Chapter 03Â
The Marquisate of Wiltierra (2)
âA thief?â
That was the first thought that crossed Bereniceâs mind.
Could it be the same thief who had come to steal her brotherâs sword before her regressionâcoming again now?
Should she catch them? Or⊠should she kill them?
She was still hesitating whenâ
âWhat are you doing?â
A familiar voice called out.
Berenice, who had been debating whether to smash the window and make a run for it, let out a weak groan and sank helplessly to the floor.
The tension drained from her all at once.
âWhatâs wrong? Why do you look like that?â
The one who rushed over, startled by her behavior, was her twin brother, Lowell.
With short navy-blue hair that brushed his shoulders and deep violet eyes, he knelt down on one knee and studied her pale face.
âLowell⊠why are you here?â
âI could ask you the same thing. You look like some kind of ghostâdressed all in white from head to toe.â
âBe quiet. And why are you wandering around in black pajamas?â
âBecause I want to.â
Before her regression, conversations with her twin brother had always gone like this.
And apparently, that hadnât changed even now.
Even though she could see the worry in Lowellâs face as he helped her up with a grumble, she just couldnât bring herself to speak kindly to him.
It seemed he felt the same.
After dusting her off and stepping back, Lowell folded his arms and spoke, his expression crooked.
âSo what are you doing here? Thatâs Bledinâs sword, isnât it? Why do you have it?â
For a moment, Berenice hesitated.
What excuse could she make?
Maybe it was because they were twinsâLowell always saw through her lies like a ghost.
Of course, Berenice was just as skilled at recognizing when he was lying.
Not only liesâthey could read each otherâs feelings without even trying.
If she lied poorly here, heâd know instantly that she was hiding something bigger.
âI just⊠wanted to see him.â
So, Berenice decided to hide a single lie among nine truths.
âI donât know about the sword. When I came in, it was already lying on his bed.â
Her plan to secretly investigate the sword that she had hidden herself beforeâshe abandoned it.
You had to let go of hopeless plans quickly.
That was a lesson she had learned the hard way while living as a fugitive before her regression.
If something was going to fail, you dropped it and moved on.
And standing before her now was Lowell.
Berenice would never admit it aloud, but her twin was a very intelligent man.
He had quick judgment and decisive actionâqualities that made him a nightmare to deal with as an opponent.
If Lowell found out what she was trying to doâŠ
ââŠItâd be a mess.â
A huge mess.
And the same tragedy from before might happen all over again.
Berenice bit her lip, remembering the twin brother who had never returned home after setting out to clear their familyâs name.
Her twin and her parents had to remain unawareâ
At least until she uncovered the truth of this story herself.
That was the method Berenice had chosen in this lifeâto protect her family.
âIt was lying there? On the bed?â
âYeah.â
âThatâs⊠brotherâsââ
âBledinâs sword. Yes.â
âLet me see it.â
âHere.â
She handed the sword to Lowell, who reached out as though he couldnât quite believe her words.
She let him examine it carefully, then, once she felt enough time had passed, she suddenly snatched it back and hugged it tightly to her chest.
Lowellâs face twisted in annoyance.
âHey!â
âIâm holding on to it.â
âThatâs supposed to be for brotherâ!â
âI know! Iâll give it back to him, donât worry! Just⊠Iâll hold it until we return to the estate.â
Lowell knew better than anyone how much his twin sister adored Bledin.
He gazed at her snow-white hair for a moment, then let out a long sigh.
When it came to stubbornness, no one could win against Berenice Wiltierra.
Of course, if she heard that, sheâd insist he was the stubborn oneâbut still.
Whether it was the stubbornness or that pale hair, waking their parents in the middle of the night over another argument wasnât an option.
So tonight, heâd let her win.
ââŠAt least tell Father and Mother about it.â
âOkay.â
âAnd return it to brother when we go back to the estate.â
âI will.â
âAnd donât handle it carelessly or damage itââ
âAs if I would.â
âHaa⊠Fine. Letâs go. You shouldnât be wandering around in someone elseâs room like this.â
ââŠOkay.â
Lowell took one last look around Bledinâs room, his eyes full of longing, then turned away. Berenice followed quietly behind.
