and went inside to buy drinks.
He kept glancing back at her worriedly. Yeon-shi kept her head down but no longer cried.
âHuh⊠sticking my nose in like this⊠my older brother would freak out if he knew.â
He let out a hollow laugh at the absurdity of his own actions.
Carrying two strawberry milks, he came out of the store. Even though she could feel him, Yeon-shi didnât look up.
Ho-je handed her one of the drinks. Only then did she lift her head, her tearful eyes meeting his. She looked like a rabbit with tears in her eyes.
Slightly cuteâŠ
He immediately scolded himself for thinking that while she was sad.
âDrink this. Something sweet will make you feel a little better.â
He plopped down opposite her and opened the straw. But Yeon-shi didnât drinkâshe just stared at him.
Ho-je grabbed the drink from her hands, inserted the straw himself, and handed it back.
âWhen youâre upset, you have to release it somehow. Bottling it up only hurts inside.â
His gaze softened, but inwardly he chided himself. Whoâs comforting whom here? I havenât even sorted out my own feelings.
He took a sip of his own strawberry milk.
ââŠThank you.â
Yeon-shiâs soft voice reached him. He watched as she finally drank, the tiny sip of milk sliding into her mouth.
âAsk me anything you want.â
She put down the straw and held the drink with both hands.
âWhat should I ask?â
âWhy you were crying⊠why you spied on your friends⊠arenât you curious?â
âNot really.â
Ho-je answered indifferently. Her eyes stared at him, questioning why he didnât care.
âIâm not curious enough to dig into someone elseâs wounds.â
âI seeâŠâ
Yeon-shi gave a bitter smile and looked away. She had no more words. She had never met someone so calmly receptive, and it puzzled her.
She wondered why he had even meddled when he didnât need to. Perhaps he was just a genuinely meddlesome person, but he somehow dissolved her suspicion as well.
âBut I can listen, though.â
Her eyes flickered, meeting his.
ââŠExcuse me?â
âI can listen. I have plenty of time today.â
âHa⊠whyâŠâ
Yeon-shi smiled awkwardly, trailing off mid-sentence.
âSince Iâm already meddling, might as well go further. Weâre not strangers, anyway.â
âWe just met today, though?â
âNot for me.â
âFrom now on, my friend is you.â
She had once called a tree her friendâa strangely attention-grabbing girl. Ho-je recalled that first day and chuckled softly.
âNo, really?â
Yeon-shi tilted her head. Ho-je smiled subtly.
âLetâs skip over what would become the cupcake ownerâs embarrassing history, and just speak openly. Iâll listen.â
âThen⊠would you like a drink?â
Yeon-shi was still bewildered.
She figured if she drank something, she might stop thinking about her friends. She brought Ho-je to a nearby food stall.
The situation was comical. There was no lower point to reach nowâeverything had already been exposed.
She ordered soju and rolled omelets, smiling bitterly at herself.
The stall owner warned lightly as he served the drinks and fish cake soup.
âDrink a little.â
âYes, maâam.â
Yeon-shi laughed bitterly and refilled her cup.
Ho-je raised his cup to join her, but she drank quickly, repeatedly refilling it.
Ho-je clicked his tongue, lowered his cup, and sipped water instead. He had a feeling she might end up completely drunk.
Better that at least one of us stays sober.
He rested an elbow on the table, chin on his palm, watching her.
When she finally lowered her lips, he couldnât hold back:
âYou drink well, huh?â
âNo. One glass of soju and Iâm drunk.â
âWhat? Then youâve already exceeded your limit, havenât you?â
Yeon-shi looked up at him, startled, then lowered her gaze slightly. Her reactions, meticulously answering every remark, seemed oddly amusing to him.
It was hard to know where to begin. Theyâd only known each other a few hours, so opening up feelings wasnât easy.
âHaâŠâ
Her first sigh.
âMy two friends⊠theyâve been my childhood friends, growing up here together. But they recently started datingâŠâ
âUnrequited love?â
Yeon-shi nodded.
âItâs been a long time. Since high school, actuallyâabout ten years.â
âDid you ever confess?â
âNo. If I confessed and we couldnât even stay friends⊠what would I do?â
Her sorrowful face darkened further.
âHow can someone just sit on unrequited love without even trying? Foolish, isnât it?â
âEven if I seem foolish, I canât do it. Theyâre like family. I didnât want to cause even a small problem.â
Foolish, indeed.
Ho-je thought of her as someone who had already run away from a challenge out of fear.
âWhat will you do now?â
âWhat can I do?â
âAfter loving them for so long, treating them just as friends has its limits. Can you really be okay with that? Days like today will come again.â
âThereâs no solution. Time will fix it.â
What to do with this personâŠ
Ho-je crossed his arms, his expression serious, gazing at her with pity.
âAs someone older by a few years, Iâll give you a piece of advice.â
âHow old are you?â
âThirty-two this year.â
âOh⊠older than me, huh.â
Embarrassed, Yeon-shi sipped her soju. Ho-je chuckled softly and continued.
âTime doesnât heal everything. You have to work on it. Unrequited loveâitâs a chronic illness.â
âYou speak like youâve experienced it yourself.â
âMy situation was very different, but I didnât have time to heal my own heart.â
Ho-je recalled his modeling days. Expectations, the title of being part of Han-Yu Groupâthey suffocated him.
He hated othersâ eyes on him. When did it start?
Probably when he returned from a bathroom break during a shoot, only to overhear the staff talking behind his back.
âMin Ho-je is terrible. Weâve been shooting for over ten hours, and it still isnât right. I have no idea what heâs unhappy about. Even if we do it multiple times, itâs the same, and he never just lets it go.â
He had been smiling and reassuring on the surface, but hearing that behind his backâŠ
Ho-jeâs face darkened as the memory resurfaced.
Dingâan alert sounded. Yeon-shi checked her phone, and her expression suddenly fell, mirroring Ho-jeâs.
It was her friend.