The Noble Kindergarten Teacherâs Hardships â Episode 007
He said it. He called me Dad.
âIn childcare stories, when the father is called âDad,â he usually smiles like a fool and does anything the child asks.â
So why was her own father making a face like he had just chewed dung?
The Count of Windister asked again, his expression like someone who had just heard nonsense.
âWhat did you just say?â
âI said I want to leave the family.â
Efnaâs lips curled into a soft and elegant smile. Just like her dead motherâs.
Was his daughter always able to speak so clearly?
The Count of Windister found all of this unfamiliar. Even the words coming out of his eldest daughterâs mouth.
But the more flustered he became, the calmer Efna grew.
âI was worried you might find it troublesome, so I even prepared the documents. Youâve always found anything related to me bothersome, havenât you, Father?â
âWhen did I ever find you bothersomeâŠâ
âHere they are.â
I treasured them carefully so I wouldnât lose them. After all, doesnât everyone carry around something like a resignation letter in their hearts?
Efna ignored the Countâs words and spread the documents out on the table.
Adoption Registration. Application for Expulsion from the Family. Mandatory Property Division Agreement.
âYou, Efnaâyou know what these areâŠ!â
âYes, Father. I know. Should I explain them to you, just in case?â
Since the âDadâ strategy didnât work, there was no reason to call him that anymore.
âThis one is for Lilien.â
An adoption registration form to register Lilien as the daughter of the late wife.
âThis one is for me.â
An application to sever Efna from the Windister family.
âAnd this one is for my future.â
If a child under 19 is expelled from a noble family, the family is legally required to provide a minimum division of property.
âSay the word, and Iâll explain everything.â Efnaâs service-minded attitude only fueled the Countâs anger. He couldnât see the effort she had put into this.
âYouâre not asking because you donât know!â
âThen I have nothing more to say. Once youâve filled out the documents, let me know. In the meantime, Iâll go look for a place to live. Youâve always wanted to cast me out anyway, havenât you?â
âEfna. Have you truly lost your mind? Iâve never once wanted to cast you out.â
The Count slammed the armrest of his chair. Efna gently brushed her hand along the dented wood.
âDonât make such scary jokes. And for the record, this is the sanest Iâve ever been in 18 years.â
âEfna!â
Never wanted to cast her out, he said. Then what was all thatâtreating her like she wasnât even human?
She looked straight at Hardness, who clung to Lilien like sticky rice cake.
âHow could he not notice when it was so obvious?â
Tsk. Efna clicked her tongue softly and drew out the last document she had kept most carefully.
âHere. A gift.â
Hardness, bewildered, took it into his hands, and his expression hardened bit by bit.
His voice came out low and heavy.
âWhat is this?â
âTry reading it. Itâs a breakup letter.â
âI meanâwhat does this mean?â
Did he really need it spelled out? Efna lightly tapped the annulment letter with her finger.
âLetâs break off the engagement.â
It was nothing less than a bombshell. One of the servants watching even fainted.
Her second brother, just entering the parlor, stood there with his mouth wide open. The first brother dropped the financial report he had been holding like an extension of himself.
âBrother, did she just say what I think she said?â
ââŠâŠâ
Only Efna remained calm in the room.
Sip. She leisurely sipped her lukewarm tea. Perfect posture. Perfect etiquette.
âTastes good.â
Hardness trembled as he watched her sip tea so nonchalantly.
âBreak off the engagement? Efna, are you insane?â
âI already told you. This is the sanest Iâve ever been.â
âNo! I wonât allow it!â
âWhy not?â
Her catlike eyes blinked, cold and sharp. The atmosphere grew so heavy that no one dared to speak.
Clink. Efna set down her teacup and stood. As she stepped closer, Hardnessâs pupils shook with unease.
âWhy canât we break it off? Because I have to manage the marquisateâs affairs in your place, since youâre incompetent? Because Lilien is still just a mistressâs daughter? Or could it be⊠do you actually like me?â
The last one was a joke. No need for him to go so pale.
