Chapter 02
The Marquisate of Wilthierra (1)
When Berenice regained consciousness, she found herself back in her own bed. It was the middle of the night.
She was no longer dressed in mourning clothes but in a soft nightgown. Forcing her heavy body to move, Berenice pushed herself upright and leaned against the bedās headboard, letting out a long, weary sigh.
Her body ached and her vision was still blurry, but she realized with relief that her condition wasnāt as bad as she had feared.
āBack then, I must have been completely out of it.ā
Even while asleep, she had reportedly cried, called out for Bledin, and muttered incoherently.
Her mother, who had stayed in the capital to take care of her, had been unable to attend Bledinās second funeral.
āThis time, Iāll make everything right.ā
As she quietly sorted through the regrets of her past life one by one, Berenice heard her bedroom door creak open softly.
āNia, are you awake?ā
Her mother stood there in her mourning dress, her face full of worry.
āIām fine,ā Berenice replied.
She tried to smile brightly, but her body wasnāt cooperating; the expression she meant to make didnāt quite reach her face.
The Marchioness of Wilthierra, unable to hide her deepened worry, came closer and sat by the bed. She reached out and gently stroked her daughterās pale cheek.
āYour fever hasnāt gone down yet. Iām worried.ā
āIāll be better by morning. Please donāt worry, Mother.ā
āI spoke with your father. Nia⦠how about staying here with us for a while?ā
āI donāt want to.ā
āBerenice.ā
Her motherās voice hardened slightly as she called her by her full name, not the affectionate nickname. It wasnāt anger, but concern that deepened the furrow in her brow.
āI donāt want to,ā Berenice repeated firmly.
Her mother looked into her eyes for a moment, then nodded. She understood.
āThank goodness.ā
Seeing her mother accept her will, Berenice exhaled softly in relief.
In the Egonid Empire, funerals had always been held twice ā once in the capital, and once again in the deceasedās territory.
The first ceremony was for three days in the capital, to bid farewell among friends and acquaintances. The second lasted two days in the familyās domain, a private farewell with loved ones.
Among the lesser nobles, this old tradition had long disappeared, but for ancient, high-ranking houses like the Marquisate of Wilthierra, it remained sacred.
In her previous life, Berenice had taken from her mother the chance to say a final goodbye to her son.
Knowing the pain and regret that had left behind, she couldnāt bear to repeat the same mistake now that fate had given her another chance.
āIāll be fine by morning,ā she reassured softly.
āYes.ā
āEven if not, thereās still time before we leave for the territoryā¦ā
āNia,ā her mother interrupted gently. āI understand what youāre trying to say. Thereās no need to explain further. Iāll make sure you come with us ā donāt worry.ā
āā¦Truly?ā
āHas your mother ever lied to you?ā
She had.
āIāll follow soon.ā
The lie had been spoken with a soft smile ā and it had cost Berenice the last of her family.
But that wouldnāt happen again.
āā¦No,ā she said quietly. āYou havenāt.ā
The day will never come when my mother must lie to me again.
Leaning into her motherās warm hand, Berenice nuzzled her cheek softly and smiled faintly.
After her mother left, Berenice lay on the bed, thinking. When the mansion had gone completely quiet, she slipped out of her room unnoticed.
Thanks to the rest sheād gotten, her head no longer spun as it had when sheād first awoken, though the stark white of her hair caught the faint light and glowed eerily in the dark, forcing her to move more carefully than sheād like.
āFor the price of turning back time, this isnāt so bad⦠but itās far too conspicuous.ā
She sighed softly, brushing her hair back over her shoulder.
If Iād known, I wouldāve covered it before sneaking outā¦
Sheād forgotten entirely that her hair color had changed ā a foolish oversight.
āMarienne mentioned a good dye, didnāt she?ā
She remembered her friendās casual suggestion.
āPointless,ā she thought.
It wasnāt worth hiding. The color was inconvenient in the dark, yes, but it was also a reminder ā a mark she could bear to ensure she never forgot her vow.
