#118. Eve (3)
Nikolai tilted his head for a moment, then slowly answered.
âI donât have a family, and no lover either. I do have a friend, but that guy needs to spend time with his family.â
âWas that consideration?â
âHeâs someone I value a lot.â
The server glanced at Nikolaiâs sly grin and muttered.
âHm, so you do have someone like that.â
âOf course. Even someone like me needs at least one person to make life worth living.â
âWhat kind of person are you?â
âMe? A slacker who tries to avoid training by thinking too much. A coward whoâs scared of war. Someone who loves drinking, women, and gamblingâjust a hopeless guy.â
âThere are plenty of people like you in here. Is that why you come?â
Instead of answering, Nikolai just smiled.
The server seemed to like him even more.
âBut earlier, you said you didnât have a lover, right?â
She slowly closed and opened her eyes, gazing at him with a seductive look.
âThen how about spending tonight with me?â
At the bold invitation, Nikolai chuckled, then suddenly stiffened.
âHmmâŠâ
He rolled his eyes around and spoke with his usual habitual grin.
âWell, ha, what an honor that is.â
âGood. Then shall we go up right away?â
âOh, wait. Youâre in such a rush.â
âItâs not being rushedâitâs being thorough. The night is short.â
She grabbed his arm, urging him.
But Nikolai gently stopped her.
âWait a moment, can you hear me out?â
Her brows furrowed. She sensed rejection in his tone.
âYou said you donât have a lover. Then whatâs the problem?â
Sharply, she pressed. Nikolai lowered his brows apologetically.
âI said I donât have a lover. But that doesnât mean I donât have someone in my heart.â
âWhat?â
âBelieve it or not, Iâm actually a man of principle. I canât separate heart and body.â
âHa!â
The beautiful server scoffed. She was admired by all the men in town, always begged to meet just once. To be turned down so firmly bruised her pride.
âThen why arenât you with that woman tonight?â
Nikolai scratched his brow, hesitating for a bit.
âYouâre wasting your time here instead of going to her on a night like this?â
She shot at him angrily. When he didnât answer right away, she snapped.
âYouâre just lying to reject me!â
âNo, no, thatâs not it.â Nikolai quickly waved his hands.
âThen what?â
âWell⊠I know my place.â
He spoke gently, like soothing a child.
âIn this world, there are lines you should never cross.â
He traced an invisible line in the air with his finger, then mimed trying to cross it.
âAnd if you try to cross that forbidden line, things far worse than you imagine will happen.â
âWhat?â
Instead of explaining properly, Nikolai went on in his own way.
âThe worst I can imagine is not being able to set foot here again.â
He stretched his arms out.
âI like this place.â
âWhat are you evenâŠâ
Before she could finish, Nikolai suddenly gulped down his drink.
âHmm, this doesnât even taste good.â
He emptied the glass clean but still called it tasteless.
Now the server looked at him as if heâd gone mad.
Nikolai placed money from his pocket beside the glass.
âHere. Thanks.â
ââŠThatâs too much for the drink.â
âItâs a thank-you. I was bored, and you kept me company.â
She bit her lip, glaring at him fiercely. Nikolai winked playfully and left the tavern.
Though someone tried to stop him, he didnât.
Thud!
The heavy wooden door shut, and the noisy tavern faded behind him.
The cold night air cooled Nikolaiâs flushed, drunken body. His hazy mood also cleared.
âHaaâŠâ
Letting out a long breath, he stood still beside the tavern door.
With his hands in his pockets, he stared blankly at the starry sky.
âWhere should I goâŠâ
He had nowhere to go.
He didnât want to return to his lodging. And heading to the training grounds at this hourâonly his friend obsessed with training would do that.
âNo, even Andrei wouldnât train while drunk like this.â
Of course, Andrei would never drink enough to get drunk in the first place.
âI wonder, what would he be like drunk?â
Imagining Andrei drunk and slurring complaints made Nikolai laugh to himself.
Just thenâ
âNikolai.â
Startled by the unexpected voice, Nikolai spun around.
Andrei approached and patted his shoulder.
A light, friendly touch. Normally Nikolai was the one to reach out, never Andrei.
Nikolai blinked in surprise. Maybe he was seeing things from the alcohol.
âAndryusha?â
âI told you not to call me that.â
âNo, but⊠what are you doing here?â
âI came to get you.â
ââŠMe?â
Nikolai pointed to himself. Andrei nodded.
âMy mother is waiting.â
âYour motherâMadame Medvedevâis waiting for me?â
âYes.â
âWhy?â
âBecause I told her Iâd bring a friend.â
At Andreiâs calm words, Nikolai frowned.
âWhat do you mean? Explain so I understand.â
âItâs exactly as I said.â
ââŠYou really donât make sense sometimes.â
âSometimes? I often feel you donât make sense either.â
âHuh? Was that a joke?â
âNo. Serious.â
âMan, even your humor code doesnât match mine. Sometimes I wonder how weâre best friends.â
âI wonder that often, not sometimes.â
Andrei glanced at the dark sky, then urged.
âLetâs go.â
âHaaâŠâ
âMy mother is waiting.â
ââŠRight. We shouldnât keep a lady waitingâespecially Madame Medvedev.â
Muttering nonsense, Nikolai obediently walked along.
âTomorrow weâll be sleeping outdoors, so rest as much as you can tonight.â
âAh, I donât think I can sleep tonight. Is it okay to sleep drunk?â
âAbsolutely not. You could fall off your horse if you nod off.â
âHmm, then youâll save me, wonât you, Andryusha?â
ââŠIâll give you a sunny grave.â
âWhat? Are you trying to kill me? See, our humor never matches. The only taste we share is in women.â
âWhat?â
âI mean, letâs agree not to like the same girl. Women usually prefer men like you as husbands, not me. I really hate losing a girl to a friend.â
âStop talking nonsense and get to bed.â
âHa ha, fine, fine. Letâs go. For tomorrowâs sake.â
The night before battle.
Under a sky full of stars, the two young knights walked side by side. Their hearts were still restless, their minds tangled.
But because they had each other to share trivial talk with, the weight pressing down on their shoulders felt a little lighter.
Late that night, Madame Medvedev warmly welcomed Nikolai.
He ate the large late-night meal she had prepared, bathed in hot water, and lay down on a soft bed.
Not being alone gave him a strange sense of comfort.
âNot like Iâm a child, but stillâŠâ
Smiling faintly, he pulled the blanket up to his brows.
Though he couldnât sleep until dawn, his heart felt lighter.
Andrei too, relieved after bringing his friend home, lay down with an easier heart.
He tried to sleep to preserve his strength, but sleep did not come quickly.
Madame Medvedev was the same. In a few hours, she would send her son and his friend to the dangerous battlefield where her husband already fought. How could she sleep peacefully?
She tossed and turned, then rose early to prepare a hearty breakfast for them.
The Medvedev household was not the only one like this.
Each family was different in background and situation, but one thing was the same.
On the night before departure, all shared the same emotions.
And so, the long, restless night passedâ
and the day of farewell dawned.