âW-what are youâŠâ
âYou dare think you can deceive me twice, Hardness? And you, Lilien.â
Her gaze, sharp as a blade at dawn, fell on Lilien. Lilien trembled but managed to open her mouth.
âSisterâŠâ
âWhoâs your sister? Iâve never had a half-sister born of a mistress.â
Efna Windister. She was not one with a gentle disposition. There was not a shred of hesitation as she dug into the inferiority complex of the half-sister who had betrayed her.
âTake it all, Lilien. My place. My fiancĂ©. Everything Iâve discarded suits you perfectly.â
With that, she turned away.
Perhaps unable to endure such humiliation, Lilien lowered her head. Her well-kept hair fell forward, hiding her face.
So no one saw. No one saw her pretty face twisted in fury.
âSheâs lost her mind!â
The second brother raised his calloused hand and came charging at her. A very familiar scene.
The difference this time was that Efna didnât squeeze her eyes shut. She smiled faintly instead.
âGo ahead. Hit me.â
âYouâyou arrogantâŠ!â
âIs this really all you can do with your God-given talent? Resorting to violence? Arenât you ashamed? So this is what chivalry means to you, Brother?â
At her words, his raised arm trembled. The same arm that had never hesitated to strike his sister faltered at the mention of chivalry.
Pathetic. Efna walked past her frozen brother and went upstairs.
Still the same shabby walls, the useless fireplace, and the musty-smelling bed shoved in the corner.
She took it all in, leaning against the worn bookshelf.
âIâve done it now.â
She had gone so far this time that her father would surely cast her out.
âHaa.â
Still, it felt refreshing. She exhaled a lighter breath, bracing herself against the bookshelf.
Thud. Suddenly, a notebook slipped out from deep within the shelves. What caught her eye first was the small writing on the cover.
[Diary â Efna Windister]
Efna Windister?
âDid I write something like this?â
She didnât remember it at all.
Turning it over curiously, a thought flashed in her mind.
âCould it be⊠the original Efna?â
It wasnât impossible, was it?
She carefully opened the diary. On the very last page, written as if most recently, were these words:
Today I became certain. I was born with the same âtalentâ as the First Count of Windister.
âThe same talent as the First Count of Windister?â
Come to think of it, about a month after she had possessed this body, her father had once struck her cheek and said:
âLilien was born with the same talent as the First Count of Windister.â
What that talent was, she didnât know. But one thing was certain: Efna herself had no talent.
âAnd yet, talent? What is this supposed to meanâŠâ
She couldnât understand. She flipped to the first page of the diary.
Today I secretly fired my second brotherâs gun out of curiosity. All 20 bullets hit the bullâs-eye. Mustâve been a coincidenceâŠ?
They say my first brother is gifted in business. I secretly read one of his business plans. It was surprisingly easy to understand!
Physical talent.
Business talent.
Father played the violin in the lobby today. The sound was so beautiful that I drew out the sheet music by ear. Iâll try playing it myself later.
I wanted to study so badly that I stole a language book of the Queiman Kingdom my brother was reading. It was my first time seeing it, but I could read it fluently.
Artistic talent.
Linguistic talent.
The pages went on and on. As she turned them, Efnaâs face grew pale with shock.
The casually written lines were anything but ordinary.
âIf this is true, then Efna really did have talentâŠâ
And yet she had always been treated as talentless.
Even after she woke up in this body, she had never felt any special ability.
At best, that one time when a bullet happened to hit the bullâs-eye.
Hit the bullâs-eye?
ââŠOh, hell.â
A curse slipped out before she could stop it.
Yes. Back then, too, she thought it was just a coincidence. Just like the Efna who had written in this diary.
âBut still, it doesnât add up. That was the first and last time it happened. Iâve never experienced anything like whatâs written here.â
With a tense heart, Efna turned the page again.
Before leaving the estate, the head housekeeper, Mrs. Maxturner, called me to her. She told me I was born with the same âtalentâ as the First Count of Windister.
I couldnât believe it. Me? And if it really was the First Countâs âtalent,â then that meansâŠ