#11. Adaptation (2)
Sashaâs âMemory Palace,â built over dozens of lifetimes, was vast in scale.
Thatâs because she had constructed a building to store the memories of each individual life she had lived.
Upon entering the palace, she first saw a three-story concrete building. This stored memories of her most recent lifeâwhen she had been a star tutor on Earth.
A bit further in, there was a cave she had once lived in during another life.
That was when she had been born as a tiger in a wuxia-style world. Her memories from that life were drawn as murals on the cave walls.
There was also a massive royal palace from her time as a king, and a traditional tile-roofed house from her life as an independence activist.
Buildings of all different architectural styles lined up in a row.
Because of this, Sashaâs Memory Palace was larger than most rural villages.
Wandering aimlessly inside could waste hours.
But this time, she didnât need to check every building.
She had a specific goal in mind.
What she needed were the memories from the life in which she was a physician in this world.
So she only had to go to that building.
With steady stepsâneither rushed nor aimlessâSasha made her way through.
She passed several buildings and stopped in front of a small brick house.
This was the building that contained memories from her 18th life, when she had become a renowned doctor in this world, called Lodos.
âThis door⊠itâs the door to the lab where I spent more time than I did at home.â
A smile crept across her face at the nostalgic thought.
Sasha opened the small wooden door with a flutter in her heart.
AhâŠ
The interior stirred her emotions deeply.
Wooden cabinets filled with medicinal herbs, a large table covered with pharmaceutical tools, and shelves crammed with books she had written in that life.
She longed to browse and reminisce, but held herself back and headed straight for the shelves.
For the past week, Sasha had been pulling out and reading every book on those shelves, one by one, trying to identify Pavelâs illness.
She vaguely remembered treating someone with symptoms similar to hisâand after great effort, succeeding.
That meant the record had to be in one of these books.
She had faith that sheâd find it if she kept searching.
âWhere is itâŠâ
Sasha yanked out books in bunches and read rapidly.
The flutter of turning pages echoed as a tower of finished books began to rise beside her.
One, two, three⊠until the stack grew tall.
PhewâŠ
After clearing about half the shelf, she rubbed her aching forehead.
Too much information all at once was giving her a headache.
âUgh⊠I want to rest.â
Fatigue weighed on her, but she shook her head firmly.
She couldnât give up now. Not until she found a way to treat Pavelâs condition.
âOkay. Letâs keep going!â
She opened her eyes wide and focused.
Her brow furrowed tightly as she dove back into the search.
Time passed.
At some point, the pile of books she had read outnumbered the ones she hadnât.
Finally, just as the shelf was nearly emptyâ
âŠâŠâŠ
âFound it!â
Snapping out of the memory palace, Sasha bolted upright, her face glowing with joy.
âI finally found it!â
She carefully processed the memory she had just retrieved.
âItâs not a disease. Pavel isnât sick.â
Of course the doctors couldnât find a cure.
They had been chasing the completely wrong answer from the beginning.
Pavel wasnât afflicted by any illness.
His pain stemmed from a unique constitution known as the Blessing of Mana.
The âBlessing of Manaâ was an extremely rare trait in which a person possessed exceptional mana affinity.
In Sashaâs past life, this trait had been found in legendary figuresâarchmages, swordmastersâhence why it was called a blessing.
However, depending on the person, this blessing could feel more like a curse.
âIf the body isnât strong enough to handle the immense mana⊠it ends up being crushed by it, causing damage and early death.â
Like trying to pour heavy liquid into a fragile vesselâit shatters under the weight.
Thus, those born with the Blessing of Mana lived one of two lives:
They either trained hard, overcame their limits, and became legendary heroesâŠ
Or they failed to contain the manaâand died.
âBut why didnât anyone realize that Pavel had the Blessing of Mana?â
Sasha pondered the questionâand soon found the answer.
Too much time had passed since her life as a physician in this world.
Nearly a thousand years.
As time went by, the amount of ambient mana in the world decreased, and naturally, fewer people could sense or control mana.
