~Chapter 48~Â
The Moment Love Begins
If God had poured all His effort into sculpting a single perfect statue, it would probably look like him. Thatâs how flawless Karsianâs appearance wasâthere was not a single thing out of place.
If Arlo was a slender, foxy, pretty beauty, then Karsian was a man of grand scale. He was at least half a hand taller than Arlo, with strong, muscular shoulders and armsâprobably from constant trainingâand a thick, solid torso. Compared to the average man, it was as if he was a completely different species.
Oh no.
Eleanor quickly looked down, realizing she had just compared Karsian to Arlo without thinking.
Thatâs when she finally noticed his clothes. The outfit made by Madame Corcos was dazzlingly extravagantâso much so that most people wouldnât be able to pull it off. But Karsian wore it effortlessly. With a face and body like that, there probably wasnât any outfit he couldnât make look good. Even in rags, heâd still shine.
Stop, stop!
Her thoughts were drifting back to his looks again. At this rate, she was no better than those shallow socialites who enjoyed judging womenâs faces for fun.
Eleanor scolded herself and quickly tried to change the topic.
âYou know, I noticed beforeâYour Grace is an excellent dancer.â
When she smiled and complimented him, Karsianâs eyebrows twitched noticeably. He still looked a bit angry, but Eleanor no longer felt afraid of that expression.
âIâm good at anything that involves physical movement.â
His reply carried absolute confidence. Considering all the accomplishments heâd made as a knight, it made sense.
âAre you good at handling public attention and gossip too? I hope so.â
Because tomorrow, the rumors will spread all over the capitalâEleanor added quietly.
[The fake noblewoman danced the first waltz with the Grand Duke Royster at the real ladyâs debutante ball.]
What a sensational headline. Eleanor was sure the newspapers wouldnât even take a full day to print such a story.
âI donât mind. But if you donât want it publicized, Iâll make sure it doesnât get out.â
âThereâs no need to do that for me. It actually benefits me to appear close to you, Your Grace.â
It was clear that Eleanorâalways a plannerâhad already thought this situation through. Sheâd even prepared a way to use it to her advantage.
If word got out that she danced with the Grand Duke, Duke Astria would likely be furious. Not just because of the already poor relationship between Astria and Royster, but more importantly, because it would ruin his plans to sell Eleanor off to another suitable family.
Today, Eleanor had presented herself beautifully and increased her value on the market. But at the same time, the number of potential buyers probably dropped. After all, it was now known that she shared a familiar and intimate moment with none other than Grand Duke Royster himself.
No one in this place would dare lay hands on a woman marked by Karsian Royster. Even those who had been considering buying the fake lady would quietly back off, licking their lips in regret.
In short, todayâs events were a loss for the Dukeâbut a big win for Eleanor.
Nora will find out about the Grand Duke eventually⊠but thatâs fine.
There were too many eyes in the capital anyway. It wasnât a card she could keep hidden forever.
âAre you sure youâll be okay though, Your Grace? Getting involved with a woman of unknown origin could bring you trouble. People might talk, and Arlo will definitely get angry and throw a fit.â
In this situation, the one at risk wasnât Eleanorâit was Karsian.
No matter how good an impression she had made tonight, she was still a fake. She could never become a true noble. Anyone who valued family honor would logically stay away from her.
Not only thatâKarsian could even end up drawing suspicion from the Emperor. People might think he was siding with Astria and the Crown Prince. That would bring all kinds of complications for him.
But Karsian, unbothered, calmly replied,
âNo one dares insult you in front of me. Not even that loud-mouthed Crown Prince brat. So donât worry about me.â
Eleanor was shocked that he openly insulted the Crown Prince right in the middle of the ball.
Thankfully, they were far enough from others that no one overheard it. Otherwise, it could have caused serious trouble.
âWell⊠Heâs the same man who punched Count Fletcher without hesitation.â
She suddenly remembered something she’d forgotten because of his kindness.
This man isnât exactly a reasonable person. Sometimes heâs excessively polite even when itâs unnecessary, and other times, he completely ignores social cues even when he probably should be careful.
But all that unpredictability somehow always worked out in her favor.
âAh.â
Maybe it was because she was distracted and not focusing on the dance, or maybe it was because it had been a long time since she wore heels this high. Eleanor lost her balance for a moment and stumbled.
