Episode 10
âElla!â
That familiar nickname rang sharply in Aylaâs ears.
She whipped her head toward the portal leading deeper into the Magic Towerâ
and there he was.
The very person she had been dying to see: Deinhart, his ebony hair brushing his shoulders as he strode quickly toward her.
âDein!â
Ayla called out his name with pure joy.
When he stopped in front of her, his breathing was slightly uneven.
Meeting his clear green eyesâeyes that reflected only herâmade her heart swell painfully.
Perhaps it was because she had just come from a tense encounter with Licht,
but seeing Deinhart now felt even more overwhelming.
Whenever she saw him, the same ridiculous thought always filled her headâ
and this time was no exception.
ââŠI just want to run away with him right now.â
But that sweet daydream didnât last long, because Deinhart spoke in a worried voice.
âDid something happen?â
âHuh?â
âYou showed up without sending word⊠I thought something was wrong.â
Now that he mentioned it, she realized he had every reason to worry.
She had never just dropped by like this before.
âOhâsorry! I didnât mean to surprise you. Itâs not because of anything serious.â
âNo, Ella, you can come anytime you want! Itâs just thatâŠâ
Deinhart trailed off.
Ayla frowned slightly.
ââŠâItâs just thatâ? Why does it sound like youâre holding something back?â
She wanted to ask, but decided to wait.
âIf youâd told me in advance, I wouldâve come out to greet you. Iâm just a little disappointed I couldnât.â
A smile spread across Aylaâs face before she could stop it.
âHow can someone be this adorable?â
Suppressing the warmth in her chest, she replied,
âOkay. Next time Iâll make sure to call ahead so you wonât be disappointed.â
When Deinhart nodded, she glanced around, then covered her mouth slightly and whispered,
âHey, Dein⊠can we go somewhere quiet?â
âHmm? Somewhere quiet? Whyâah.â
He caught on quickly this time.
The security guards nearby were pretending not to look, but they were obviously listening in.
âThen letâs go to the garden. No one should be there right now.â
âThe garden?â
âYeah, the towerâs kind of a mess inside today.â
Ayla couldnât hide her mild disappointment.
She hadnât come just to sightsee, but stillâsheâd wanted to take a look inside.
She was about to accept it when she noticed something odd in his expressionâ
for a brief second, it looked like he didnât want her to come in.
Maybe she was imagining it⊠but the uneasy feeling lingered.
âLetâs go.â
She pushed the thought away and walked ahead first.
Halfway down the corridor, she stopped, realizing she mightâve taken the wrong turn.
When she looked back, Deinhart was quietly laughing behind his hand.
âElla, itâs the other way.â
Now he took the lead, and she followed him.
They stepped through another portal beside the entranceâand suddenly, the garden unfolded before her eyes.
When someone says âMagic Tower,â what image comes to mind?
âFor people of the Nia Empire, probably exhausted, gloomy mages buried in work.â
Having lived in this world for three years, Ayla thought the same.
So she hadnât expected much from the gardenâmaybe a few trees, some wilted flowers, that was it.
But what greeted her was beyond anything sheâd imagined.
âOhâŠâ
A genuine gasp escaped her lips.
âThereâve been a lot of requests to improve workplace welfare lately,â Deinhart explained,
âso we officially hired a gardener.â
He mustâve guessed what she was thinking from her expression.
Ayla nodded, taking in the scene.
Sunlight streamed through the glass ceiling; a small stream curved gracefully through the garden.
A cool breeze brushed her cheek, carrying the sweet scent of blooming flowers.
It was beautifulâpeaceful.
A perfect place to confess her feelings.
ââŠItâs so pretty.â
âI knew youâd like it.â
Lost in admiration, Ayla blinked as a familiar scent drew close.
When she looked up, Deinhart was standing right in front of her.
Her violet eyes widened slightly as she looked at his flawless faceâ
his smile soft and teasing.
He reached up and gently tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear.
His hand was calloused but careful, as if he were touching something precious.
Ayla blinked slowly.
It wasnât the first time heâd done this, but somehow, this moment felt completely different.
ââŠPerfect,â she murmured without thinking.
She hadnât meant to say it aloud, but she didnât regret it.
It was the spark that set off her courage.
âHuh? What is?â
Completely oblivious, Deinhart tilted his head.
âI like you, Dein.â
ââŠWhat?â
His green eyes went wide.
Even now, he didnât seem to realize what she meant.
Seeing her chance, Ayla grabbed the hand that hovered near her faceâ
and pressed it gently against her cheek.
He flinched at the sudden contact,
but she smiled brightly, like a girl drunk on love.
âYou probably never noticed, but Iâve liked you for a really long time.â
ââŠâŠâ
âIâm serious. I really, really like you.â
Every word was true.
Her feelings went all the way back to when sheâd first known him as a reader.
So she looked at him with expectant eyes, certain he would return her feelingsâ
that theyâd finally be on the same page.
âHe must be happy. He has to be⊠right?â
But instead, Deinhartâs bright green eyes trembled violently.
ââŠâŠâ
ââŠâŠâ
Before long, he averted his gazeâunable to look at her.
A chill crept over her heart.
ââŠIâm sorry, Ayla.â
And then the words sheâd dreaded came.
She tried to stop him, to call his nameâ
âDein.â
But he only shook his head.
âI⊠canât accept your feelings.â
His voice was firm, final.
A cold wind swept between them, as if drawing a line.
While Ayla stood frozen, Deinhart gently pulled his hand away from her grasp.
âHaâŠâ
A laugh escaped herâthin and hollow.
None of this made sense.
âEverything was perfect. So why? Why is this happening?â
He liked her. Everyone around them knew it.
Her plan couldnât have gone wrongâyet somehow, it had.
âWhy?â she asked quietly.
ââŠâŠâ
âWhatâs the reason?â
ââŠâŠâ
No answer.
Her frustration grew.
If she at least knew the problem, she could fix itâbut there was nothing.
And Deinhart looked just as lost as she felt.
ââŠI donât know,â he muttered.
âYou donât know?â
âRejecting you⊠feels like the right thing to do.â
That ridiculous answer made her want to scream.
âWhat do you mean itâs right?! You donât have a fiancĂ©e, youâre not takenâthereâs no reason at all!â
She thumped her chest in frustration, like she could shake the irritation loose.
âYou do like me!â
ââŠHuh?â
âYou like meâso why are you rejecting me?â
âOh, you knew?â
That did it.
Aylaâs temper snapped.
âKnew?! Thatâs what you have to say right now?!â
Her mind spun, but she forced herself to stay calm.
âOf course I knew! You make it so obvious!â
ââŠWas it that obvious?â
âHaâŠâ
She exhaled sharply.
âDonât lose control. Think logically.â
She took a deep breath, collecting herself.
âThe elders always saidâif you keep trying, even the hardest heart will give in eventually.â
Sheâd never liked that saying,
but right now, she was willing to test it.
âYou like me, and I like you. So letâs date.â
âW-wait, thatâs so suddenââ
âWhatâs so sudden about two people liking each other?â
ââŠâŠâ
Deinhartâs conflicted expression said it all.
She already knew what his answer would beâ
but she wasnât ready to back down.
âI really didnât want to use this, butâŠâ
Ayla bit her lip and said quietly,
âIs it because Iâm not good enough?â
ââŠWhat?â
âYouâre rejecting me because Iâm not good enough to be your girlfriend, right?â
âThatâs not it! Ella, youâre⊠youâre way too good for me.â
âThen why are you rejecting me?!â
âBecauseâŠâ