Even as they stepped out and gently closed the door, the twins kept their eyes down, silentâuntil, at the same moment, they lifted their heads and looked at each other.
âWant me to walk you back?â
âNo.â
âBe careful. If your fever goes up again, you wonât be able to attend the funeral. Youâll miss your last chance to say goodbye.â
âI know.â
âYou say that.â
Though they always bickered over trivial things, the twinsâwho had shared the same womb and the same birthdayâcould read each otherâs thoughts just by meeting eyes.
âGo.â
âMm.â
Have a peaceful night.
They exchanged the sentiment silently with their eyes and went their separate ways.
When Berenice returned to her own room, she sat on her bed, still clutching the sword sheâd held so tightly all along.
Since Lowell had seen it, she had to hurry and uncover whatever secret was hidden in it.
âWhat could it be? Whatâs hidden inside?â
Was the sword itself the clue? Or was it the key to something else?
Her thoughts spun so fast that she could feel her fever returning.
âNo.â
If she relapsed now, she wouldnât be able to attend Bledinâs second funeral, just like Lowell had warned.
She couldnât lose this hard-won chance over something so small.
After a momentâs thought, Berenice climbed into bed, pulling the sword in with her.
No matter where she hid it, she wouldnât feel safeâso she decided to sleep with it in her arms.
She could already imagine the horrified screams of Marienne or Nadia, her maids, when they came in to wake her in the morningâbut as long as she could protect Bledinâs sword, she could handle a noisy morning.
âKyaa! My lady! What is that?!â
The next morning, however, when Marienneâs shrill voice pierced the air, Berenice very brieflyâvery brieflyâregretted her decision from the night before.
ââŠBe quiet.â
âGood heavens, my lady! Wh-where did you get something so frighteningâ?!â
âItâs Bledinâs sword.â
âBringing such a ghastly thing into your bedroom⊠my lady!â
Berenice sat up, the sword still in her arms, and glared at Marienne, who was stammering and wringing her hands.
Just seeing that faceâthe woman who had betrayed her before her regressionâmade Bereniceâs jaw tighten.
ButâŠ
âNot yet.â
She couldnât throw her out. Not until after Bledinâs funeral.
During a funeral, one must neither bring in something new nor throw out something oldâ
The people of the Egonid Empire believed that breaking that rule would prevent the dead from crossing the river to the afterlife peacefully.
Some called it superstition, but Berenice, who had once witnessed the power of the gods firsthand, couldnât take it lightly.
âIâll deal with it right after the second funeral.â
Thankfully, for now, Marienne couldnât do anything that would truly harm the Marquisate or Berenice.
âShe shouldnât be closely connected to the Blaze Countâs family yet.â
Even if she was, it wouldnât matter much.
Marienne might be her chief maid, but the information within her reach wasnât worth much.
Unlike before her regressionâwhen sheâd fed Bereniceâs secrets to the Blaze family in exchange for profitâright now sheâd be lucky to make a few coins selling gossip about what Berenice had for lunch.
âSo itâs fine. For now.â
Thinking that, Berenice stepped out of bed and smiled faintly at Nadia, who had brought in a basin of water.
âCould you hold this for a moment?â she asked, handing her the sword.
âEh? Y-yes, my lady.â
âM-my lady! A precious thing like thatâlet meââ
Marienne reached out belatedly, but Berenice ignored her and let Nadia keep the sword until her morning preparations were done.
Nadiaâwho had remained loyal to both Berenice and the family even until her deathâwas someone she could trust with it.
âForgive my lateness.â
Dressed once more in black mourning clothes, Berenice entered the dining room, holding Bledinâs sword carefully in both hands.
At the head of the table sat her father, with her mother to his right and Lowell opposite them.
âYour fever?â
âItâs gone.â
Berenice sat down in the chair a servant pulled out for her and answered Lowellâs blunt question just as bluntly, lowering her gaze.
Even without looking up, she could feel her parentsâ eyes on the sword in her lap.
âThatâs Bledinâs sword.â
âYes.â
As she placed it gently on her knees, her father spoke again.
âMay I see it for a moment?â
At that instant, the Marquis extended his hand toward her.