She quickly stepped forward, causing her weight to shift. A large hand grabbed her waist to steady her, stopping her from falling completely, but couldnât stop her upper body from leaning forward.
Thud. Her white forehead bumped into something solid.
Surprised, she looked up with wide eyes, not realizing that she had just bumped into Karsianâs chest. It was too broad and firm to belong to an ordinary human being.
Thump, thump.
A rapid heartbeat vibrated through her skin. Every part of her that touched him felt hot, like it was on fire.
Was that sound coming from her own chest? Or his?
Unconsciously biting her lower lip, Eleanor looked up. At the same moment, Karsian met her gaze.
For a brief instant, she forgot how to breathe.
Once again, she felt the ridiculous illusion that the two of them were completely alone in this crowded Violet Hall filled with people.
But to be fair, anyone who looked at Karsian Roysterâs face like she was now would probably feel the same illusion.
He was looking at her like she was something precious and beautiful.
His deep red eyes stared at her with longing, holding her breath captive, and the scent of his body and the heat from his skin made her feel dizzy.
To a woman who has searched for love in every season and every day, this moment would surely feel like the beginning of love.
Eleanor slowly fluttered her long eyelashes and thought.
But this had nothing to do with her.
âThank you. I almost embarrassed myself in front of everyone.â
Eleanor smiled sweetly and gently pulled herself away from him. She moved right back into the dance steps so smoothly that most of the nobles didnât even notice she had stumbled.
âWhen the song ends, Iâll need to speak with the guests for a while. Will you be leaving right after, Your Grace?â
She asked as if nothing had happened. Karsian followed the dance steps, but his handsome face was tense, clearly showing signs of frustration or maybe embarrassment.
âOrâŠâ
Eleanor smiled with her eyes and continued in a soft voice.
âWould you wait for me on the balcony for a moment?â
I have something Iâd like to say to you, she whispered, in a tone that could easily be mistaken as flirtation.
ââŠI will.â
Karsian nodded obediently. She could feel his hand tighten around her waist slightly, but Eleanor didnât point it out.
The cheerful dance music, just like her mood, was coming to an end.
***
As Karsian disappeared onto the balcony, out of sight, the nobles who had been waiting for a chance to approach Eleanor surrounded her and bombarded her with endless questions.
âLady Eleanor, which boutique made your dress? Itâs so beautiful! Would you mind introducing me to your dressmaker?â
âAnd your hair accessory! Itâs gorgeous. Is it from the same place?â
Most of the questions were light and casual. Eleanor couldnât reveal the name of the boutique, but she answered the others kindly.
Then, someone snuck in a more sensitive question.
âIs it true that Lady Nora used to be your maid?â
Everyone turned to look at the young daughter of a viscount who had asked the question. They were all curious but hadnât dared to say it out loudâuntil now.
[The new lady, Nora Astria, was once Eleanor Astriaâs personal maid.]
That rumor had been spreading quietly for the past few days, though it hadnât appeared in any official articles.
People had heard she had grown up apart from her parents and had a tough childhood, but being a maid was something else entirely.
To the nobles, life in orphanages or poor neighborhoods was a distant and unrelated miseryâeasy to pity. But a maid was different. Maids were close, familiar, and often seen as lowly or even disgraceful.
So if Nora really had been a maid, people would start treating her very differently.
Nobles cleared their schedules to attend tonightâs debutante ball just to see for themselves if the rumor was true. Thatâs why more people had shown up than expected.
ââŠThatâs not a question I can answer.â
Eleanor turned her head coldly away from the viscountâs daughter.
Her serious tone made the other nobles quietly criticize the young girlâs rudeness. But even so, they exchanged excited glances.
Though Eleanor didnât confirm anything, her refusal to deny it was answer enough.
âSo itâs true that Lady Nora used to be a maid!â
It was a truth that would come out eventually. Unless she could silence all the servants and people who knew her past, there was no such thing as an eternal secret.
But the reason Eleanor had ordered Hilda to start spreading the rumor days ago was because she understood the importance of timing.
A rumor that might have died quickly would instead burn brightly and for much longer if sparked in the right moment.
Tonight, Noraâs impressive appearance added high-quality fuel to the fire, and the gossip now looked like it would last for quite a while.
And Eleanor intended to sit right beside that glowing fire, enjoying the warmth.