With that thought, Berenice moved quietly down the corridor.
Compared to the traps and hidden dangers of the black market mansions sheād once broken into as a fugitive, sneaking around her own home was childās play.
She chuckled softly, remembering the time sheād nearly died infiltrating a crime lordās estate for information.
Her destination tonight was Bledinās room.
She opened the door carefully, making sure it didnāt creak, then slipped inside and shut it behind her, letting out a long, silent breath of relief.
Getting back will be tricky, but at least no one saw me on the way here. Thatās luck enough.
āIāll take a quick look and leave.ā
Even in its masterās absence, the room was spotless ā a testament to the servantsā diligence.
It was so clean and still that she almost expected Bledin himself to appear, smiling warmly and calling her name.
āNia.ā
The sound of his voice echoed in her mind, and she inhaled deeply to steady her heart before beginning to search.
āI donāt remember exactly, but I recall hearing⦠there was a thief.ā
Back then, sheād been bedridden with a fever when it happened. Half-conscious, sheād overheard fragments of conversation between her mother and the butler.
She couldnāt recall everything, but she remembered clearly the butler saying that something had been stolen from Bledinās room ā though no one could tell what.
āWhat could they have taken?ā she murmured.
Bledin had lived mostly at the imperial palace as a royal guard knight, keeping most of his possessions there.
This room only held things heād used before entering palace service ā items precious with childhood memories, but of little real value otherwise.
At least, not to nobles. To commoners, theyād be treasures worth risking a hand for.
āBut nothing here is worth the danger of breaking into a marquisās estate.ā
And yet, the butler had insisted: āYes, a thief broke in. But we canāt tell whatās missing.ā
Coming from a man who knew the household better than even the marquis himself, that statement had always unsettled her.
āMaybe nothing was stolen at allā¦ā
But if that were true, heād have said ānothingās missing.ā Not āwe canāt tell.ā
In her past life, as she wandered the empire alone, Berenice had often wondered where everything had gone wrong.
This day ā this strange, uncertain day ā had always stood out to her as one of those turning points.
If only Iād been lucid enough to understand what was happening back then⦠would things have changed?
Now, she wouldnāt let the moment slip by again.
She moved slowly, scanning every inch of the room, from the door to the far side of the bed.
It was like tracing her way through memory with her fingertips.
Time passed. Then ā
Something long and unfamiliar caught her eye on the bed.
āā¦A sword?ā
It didnāt belong there. The ornate sheath bore intricate engravings, though no jewels adorned it. Even without seeing the blade, she could imagine its sharpness.
It was the sword Bledin had received when he was first knighted ā a personal gift from the Crown Prince himself.
He had never once been without it.
Then why⦠is it here?
When Bledinās body was returned home, he had worn only tattered robes and worn-out armor. His body had been covered in wounds ā shallow and deep ā and his neck had been severed.
The hunter whoād found him said he recognized Bledin only because of a favor once received in the capital. Risking his life, heād carried the body home, calling it his final act of gratitude.
Remembering that moment ā her tears, her collapse ā Berenice squeezed her eyes shut and drew a long breath, clutching the sword in both hands.
No tears came.
Not because the pain had faded, but because she couldnāt afford to cry.
There would be time for that later.
For now, she needed to understand why Bledinās sword ā which no one could find before ā was suddenly here.
āWe searched everywhere, and it was gone. So why now?ā
As she murmured aloud, the memory of the butlerās voice came back vividly.
[A thief broke in.]
[We canāt tell whatās missing.]
āCould it be⦠this sword?ā she whispered.
But why? Of all the valuable things in the house, why this?
Unless⦠there was something hidden within it.
Her brow furrowed as she lifted the sword to eye level, turning it under the faint moonlight. But the room was too dark to see properly.
āIāll take it back and examine it later.ā
She turned to leaveā
ābut the door creaked open behind her.
And standing in the doorway, someone stared straight at Berenice.