CHAPTER 48
âWow, Mother! What is it? I want to see too!â
âWhat else could it be? If itâs from that man, itâs the usual nonsense.â
âOh, Mother, really. Father begs for reconciliation every year.â
ââŠIf he truly meant it, he should come in person. How does he keep sending these things through you or Renata?â
Though her expression was twisted in displeasure, Motherâs eyes kept drifting toward the box, betraying her curiosity.
I exchanged a quick glance with Renac, both of us suppressing a smile.
Clearing his throat, Renac was the first to regain composure. âItâs tempting to peek inside, but maybe we should leave this little joy just for Mother. Itâs not like weâre the only ones here.â
ââŠRenac.â
âHold on, Renata. Lend me your ear for a sec.â
âHuh? What is it?â
I leaned in, and he whispered, âCome to my room at 1 a.m.â
âYou two… donât tell me youâre gossiping about your poor mother and that Kesad man.â
âUs? Never! Now, letâs eat, shall we?â
Mother grumbled, clutching the box, unsure what to do with it. But when Renac raised his wine glass with a charming smile, she sighed and picked up hers as well.
We hadnât eaten a proper meal for daysâevery village weâd passed through had been small and humble.
So Renac and Cassian, having gone half-starved for days, were already slicing into juicy meat and digging into fresh salad like men on a mission.
I focused on deboning the fish in front of me. Then, suddenly, a perfectly cleaned piece of fish was placed on my plate.
Startled, I glanced at the person beside me.
ââŠWhatâs this? Why are you suddenly acting so unlike yourself?â
âWhy so many questions? Just eat it.â
âYou know, they say when people start doing things out of character, itâs a sign they donât have long to liveâŠâ
âRenata, youâre not trying to become a widow again, are you?â
Khalid nudged my shoulder with a chuckle, urging me to just eat.
But his strange bout of kindness left me wary.
As I narrowed my eyes at him, Khalid raised a brow.
âWhy are you always on guard with me? Shouldnât I be the one person you donât have to be wary of anymore?â
âWell⊠true, but hearing it from you is a littleâŠâ
I stared at the soft white fish for a moment before finally lifting it to my mouth. Only then did Khalid relax and return to his meal.
Somehow, though, my throat felt tight. I took a sip of fruit juice to clear the feeling and blinked away the tension.
âBy the way, Khalid, how long are you staying? And more importantlyâare you even allowed to leave the capital?â
âOf course not.â
He shook his head as he chewed a piece of meat and chased it down with juice.
âNow that Iâve confirmed youâre alive and well, I need to get back as soon as possible.â
âYouâve really⊠grown into your crown prince role, havenât you?â
I didnât even bother hiding my surprise.
The old Khalid wouldâve taken this as an excuse to travel a bit before heading back.
Then again, the fact that the Crown Prince had left the capital and come all the way out here was already absurd in itselfâbut this was Khalid, after all.
Still, if the emperor were to find out Khalid was goneâŠ
Well, that wasnât my problem.
And itâs not like heâs officially my husband yet, either.
I ignored the looming future that seemed to form every time I looked at Khalid.
âYour Highness,â Mother spoke up, âwhen you return to the capital, could you let His Majesty know that itâll be difficult for El La Mar to supply magic stones for a while? Right now, eliminating the sea monsters is the priority.â
âMother, didnât you say no business talk during meals?â
âOh, did I?â she said, dabbing her lips with a napkin and smiling. Renac nodded vigorously.
âYes, you did. But still⊠monsters in El La Mar too?â
âSeems like the entire empireâand maybe even the whole continentâis in chaos. At this rate, every nation might have to unite to get rid of them.â
Khalid, now resting his chin on his hand, sighed deeply.
It felt strange seeing him so engaged in a conversation about continental politics. I stared at him quietly.
He was holding the same juice glass heâd picked up earlier, and I said:
âWait⊠why are you drinking my juice?â
ââŠWhat?â
âThatâs my glass. Yours is over there.â
âReally? Sorry, I didnât notice.â
He froze for a second, then narrowed his eyes. His lips, stained red from the juice, curled mischievously.
âBut does it really matter anymore? Between us?â
âExcuse me, Your Highness. Weâre not alone at this table.â
I glanced around nervously, flustered.
Heâd gone from loudly refusing marriage to acting like this? What was going on in that head of his?
Something had definitely changed since weâd last seen each other in the capital.
My eyes darted toward Mother, worried about her reaction.
âYoung love, isnât it?â she said with a smile. âWell, if itâs Prince Khalid, I suppose it wouldnât be so bad.â
âŠWhat?
I had no idea how to respond.
When I was engaged to Izar, sheâd shown nothing but disapproval. But with Khalid, she was strangely accepting.
âI saw him losing his mind saying he had to come save you,â she added. âMade me realize maybe Iâve been too biased against the royal family all this time.â
She mustâve noticed my stunned silence.
Still, that wouldâve been true even if it were Izar instead of Khalid. But Mother didnât know Izar well.
He had never visited El La Mar, and she hadnât been to the capital since our engagement.
So I kept my thoughts to myself and stayed silent.
When I glanced back at Khalid, he was now hiding his face behind one hand.
ââŠUgh. My lady, didnât we agree not to bring that up?â he muttered.
âOh dear. Did I say that?â
Mother giggled, clearly enjoying his reaction.
Honestly, I was surprised at how naturally they got along.
Feeling a mix of emotions, I reached for the untouched juice glass Khalid had set aside.
Its sweetnessâmade from crushed red fruitâleft a strangely bitter aftertaste.
Khalidâs unexpected kindness, and how easily he spoke with my mother, left me too distracted to properly enjoy the rest of dinner.
Afterward, he asked if I wanted to go for a walk to help digest the food, but I couldnât.
I fled the dining room and buried my face in the bed.
Time passed as I stared blankly, then finally sat up. The large clock hand was pointing at 1.
One a.m.
Renacâs promised time.
The hallway was quiet, lined with gold-trimmed ornaments.
I threw a glance at the perfectly clean decorations as I made my way to Renacâs room.
Hopefully, he hadnât passed out from all the food and wine he shared with Cassian earlier.
I was dying to talk about Izar with them.
Of course, I knew being anxious wouldnât make things happen any faster. So I tried to stay calm.
But the closer I got to Renacâs room, the quicker my steps became.
Just around this cornerâ
âLady Renata.â
âSir Cassian.â
I nearly collided with him, panting from having run the last few steps.
He was standing in front of Renacâs door, looking puzzled.
âWhat are you doing here? Why havenât you gone in?â
âWellâŠâ He lowered his hand from the door. His golden eyes shifted gently in the dim light. âIt wonât open. I think he passed out.â
ââŠSeriously? He promised weâd talkâand then locked the door?â
âWhen you travel abroad, all sorts of things happen. Assassination attempts arenât uncommon.â
âI know. Business comes with plenty of danger.â
âThatâs why he told me he got into the habit of locking his doors. He mentioned it before.â
âStill, this isnât abroad.â
I moved past Cassian and knocked hard on the doorâbut no response came from within.
Unbelievable.
Cassianâs room was next door, but I had run across the whole mansion just to get here.
Frustrated, I jiggled the doorknob aggressively.
âWake up, Renac. I said wake up!â
âSeems youâve dropped the âbrotherâ title.â
âNot in the mood for formality tonight.â
Iâd been waiting for this conversation all evening!
I tugged at my hair in frustration and let out a deep sigh.
Cassian chuckled under his breath, then quickly composed himself when he noticed my glare.