âIn my past life, mages with average ability barely scraped by. But now theyâre revered as archmages.â
So it was no surprise that no one with the Blessing of Mana had appeared in centuries, and the records about it had long since been forgotten.
âOf course no one couldâve recognized it.â
Modern doctors didnât even know such a condition existed.
All they knew was that patients with Pavelâs symptoms died youngâand they assumed it was some incurable illness.
So Pavel had been wrongly diagnosed as terminally ill.
But Sasha knew about the Blessing of Mana. She understood the symptoms, the process, the consequences.
And thus she had been able to reach this conclusion.
âThe Blessing of ManaâŠâ
Was it good fortuneâor misfortuneâfor Pavel?
Sasha muttered under her breath, lost in thought.
âIf he can fully absorb all that mana, itâll be the greatest gift. No matter what he chooses to do, heâll possess power strong enough to carve his name into history.â
But if he stayed like thisâŠ
Recalling how frail his body was, Sashaâs expression turned grim.
If nothing changedâ
âHeâll die. His body will rupture from the mana pouring into it.â
The Blessing of Mana forces an enormous amount of mana into the bodyâso much that even trained warriors couldnât withstand it.
And right now, Pavelâs body was so fragile he got sick just from walking too much.
If he grew up like this, he really wouldnât survive to adulthood, just as the doctors had predicted.
His body would burst under the pressure.
ââŠI canât let that happen!â
Sasha shook her head violently.
She couldnât allow that future.
âI need to build him a body that can withstand mana.â
Pavel needed a physique that was sturdy, stable, and unbreakable.
The joy of discovering the cause had faded. Now only concern remained.
Sasha sighed quietly.
âThe road ahead is longâŠâ
But she didnât feel overwhelmed.
Even if there was a lot to do, she knew what came first:
Helping Pavel build a healthy, strong body.
âŠâŠâŠ
Since the wedding night, Sasha had barely seen Pavel.
Which was strange, considering they lived together in a small annex.
Whenever they did cross paths, Pavel no longer snapped at her like beforeâbut he wasnât friendly either.
He simply and obviously avoided her.
âDoes he not want anything to do with me?â
So far, Sasha had been too busy sorting through her memories to intervene.
âBut now that ends.â
If she wanted to help restore his health, sheâd need to get involved in his daily life.
âHeâs probably in his room.â
She didnât have to guessâPavelâs routine was the same every day.
He stayed holed up in his room from morning to night. If anyone knocked, he snapped at them.
That was his entire routine.
âHeâs like a total shut-in.â
She was curiousâwhat did he even do in there all day?
âIsnât he bored?â
Shaking her head in mild disbelief, Sasha made her way toward his room.
It was located at the opposite end of the house from hers.
That had been Pavelâs decisionâhe clearly didnât want to run into her.
She hadnât paid it much attention until now, butâŠ
âI should move my room.â
If she was going to start meddling, she might as well do it right.
Being closer would make everything easier.
With that thought, Sasha stopped in front of Pavelâs door.
Knock knock.
âPavel? Are you in there?â
ââŠâŠâ
âCan I come in?â
ââŠGo away!â
âOkay. Iâm coming in.â
She heard a crash insideâhe had probably tried to stop herâbut she opened the door faster than he could act.
âHello!â
Smiling sweetly at the awkwardly frozen Pavel, who still had his hand on the doorknob, she stepped inside.
Looking around the dim room, Sasha clicked her tongue.
âPavel, are you a child of darkness or something?â
âWhat nonsense are you babbling now?â
Rather than answering his confused question, Sasha started lecturing him.
âStaying in a dark room like this will only make your already weak body worse.â
She added silently to herself:
âAnd itâll mess up your personality too.â
She believed that much of Pavelâs prickly attitude came from his environment.
Living in such a dark, unventilated space would make anyone sickâand their mood sour.
It was only natural.





Dear Ruby! Thank you so much!!! Such an unusual, thrilling, beautiful and catching story! And your translation is brilliant!!!!!!â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž